The rights of Shingeki no Kyojin/Attack on Titan is owned by Hajime Isayama, its creator.
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Chapter 3: Pillow Talk
Serenity enveloped the day. It was crystal clear as far as the eye could see, and yet, thunder could be heard rolling across the plains. A large convoy of horses and wagons made their way through the vast territory behind Wall Rose, heading south toward the peripheral city of Trost.
At the head of the pack, rode former commander of the Survey Corps, Keith Shadis, now head instructor of the 104th Trainee Squad. Today was a special day for the 104th. It marked the end of their three year journey in becoming full fledged soldiers in the military.
*"Attention everyone! Today you officially graduate from the military academy." Shadis sounded off.
Everyone was gathered outside in front of the compound, listening intently to Shadis' final instruction to them as trainees.
"Your ceremony will be held in Trost this year. I've also received word the Survey Corps will be heading out today for their 56th expedition. So I've decided that we will head out to Trost earlier than expected, to see the brave young men and women off as they travel into titan territory. Afterward, your graduation will be held in the evening. We will be leaving in one hour so make your preparations in haste. You are dismissed!"*
The procession continued along to their destination as Wall Rose and the inner gate leading to Trost, came into view.
"Sir, it looks like we've made great time!" said an assistant officer riding alongside Shadis.
"Of course." he said smiling, "Sound the celebration. These brats have officially survived their training."
The officer blew his whistle and began a victory cry.
"The sun blazes a path only the righteous walk
A burning keenness of autonomy
The moon reflects those of gracious talk
A soothing comfort from obscurity
Innumerable stars highlight the pin of success
Forever etched across heaven's canvas
On those who breakthrough the world's duress
Freedom is their inheritance."
Little by little, more began to join in the singing and cheers. Eventually the elation traveled throughout the whole procession.
Within one of the carts full of soldiers, Eren smiled to himself as he looked around at his comrades.
'I've finally made it' he reflected. 'Tomorrow I'll be able to join the Survey Corps, and I promise I'll protect all of you.'…
Once they arrived in the city, Shadis dismissed the 104th to their given dorms, telling them the Survey Corps would be leaving within thirty minutes for anyone who wanted to see them off.
Eren hurried to finish putting his things in his room, and then headed to Armin's room to see if he was ready. "Armin, you finish settling in?" he asked as he stood in the doorway of Armin's room. "I can't wait to see them off today. It'll be just like old times!"
Armin looked up from the book he was reading, toward the smiling figure before him and nodded. The two sprinted off in the direction of the common's area, and spotted Mikasa waiting for them near a bench.
"Hey Mikasa" Eren greeted, "Looks like you beat us here. You ready to go?"
"Yeah I'm all set." she answered.
Armin looked around the area and asked Mikasa, "Have you seen Mina around, I was hoping she might also wanted to come along?"
Before Mikasa could respond, Mina came running around the corner. "Wait up guys!" she called. They smiled as she caught up with them, trying to catch her breath. "Sorry I'm late. I tried to get Annie and Ruth to come with me, but they decided to stay behind. I am a little worried about Annie though. Ever since we came here, she's been more distant than usual. I'm sure Ruth decided to stay to keep her company."
Eren smiled and waved it off saying, "Ah it's just Annie being Annie. She's probably worried about being in the top ten of the class like everyone else. Of course I have my own reasons for being in the top ten." Mikasa stared at him, remembering his declaration to Jean about graduating in the top of their class.
"Anyway" he continued, "Let's go before we miss the procession."…
The multitudes aligned the streets leading up to the outer gate. Many women within the crowd wanted to catch a glance at the handsome commander, Erwin Smith.
"Oh, I wonder if he's married?" a woman said to her friend.
"I don't think he is, but it won't be long before he chooses a blushing bride as his wife." she responded, her face turning a feverish red.
"Ha, like he'd choose one of you naggers over someone like me!" a third behind them challenged. The other two turned around, and a tussle broke out.
Members of the Garrison Unit and a couple from the MP came to break it up. Eren, Mikasa, Armin and Mina watched from afar. Armin laughed and said, "It looks like things are more festive then I can remember."
"Yep" replied Eren, grinning at the sight. "Yet seeing the crowd brings back a lot of memories for me. Soon, I'll be riding out into titan territory with the Survey Corps."
Mina looked up at Eren and said, "Me and you both." This caught Eren by surprise. "What, really?" he asked. She nodded and said, "You're not the only one who has the guts to face the titans. Though to be honest, I never seen one for myself, but again I'm not afraid."
Eren smiled, but he couldn't help but notice the slightly worried look on Armin's face. "Hey don't worry Armin. Mina's a skilled fighter. The titans are the ones who should be worried." Eren said. Mina grinned and held squeezed Armin's hand. She then turned to Mikasa and asked, "What about you. I don't think I ever heard your intentions on what branch you will join?"
Mikasa instinctively touched her scarf and said, "I also intend to join the Survey Corps. I want to make sure Eren keeps his head on straight when he's out there on the front line."
Eren made a 'Here we go again' face. Mina laughed and stated, "Ha, why don't you just tell him how you truly feel already? I know you like Eren!" The two blushed with embarrassment.
