Mistake

Rei picked up his phone for the first time in three weeks. He had a few messages from Makoto and Rin, but none from Nagisa. He scrolled through the few emails he had from his friends. Makoto was asking about school and Rin left a message asking about what happened between Nagisa and him. Rei didn't feel like responding. Knowing Nagisa, he probably already told their friends about the mess Rei made.

Sitting in class, Rei mindlessly scrolled through his pictures. The professor was already late and it was making him frustrated. Bouncing his foot, he looked up expectantly at the door when another student walked in. Turning back to his phone, he landed on a photo of him and Nagisa. Quickly exiting out he moved to his contacts. He scrolled through and paused over Nagisa's name.

Would it be wrong to just check up on him? They left things off on such a bad note. It made Rei feel sick and uneasy all over again. He pushed up his glasses, and clicked on Nagisa's name.

An email wouldn't hurt.

Just when he was about to type his message the teacher's aide walked in. She explained to the class that the professor had a sudden emergency and class was cancelled.

Gathering his things, Rei cancelled his message. It wasn't worth the time. He put his backpack on and walked out of the room. Looking up at the clock on the wall, he saw it was still early in the afternoon. He could easily take the train over to see Nagisa if he chose to do so. He needed to apologize.

"Ryugazaki-san," A voice gasped.

Rei turned to the man in front of him, taking a moment to register who it was. "Sera-senpai!" He smiled at his old track captain.

"I knew you went here, just didn't expect to see you," Sera explained.

Rei pushed his glasses up the bridge of his nose. "Well," He anxiously glanced at the time, "my class just cancelled."

Sera mimicked the motion, smiling, "So you're free?"

Surprised, Rei looked to the floor. He nodded, feeling his stomach turn more with uneasiness. Sera invited him to have lunch at a nearby restaurant.

The two ended up talking about school mainly. And their jobs were brought up through some of the conversation. Sera paid for the meal, much to Rei's attempts to split the bill. He didn't like the idea of having a person who he had history with pay for him.

While getting the bill back, Sera asked the question Rei dreaded, "How's things with Hazuki-kun?"

Rei looked at his empty plate, opting to not respond. Sera instantly took the message, "What about stopping by my place?"

Looking up, Rei sputtered out a, "W-what?"

"Nothing weird, just," Now it was Sera's turn to look down at his plate, "you look like you need to talk."

And Rei really did. But he knew, deep down, he shouldn't go with Sera. They had history together. Sera was his first kiss. Sera had admitted years before that he had fallen in love with Rei. To which Rei responded with a cool, "School comes first."

Rei remembers how heartbroken Sera was when he found out Rei was dating Nagisa. And now he was asking to help with his relationship problems. And Rei was desperate. He was lonely.

So he agreed.

It had been so long since he actually communicated with another human, Rei realized. All of his emotions seemed to bunch up in the back of his throat. And he let it all out once he stepped foot into Sera's apartment.

They sat on the couch and Sera rubbed his back, as he so messily explained his situation. How he had yelled at Nagisa in such an ugly manner. He told Sera how he had been so mad with himself about not being able to contact his own boyfriend, if they were even still in a relationship. He felt nauseous by the end of his rant.

Finishing his story with a few sniffles, he turned away. "I'm so sorry," Rei pushed his glasses up, "this is really unattractive."

"It's fine," Sera reassured him. And it sickened Rei how easily that reassurance made him smile. "Let's watch a movie," Sera got up to go to his pile of films. He put on the first movie he grabbed, which turned out to be a cartoon.

Laughing, Sera smiled to Rei, "Sorry if it isn't your taste. My sister was here the other day and left it behind."

Rei stayed quiet, embarrassed from crying. He stared straight at the movie. But he couldn't focus on one thing. Everything seemed to move too fast. Rei was so tired. When was the last time he had a full night of sleep? His sleep schedule was off, he knew. It was messing with his brain now. Especially now. Rei shifted, only now realizing how close he sat to Sera.

Human contact.

Rei dropped his forehead onto Sera's shoulder. He felt the older boy freeze under his touch before calmly wrapping an arm around him. Rei curled into the warmth Sera's body emanated. He looked up to Sera, tears still in his eyes. Sera looked down at him and slightly pulled away.

The movie was long forgotten. Now background noise to both boys. Guilt tugged at Rei's stomach. The type of guilt he wanted stopped. Was it guilt? Maybe it was his lunch. He couldn't remember the last time he had eaten. Nagisa was the one to always remind him to eat.

Gulping, Rei leaned forward, feeling Sera's hot breath against his lips. Sera kissed him. And Rei returned the kiss. They pulled apart slowly. Heavy lidded, Rei looked up to see a flushed Sera. Rei wrapped his arms around Sera and brought him closer into a deeper kiss.

It wasn't long before Rei found himself on his back with his pants down. A hand on his dick that wasn't his own, and his hand tugging at one that wasn't his. He sloppily jacked off Sera. His free hand curled to the back of Sera's head, pulling at his short hair. Panting, Rei bucked his hips up into the touch. He hadn't been touched like this in a month.

Moans and wet kisses echoed through the small apartment room. Rei felt Sera shudder into his touch, twitching before coming. Rei continued to stroke, feeling his own orgasm roll through his body. His belly clenched before he came into Sera's hand.

"N-Nagisa," He moaned into his partner's mouth.

Quickly realizing his mistake, Rei pulled away. He hastily pulled up his slacks. Belt clinging, lips still wet and swollen from kissing.

Fuck, Rei thought. Fuck, fuck, fuck.

I'm a drunken mess. Have this porn. Not NagiRei. Buuuut i am a trash can.