Okay, so this is essentially another discontinuation notice. I'm not going to continue writing this iteration of the story. Looking back on it (almost four years after starting it) I really can't deal with how it is right now.
Unlike "Shinde" (which is a whole other story i can't deal with) I won't just flat-out ignore this one, though. To date it's the longest thing I've ever written, so for fun I wanted to see if I could rewrite it. That'll be happening in another time, though, another place.
SUPER SORRY to the poor soul who came onto this story and left a review reminding me I hadn't updated in 3 years. You seemed really broken up about it, and I hope you found a better fic out there. :(