"W-What Mina!" Eren stammered, "Come on we're family. Mikasa is just babying me because I've always got into fights with other kids in the past. Yet now I'm a soldier and can handle myself." Mina shrugged and said, "Whatever. By the way it's not like you two are biologically related."
Eren and Mikasa shared an uncomfortable stare with one another before their attention was stolen away by the cheers of the crowd. Coming down the street atop their horses, were the soldiers of the Survey Corps.
"There he is! Commander Erwin Smith!" shouted some of the women in the crowd.
Leading the group, Erwin waved and nodded to the crowd, his eyes firm and confident. Coming up directly behind him were some of his leading soldiers, Captain Levi, and squad leaders Hange Zoe and Mike Zacharius.
"I don't see how all this attention doesn't bother him." Levi stated coolly. Mike smirked and spoke, "What? Don't tell me you're jealous Levi. I see some women yelling your name as well." As if on queue, a couple of women in the distance yelled, "WE LOVE YOU LEVI!"
Levi sighed, causing a wide grin to cross Hange's face. "No need to be embarrassed. I think you settling down with someone would do you some good." she said laughing, "Though I doubt she would be as much of a neat freak as you."
Levi began rubbing his temples, feeling one of his famous 'Hange Headaches' coming on. Upon looking back up at the crowd, a group of individuals caught his eye. Hange noticed his gaze and followed. Up a bit stood the four soldiers Eren, Armin, Mikasa, and Mina.
"Ah!" Hange proclaimed, "They must be apart of the group graduating from the academy today. It's rare to see new soldiers seeing us off. You think any of them will join the Scouting Regiment?"
Levi was silent for a moment. "I doubt it." he replied. As they passed them by, Eren gave Levi a nod, causing him to blink, somewhat surprised by the acknowledgment. Mike and Hange laughed at the rare occasion of Levi's shock.
Up ahead, Erwin spotted someone he was well acquainted with, and galloped off to the side to speak with him.
"Commander Shadis" Erwin greeted.
Shadis smiled at his successor and said, "I thought I told you to never refer to me by that title again."
Upon getting off his horse, Erwin returned the smile and said, "My apologies, it's just that seeing you reminded me of my days as a captain. It's good to see you Sir."
The two exchanged handshakes, and Shadis patted him on the shoulder. "Your regiment looks strong. I've heard you resumed capture operations as well, helping us to further learn how to defeat the titans and save more lives. I always knew you'd make a better commander than me."
Erwin shook his head and said, "You're too hard on yourself. I wouldn't be half the man I am today if it weren't for you. By the way, how's your graduating class of soldiers coming along? Do you reckon there might be any who will join the Survey Corps?"
Shadis nodded. "Yes" he said, "In fact there might be two this year for certain. One of them reminds me of you actually. He has a strong penchant concerning the outside world, and his depth for strategic planning is unrivaled." Erwin pondered for a moment and said, "Interesting. If they sign up, I can't wait to meet them."
The procession finally arrived near the gate, causing Erwin to cut his conversation short. "Again, it was good seeing you Sir. Be assured I will look after those you've trained who sign up for the Corps." Shadis nodded and told him to take care.
Getting back on his horse, Erwin galloped toward the gate and turned back to address the group as the crowd grew silent.
"Be ready scouts, for we are about to enter enemy territory." Erwin commanded. "As you go, expect nothing less than victory and you shall see it! We represent humanity's hopes and dreams, and that is a responsibility we joyfully accept."
Eren could barely hold in his pride as he heard Commander Smith speak. Armin couldn't help but grin at his friend's ecstatic eyes. He turned toward Mina and put his arm her, promising inwardly he will be strong enough to protect her and his friends when it's their turn to enter titan territory. Mikasa smiled at the affection Armin shows for Mina, seeing how far they all have come since they entered the military.
The Garrison scouts atop the wall searched for any presence of titans outside the gate. Seeing none, they gave the clear signal. With that, the outer gate began to open.
"This marks the beginning the 56th expedition." Erwin remarked. The gates now being fully opened, Erwin raised his hand in the air. He then thrust it forward with a loud shout, and they were off. The crowd cheered their loudest, praying for the regiment's success.
Above the roaring crowd, in the clock tower about a block from the gate, stood Reiner Braun and Bertolt Hoover.
"Without the Survey Corps' presence, tomorrow's task should be easier." Bertolt commented.
Reiner nodded and said, "Also with these years of training, we should be much stronger to finish the job, even all the way to the interior. Once this is over, we can finally go home, and let the titans do the dirty work."
The two nodded and made their descent from the tower…
Later that afternoon, the 104th stood in formation before a massive hall for their graduation ceremony. As Eren looked around him, he could see the pretty sizeable crowd cheering them on.
"Jean-boy, I'm so proud of you!" Jean's mother called out to him.
Eren couldn't help but snicker at the utter embarrassment on Jean's face. Jean was one of the few cadets who had family in the stands. However as much as it pleased Eren to laugh at Jean's lack of comfort, he couldn't help but feel sorrow as well, wishing his parents could see him now. He remembers when they first found out his intentions of joining the Survey Corps…
*"We're home!" Eren called as he and Mikasa stepped inside the house.
"Boy, that's a lot of firewood you two collected." Karla Yeager exclaimed, "That should be enough to fuel the stove for a few days." She went to pinch Eren's cheek, causing him to become annoyed.
"Come on mom I'm not a baby." he said, causing Karla to laugh.
Grisha Yeager smiled, looking up from the book he was reading. "He's right Karla." he said, "Our little Eren is not so little anymore. Someday he will make his path in life, and have a family of his own."
Eren gave his father a big smile, causing Karla to sigh. "My little boy is all grown up." she said," I suppose then he doesn't want the lunch I made for him, his favorite dish when he was younger."
Eren lit up and cried, "YOU MADE….um uh, I mean you made chicken stew?" Karla nodded as they all laughed at Eren's attempt to hide his excitement.
"Come on you two, I'll fix you a bowl." she said. Eren and Mikasa sat down at the table next to Grisha, as Karla fixed them their lunch. "Enjoy!"…
About halfway through their meal, Grisha took out his bag and began putting his medical supplies into it, preparing to leave for a scheduled appointment.
"Ah I hate it when you have to leave dad." Eren said in disappointment. Grisha rubbed his son's head and said, "Don't worry, I'll be back in a few days. Make sure you look after the house while I'm gone." Eren grinned and said, "You can count on me!"
As Grisha turned back to pack the last of his supplies, Mikasa decided to make conversation.
"So, Eren wants to join the Scouting Regiment." she stated.
Both Grisha and Karla stopped what they were doing, a look of grave concern painted across their faces. Eren turned to Mikasa in anger saying, "Thanks a lot big mouth, it's clear you don't know what it means to keep a secret!"
Karla swiftly went to Eren's side, looking him in the eyes and said, "Now you listen to me. Get that crazy idea out of your head. There's no way I'm letting you go out there and get yourself killed!"
"Stop worrying about me mom, I'll be more than ready to fight those beasts outside the walls once I'm old enough to train in the military. One day Armin and I want to see what's out there in the world."
Karla gritted her teeth. "Is Armin the one who put this crazy notion in your head? I want you to stop talking to him from now on."
"What!" Eren angrily retorted, "Leave him out of this. This is my decision!"
"Don't you dare raise your voice to me like that young man!" Karla rebuked.
"Eren" Grisha called, causing the two to stop and look at him. "Listen Eren, it's a hard life for one in the Survey Corps. Most do not make it back alive, but for many who do; they are never the same psychologically. I've treated many over the years so I should know. Some have even decided to take their own life due to the nightmares causing them to lose precious sleep."
Eren looked down at his empty bowl with a sad expression. Karla began to settle down, thinking her husband has finally reached their son. Mikasa also seemed content. Then Eren spoke again.
"I understand, but I can't stand the feeling of living behind these walls like caged birds. I'm tired of all the fear, it's like I'm not even living at all. There is so much to see in the world, and we're stuck here. Those titans have no right to take our lives away from us! I refuse to let them take it away."
"I see" said Grisha after a pause silence. "In that case, I better be off before I'm late to the ferry."
Eren looked at his father as he got up and went toward the door. He feared he may have let his father down by his decision. Karla tried to catch him before he left saying, "Wait a minute darling, aren't you going to forbid him from joining the Survey Corps?"
Grisha kissed his wife and said, "The boy has a strong heart. I don't think words will change his mind. By the way, I may be gone an extra day or so, I just remembered I have to give an important official within the interior some information concerning my research in the basement."
"Dad" Eren called just before Grisha left. He turned to look toward his son, noticing Eren's eyes were beginning to water. "You don't hate me because of my decision do you?"
Grisha placed his bag on the floor and walked over to him. Upon looking up at his father, Grisha embraced him and said, "I could never hate you son. You are very brave for wanting to take back the world from the titans." Tears of joy streamed down Eren's face as he hugged his father. "Thanks dad!"
After also hugging Mikasa, Grisha went back toward the door and picked up his bag. As he looked in his wife's eyes, he could tell she was still worried for Eren's sake. Turning back he called, "Eren, be good to your mother while I'm gone. If she gives me a good report when I get back, I'll let you help me with my research."
A big smile crossed Eren's face and he pledged, "Don't worry dad, I'll be good!"…*
Eren instinctively touched the key to his father's basement that he kept on his person at all times. It is the last connection he has with his father. Amazingly, he doesn't know how it got in his possession, but he vowed he would never lose it and would give it back to his father once he was found.
The crowd began to quite down as a group of officials came out and walked on the platform. As the lead official took center stage before the cadets, they gave him a salute.
"Congratulations cadets of the 104th Training Regiment. Your hard work and determination has paid off and today you graduate as full fledged soldiers of the military."
As the ceremony went on, each soldier received their badge of membership and a certificate. Once again, the lead official took to the platform and announced, "Now, tomorrow each of you will choose which branch of the military you will fall under. The Garrison Unit, the Survey Corps, and only the top ten will have the choice of joining the Military Police Brigade. So without further ado, I will now call the names of those who graduated within the top 10."
This is the moment all the soldiers within the 104th had been waiting for. Jean began to smile and thought 'MP here I come!'
"As I call your name, come join me and stand to my right." said the official. "At the 10th rank, Soldier Krista Lenz"
Krista looked shocked upon hearing her name. The crowd started clapping as she walked toward the podium. Looking down among her fellow soldiers, she caught sight of Ymir, who gave her a thumb's up. Krista smiled at her friend, tears almost falling from her eyes. "Thanks Ymir." she said to herself.
"At the 9th rank within the 104th Trainee Squad, Soldier Sasha Blouse"
Sasha immediately began jumping in place, and practically ran up the steps of the platform. Many of her squad mates and even people in the crowd couldn't help but laugh at her excitement. After standing next to Krista, she noticed the scene she caused, and began rubbing her head shyly.
Smiling, the official continued reading, "With the 8th ranking, Soldier Connie Springer"
Rubbing his nose in acknowledgement, he went to take his place on the platform. Eren smiled. He never thought a whole lot about Connie, but he always knew he could count on him. 'I'm sure Shadis would be surprised to see Connie up there' Eren thought.
"Now the 7th ranked member within the top ten, Soldier Marco Bott"
Marco grinned, exhaling the breath he kept in ever since Krista was first called up. Jean patted him on the back as he walked passed him saying, "Congratulations Marco, you made it man." Marco nodded and said, "Thanks. I'll be waiting for you up there."
As the crowd's clapping died down, the official moved on, "Our 6th ranked of the 104th, Soldier Jean Kirstein"
Jean smirked and thought 'Well, that wasn't a long wait'. Walking by, Jean got a look at Eren, and his smile grew wider, whispering in his direction, "Have fun out there fighting the titans." Eren grimaced at his smugness. He thought 'Wow, this guy really knows how to sour a joyous occasion'.
Before Jean walked up the platform, he heard his mother calling, "That's my boy!" This drew a few snickers among the crowd.
"With the 5th rank, Soldier Eren Yeager"
A dumbfounded look came upon Jean's face as he stood next to Marco on the platform. Eren looked up at him and nodded, silently reassuring him he heard right. As Eren walked toward the platform, many within the 104th acknowledged him and shook his hand. The crowd sensed the strong bond the 104th had with him, and began clapping with extra enthusiasm.
As Eren walked across the platform and took his place beside Jean, he heard him whisper through clench teeth, "This is bullshit." Eren simply smiled in response.
Once again the crowd quieted down, and the names continued.
"Ranked number 4 is Soldier Annie Leonhart"
'Annie' Eren reflected. He watched as she walked toward the platform with her usual stoic expression. He started chuckling inside as he knew all the clapping and attention was making her uncomfortable.
As she stood beside Eren, he spoke, "Congratulations Annie!" She slightly turned her head toward him, and something about her eyes frightened him. He was used to her annoyed looks, but this time her eyes conveyed a sense of complete emptiness. "Annie?" he said, about to ask her what was wrong, but she turned back toward the crowd, cutting off her attention.
"At the number 3 ranking is Soldier, Bertolt Hoover"
Bertolt walked up the platform with a confident stride to him, something that belied his shy nature. Eren nodded his head in approval, to which he returned.
"The number 2 ranking goes to Soldier Reiner Braun"
After Eren, Reiner was the most adored cadet among the 104th. He's helped many of them press through the tough training, and he's been known to joke around a bit making them laugh. There's no question Reiner made everyone feel better about themselves.
A roaring cheer came from them as he walked on the stage. He wave to them in acknowledgement and nodded to his classmates on the podium. As he passed by Annie, his smile dimmed, looking into her fierce eyes, as if questioning who he was. Shaking her off, he took his place next to Bertolt.
"…and finally" the official stated, "your number 1 rank member of the 104th Training Squad, Soldier Mikasa Ackerman."
The crowd rose to their feet and gave a thunderous applause for Mikasa as she walked on the podium. The head official shook her hand and awarded her the medal of highest honor. Then he asked her, "As the number one trainee, would you like to offer a few encouraging words to your class?"
She was somewhat hesitant and was about to decline, but after looking over and seeing Eren's confident smile, she nodded. Giving her the stage, she opened her mouth to speak.
"I am greatly honored to be your top ranked soldier. All of us have worked very hard to reach this point, and I want to take this time to congratulate all of you on your success. May each of us have long and fulfilled careers in the military."
The crowd applauded her again and to her surprise, her fellow soldiers saluted her. Smiling, she returned the gesture, and saluted them…
"So Eren, we all know you vowed to go into the Survey Corps even if you made it in the top ten, but now that the choice is before you, are you really going to pass up a spot in the Military Police?" asked Connie.
After the graduation ceremony, all the soldiers gathered into a large banquet hall to celebrate. As usual, a small crowd of his fellow mates surrounded Eren, always interested in hearing about his dreams and passion.
"Of course Connie." Eren assured. Finishing drinking the cup of tea in his hand, he continued, "Once the titans are defeated, humanity will be able to travel around the world and come across places much more significant than anything in the interior."
Listening from a short distance over, Jean could barely hold his displeasure. Not only did Eren rank higher than him, but now he's treating the position of MP as if it was undesirable. Jean muttered under his breath, "I've had about enough of this smug bastard."
All of a sudden Thomas Wagner expressed, "Come on Eren, let's face the facts. We can't beat the titans. It was good hearing you all these years, but the reality is, all we can do is hold on to what we have and hope another attack like the one five years ago doesn't happen again."
Eren shook his head and said, "You're wrong Thomas. We know the titans' weak point. It's only a matter of striking effectively, and we can wipe them out, one by one. The only reason this has not been accomplished yet is because of our fear of them. It's time for the titans to experience fear."
Thomas sighed and responded, "I don't believe it's that simple. Listen, I'm only speaking to you as your friend. Don't be foolish and pass up this opportunity to live within the interior. Nobody here will think less of you. Perhaps sometimes, fear is a good thing, if it keeps you alive."
Eren slammed his cup down on the table and stood up. "I can't believe what hearing from you!" Eren shouted, "Fear, is a good thing? Is this what we've come to? Well, I give everyone the right to call me crazy if they want. I rather die fighting them than hope and pray they don't find me behind these walls."
Getting up to leave, Eren looked back and said, "Perhaps I can speak to the officials on your behalf Thomas. Maybe I can get them to give you my spot in the MP. I'm sure they would accept frightened soldiers like yourself." That said Eren left the party, leaving Thomas and the others with a pained expression.
Armin placed a hand on Thomas' shoulder and said, "I'm sure he didn't mean to offend you. Sometimes Eren can be strong willed, but he respects you looking out for him." Thomas nodded and thanked Armin for his words.
Mikasa rose from the table, getting Armin's attention. "Mikasa?" he inquired. She turned to him and then back to the door. "I think I'll go speak with him. To cool him down." she answered. She then took her leave.
Outside, Mikasa found Eren sitting on the steps leading up to the hall.
"You know, you should go back in there and apologize." she said to him flatly.
He turned to see her coming in his direction. Mikasa could see a guilty look was already written on his face. "You and my conscious agree." he declared soberly, "but there's a part of me that's holding me back, telling me what I said in there needed to be said."
She sat down beside him, looking out ahead at the people walking around in the street. After a moment of silence, Eren exclaimed, "I think Mina, Armin, and I will be the only ones who will join the Survey Corps."
Mikasa eyed him down. "Aren't you forgetting about me?" she asked. Eren turned to her and stated, "I know you said you desired to join, but I know why, and I believe it's for the wrong reason. Forget about me Mikasa. You are in the top ten, and can choose to live in the interior."
She scowled at his response and said, "Oh, I thought you viewed choosing to live in the interior as cowardly, yet you don't have a problem if I were to choose it? Is that not hypocritical?"
Knowing she caught him, he openly sighed. Another moment of silence passed before them, a brief rush of wind causing Mikasa to clutch her sacred scarf. Breaking the silence she declared, "I'm joining the Survey Corps with you. I want to see your dreams realized."
Eren smiled and said, "Thanks Mikasa. You've always been there for me. Someday I would love to return the motion."
She blushed slightly saying, "You have already helped me before. You saved my life."
Eren gave her a thoughtful look, both staring into each other's eyes. Before he could say anything else, Armin and Mina came out to see how everything was going.
"Hey guys! You coming back inside, this party is starting to turn up haha." Mina called to them. They both stood up, but Eren called back to them and said, "Actually I'm feeling kind of tired. I think I'm going back to my room to get some rest."
Feeling Mikasa might duck out to, he said to her laughing, "You stay and have fun. As the number one ranked soldier, you are now the life of the party."
Beginning to protest, he gently pushed her toward Armin and Mina. "You two take good care of her." Eren called.
"We will!" Armin replied.
Mikasa took one last look back at Eren before smiling and going back inside with her friends. Eren exhaled, and began walking toward his barracks. After walking for a few minutes, he spotted a certain blonde standing near a fountain, looking up toward the afternoon sky.
Getting her attention he called, "Annie!"...
Bertolt sat back at a table to himself, observing the room around him. He's always been a man of few words, but it's not as though there aren't things he's fervent about.
While tasting his cup of hot cocoa, he caught sight of Reiner talking to some of the other graduates. Unlike him, Reiner could definitely speak his mind and associate with everyone. Sometimes Bertolt wished he could be like his best friend and not be so shy. However at this point in time, shying away from everyone may be the better thing to do.
Putting his cup on the table, the words Annie spoke a short while ago began to bother him…
*Off to the side of the grand hall that held the graduation after-party. Annie, Reiner, and Bertolt met in an isolated spot near the city's canal.
"So, Reiner, you think you'll be ready to act tomorrow?" Annie asked.
Reiner narrowed his eyes at her. "What's that suppose to mean? Of course I'll be ready, it's my duty." he said. Annie closed her eyes and made it known her apathy towards him. Growling Reiner said, "If you have something to say then say it."
"Well I'm a little confused." she stated, "These past couple of years all you've done is grow closer to these people. Do you really believe you can turn that switch off and watch them die as a result of our actions?"
Bertolt studied his best friend's face and could tell he struggled to shoot down Annie's argument.
"What is it to you Annie?" Reiner shot back, "Nobody said this mission would be easy, whether we bonded with them or not. Of course not all of us are as good at killing our emotions as you are."
Bertolt held up a hand to his friend and said, "Wait a minute Reiner, I think that was too harsh." Reiner turned to his friend and smiled. "Too harsh for Annie?" he said, "I doubt anything can be."
Without saying a word, Annie turned to leave.
"Hey, we're not done discussing the plan for tomorrow." Reiner called to her.
"I know what I'm supposed to do." she said without stopping, "You make sure you do your part."
Before she could get out of ear shot, Bertolt moved and called, "Annie!" She stopped momentarily. Knowing he had her attention he asked, "Aren't you coming with us to relax at the party. Even if it's just a moment, we can unwind from all the stress of our undertaking, and enjoy this final moment with our comrades."
"Comrades Bertolt?" Annie spoke without turning to face him, "They are not our comrades. All of them are going to die tomorrow because of what we're going to do. I refuse to play this lie anymore. If you two were smart, you'll cut yourselves away from them right now. Before it's too late, and you can no longer look at yourself in the mirror due to the blood on your hands."
She then continued to walk, until she disappeared from his view.*
"Hey Reiner!" Nac Tius called to him, snatching Bertolt away from his thoughts. "Remember that time Shadis caught you trying to sneak into the girls' barracks, and you had to pretend you were sleep walking?"
Everyone at the table started to laugh. Reiner said, catching his breath, "Oh man, don't remind me. I'm still having nightmares from the punishment he gave me in having to roll uphill."
As they continued to laugh, Bertolt unconsciously grimaced…
Eren and Annie walked together in silence. She told him she was heading to her room to rest, and much to her dismay, he volunteered to walk with her. Annie knew the only way to get rid of him quickly, is to go ahead and allow this inconvenience. Thankfully, he chose not to speak much.
"Annie, can I ask you a question?" Eren spoke.
'I knew he couldn't keep his mouth shut for long' she thought with a sigh.
"What is it?"
Looking at the busy street and then toward the sky, Eren asked, "Do you think I'm a hypocrite if I were to tell you I'm glad you're going into the MP, staying safe from the titans?"
"Yes" she stated plainly, "A big hypocrite."
Eren chuckled and said, "Figures. That's what Mikasa told me. You know, you two are a lot alike." The slight scowl that came on Annie's face didn't go unnoticed by him, causing him to smile. Continuing on he said, "Yet unlike Mikasa, you didn't always take it easy on me. Your training always pushed me to my limits and beyond, and you taught me a lot about the world. I want to thank you for that."
Expecting her to smile at his comments, he was disappointed to see a sad expression on her face instead. Mina had told them Annie seemed troubled since entering the city, but he thought that was just her nerves bothering her concerning being in the top ten. Yet even after graduating at the number 4 rank, all he can remember is the look of emptiness in her eyes.
"Annie…" he began to say, but was cut off by her saying, "Listen Eren, forget all that stuff."
"What?" he said stunned, "Forget the training, your fighting style?"
"Not just the training, forget everything. All the time you spent with me and all the conversations we've had. I'm not worthy of that kind of recollection." she finished.
He was at a lost for words. How could he forget her? She is a major reason for why his time at the academy was so special. "No Annie" he uttered, "I can't do that."
She looked at him and asked, "You can't or you won't?"
"Both."
With an annoyed sound escaping her lips, she sped her pace up a little, trying to avoid anymore conversation. Eren thought to himself 'Why is she so stubborn, and more importantly, why does she have such a low view of herself?'
They continued in silence, until they finally reached the female quarters.
"Well, you've fulfilled your duty of walking me to my room. Now I'll have to bid you good evening." said Annie, a hint of irritation still discernable.
"Yeah" Eren replied somberly.
As she begun to walk to her room, Eren swiftly moved in front of her, catching her off guard. "No wait." he announced, "Listen Annie I know you like to keep to yourself, but I want you to know you're a very special person to me."
She looked into his eyes, seeing nothing but sincerity. Unable to meet them any longer, she turned away, the same look of emptiness he had seen before was once again present. "Annie" he began, but she stopped him and said, "Just go, please."
After a second, Eren decided to give up. "Alright Annie" he whispered, "I'll leave you alone."
With that, he began walking toward his dorm. He couldn't believe the amount of sadness he was feeling. 'Why wouldn't she open up to me?' he thought 'I guess in the end it doesn't matter. No matter how hard I try, she just won't express herself, truly.'
About to turn the corner toward his quarters, all of a sudden, Eren felt two hands grasp onto his right. Turning around, he saw her, tears rolling down her face. "Annie!" he said in concern.
Annie thought about her words to Bertolt and Reiner, about getting too close to their "comrades", and a smile inched its way on her crying features. "I guess I'm a big hypocrite too." she laughed. Eren gave her a puzzled look.
Shaking her head and wiping away her tears, she said, "Don't mind that. What I meant to say was I don't think the others will be back from the party for another few hours. If you want, you can come up with me, and we can catch up. With you going into the Survey Corps, I probably won't see you around much anymore after today."
With a little wetness still around her cheeks, Eren brought up his left hand and wiped them dry with his thumb. While still cupping her cheek, she touched his hand and stared into his emerald rich eyes. For this one day, she didn't care what her actions meant. If everyone she befriended were going to die tomorrow, if Eren was going to die, she wanted to make sure his last day was an enjoyable one.
Leaning in, he gently kissed her. Pulling away only an inch, he nudged her nose and forehead with his, showing her much endearment before deepening his kiss. After a few seconds, he pulled away again and said to her, "Annie, I want you."
Nodding, she led him into her room, closed and latched the door…
At a table to themselves, Jean and Marco were busy discussing their rankings and their plans for the future. Jean couldn't wait to move within Wall Sina and start his new life in the lap of luxury.
"Once I get settled in and make some money" he said, "I'll buy my mom a house within the Yarckel District. It's the least I can do for her for raising me."
Marco nodded and said, "That's admirable Jean."
Laughing and taking a bite out of the cake on his plate, Jean asked him, "So what about you? You're moving your family in Sina as well?" Marco looked out toward his fellow soldiers talking on the floor, and Jean could tell something was eating on his mind. "Hey, I never took you for a daydreamer Marco, what's on your mind?"
Marco sighed and answered, "You know Jean, I've been thinking lately, about Eren's words. You know I want to serve the king. There's no greater honor to me than that. Yet I've been wondering, perhaps I would provide better service in protecting the king, by fighting the titans directly."
Jean nearly choked on his next bite of cake. Putting down his fork, he addressed Marco's plans.
"Don't tell me that idiot with a death wish has brainwashed you as well Marco? Come on let's get serious!"
"I'm being serious Jean." Marco said standing his ground, "What if the titans continue to break the walls, like they did with Maria? As long as those two special titans are out there, no one is safe."
"Hear me out Marco." Jean began, "I understand your passion to protect and serve everyone. Even I'm inspired by it, but learn something from me. Sometimes you need to worry about yourself for a change. Worry about your family. How do you think they will feel if you died out there on the battlefield?"
Marco countered angrily in saying, "Will it matter if the titans turn our home into the battlefield? How would you feel Jean if a titan came and ripped your mother to treads? Is that something you could stomach while living in your mansion?"
"Son of a bitch!" Jean yelled, grabbing Marco by his collar and forcing him out of his chair.
Nearby, Sasha, Ymir and Krista heard the commotion, and came to break them up. "Come on guys." Sasha stated coming between them, "We're supposed to be celebrating, so relax."
Ymir started to laugh a bit and commented to Marco, "Wow freckles. I didn't know you were the type to get in confrontations." Krista shook her head at her and said, "Don't instigate him Ymir."
Frustrated, Jean began to walk off. Yet Marco called out to him, "Look Jean, I'm sorry, I didn't mean for my words to come out like that. Ultimately I haven't yet decided what I will do with my career choice."
Jean looked at him, and then sighed. "It's your choice Marco; you don't have please me with it."
He then moved on, searching for somewhere to get a breather. Moving through the crowd of chatting soldiers, he began contemplating the impact Eren has had on the whole regiment. 'It looks like that guy won't be satisfied until he gets everyone killed.' he angrily thought. Suddenly he stopped as his eyes laid on Mikasa talking to her friends across the room. 'Will she join him to?' he mused. Feeling a wrench in his gut, he knew he had to know for sure. Perhaps he could talk her out of it if nothing else.
Mikasa along with Armin, Mina, and Ruth were busy discussing their days as trainees.
"Excuse me everyone, I'm sorry to interrupt." they heard a voice say. Turning around they saw Jean standing beside them, with something of a sad expression. "Mikasa, can I speak to you for a moment in private?" he asked.
Not knowing what to say and being a little worried about his serious tone, she excused herself and followed Jean to a lone table near the corner. After they sat down, she spoke and said, "What is it Jean?"
Initially looking around for someone Jean asked her, "Have you seen Eren around?"
"He left to go rest a while ago." she answered
Smiling, Jean exhaled and said, "That's good. He can be a bit bothersome sometimes, in just the right moments."
"Is that what you wanted to ask me?" she said, a bit bothered by his comments, "Next time just ask outright, the others wouldn't care."
Getting up from her chair, she started back toward her friends, but was stopped by Jean catching her hand. "No wait, that wasn't what I wanted to ask." he said. Her gaze turned downward at his hand holding hers. Seeing her awkward expression, he let go and said, "I'm sorry."
Sitting back down, she studied Jean's face, trying to figure out what was up with him. Following a brief pause, he began, "I've been talking with Marco lately and now it seems he's unsure if he wants to join the Military Police, and instead thinking about going into the Survey Corps."
Her eyebrows slightly rose at this. She stated, "That's interesting. I thought he was set on serving the king directly."
"Yeah, but it seems Eren has inspired him to fight against the titans." he answered. Jean's heart sunk a little upon seeing her reaction to his words. A smile crept across her face, and she seemed to be off in her thoughts. Speaking again, "Mikasa what I wanted to ask you is this. What branch of the military will you be joining?"
Focusing back on him, she was a little alarmed at the anxiousness in his voice. "I plan to go into the Survey Corps." she admitted.
Jean's worst fear was realized, and instantly he began to plead with her. "Why Mikasa?" he asked, "You're the number one ranked trainee out of our class. Out of all of us, you would receive the most esteem from the king. Why turn all that down just to fight titans? Or is there another reason?"
"What are you talking about Jean?" Mikasa asked. She was getting agitated at the thought of having to explain her dealings to him.
Jean looked down for a bit and said, "I've seen the way you look at him. All the time you spend with each other. Its Eren isn't it? You love him don't you?"
"What?" she stated. Mikasa was absolutely shocked he would attempt to delve into her personal life. "Jean you shouldn't talk about things that don't concern you. You have no idea what you're saying."
"I don't?" he opposed, "Then tell me why, why are you choosing to join the Scouting Legion?"
"I…" she started to say. Uncomfortable seconds passed by as Jean waited for her answer. Finally she said, "I don't have to tell you anything." With that she got up to leave.
Jean attempted to stop her, calling, "Mikasa wait." She turned around and spoke in a low voice, "Jean if I were you, I would walk away."
Undeterred, Jean told her blankly, "I'm not letting you to join them."
"You're going to stop me?" she asked dangerously, "Why do you care what I do in the first place?"
"I care because I love you!"
In an instant, Mikasa's state of mind went from anger to utter astonishment. Jean continued on, "I've wanted to tell you how I've felt for the longest, but I guess you could say I've been something of a coward. Yet all of that is beside the point. I love you Mikasa, and I don't want you to follow Eren into the Survey Corps."
Still too shocked to speak much, she managed to say, "I'm sorry Jean, but I'm joining anyway." Turning around to leave for a third time, she heard him muttering to himself, "If that bastard gets you killed, I swear…"
That made Mikasa snap. Whipping around toward his direction she yelled, "If it weren't for that bastard, I wouldn't be standing here!" Some of those standing nearby immediately stop their conversation. Mikasa noticed them looking in their direction, and calmed down. After a few moments, the others resumed their chatting, leaving them be.
Not knowing why she would tell him her story, she began to speak to Jean about her past.
"When I was nine, both of my parents were killed by human traffickers. They then attempted to take me away with the intention of selling me to work as a sex slave." Upon listening, Jean's eyes widened with horror and rage.
"I was so scared and empty, seeing my parents murdered in front of my eyes." she continued. "Afterwards they took me and headed for the city, stopping along the way at an abandoned storage. That's where Eren was able to find me. He killed those men and risked his own life to rescue me. Ever since that day, Eren's family welcomed me in their home and made me feel alive again."
Looking up at Jean's face, she could see his eyes showing regret. Again she spoke, "So you see Jean, yes, Eren is important to me. If it weren't for him, I would probably be in some man's basement being raped by all of his friends, if I were still alive to this point."
"Mikasa, I…I'm sor-" Jean started, but Mikasa didn't let him finish and said, "Save it for someone who cares."
Tired of seeing his face, Mikasa finally left him to be with her friends. Feeling like a complete jackass, Jean sat back down at the table, thinking to himself 'I don't think she'll ever forgive me for this.'
Elsewhere in the room, Connie jumped on a table and started to sing.
"Come on everybody! Let's kick this party off right!" he shouted.
As he continued to sing, his fellow soldiers began to join in; until a figure walked in the room they were all familiar with. Unfortunately for Connie, his back was turned and couldn't see who was behind him.
"That's a lovely voice you have there, Springer."
Recognizing the voice, Connie began to sweat bullets. "Instructor Shadis!" he squeaked, "Yeah, I was just showing the crowd a little spirit hehe!"
"Relax." Shadis stated, "I'm not going to snatch you off that table by your head, unless you want me to for old time's sake."
"That's okay Sir, I'm good." Connie said with a hesitant laugh. The other soldiers around him tried their best to suppress their giggles. Shadis smiled and asked, "Tell me, have you seen Yeager around?"
Shaking his head, Connie responded, "I haven't seen him since earlier. Armin might know where he is."
"Hmmm, thanks I'll go ask him." Shadis reasoned. "One more thing before I go, I think you should work a little on your pitch."
"Thanks Sir, will do." said Connie, face turning red from the snickering around him.
Smiling, Shadis walked over to Armin and the others. Upon seeing him, Armin saluted and spoke, "It's good to see you Sir." The others also saluted, but Shadis waved them off and said, "At ease everyone; I'm no longer your instructor. I congratulate you all on your success as graduates and a special congrats to you Ackerman, on your number one ranking."
Mikasa smiled and said, "Thank you Sir."
Shadis nodded. Looking around a bit he asked them, "Have any of you seen Yeager, I wanted to talk to him concerning the Survey Corps."
Armin and Mikasa looked at each other questioningly, before Armin replied, "He left a little while ago to get some rest for tomorrow's duties."
"Ah" Shadis stated, "Always persistent when it comes to his work. I can respect that, but he needs to learn to relax a little as well."
"Sir I could deliver your message to Eren." Armin volunteered.
"Actually" Shadis began, "it also involves you as well, since you're also joining the Regiment."
Mina jumped in and said, "I'm joining to sir! So is Mikasa."
Shadis looked astonished. "I'm impressed. It would have been a record for only one soldier within the top ten to join the Scouts, but two is almost unbelievable. What about you Klein?"
Ruth met her former instructor's gaze and said, "I believe I will Sir. I want to protect my friends and fellow soldiers from harm's way."
He nodded and said, "That is a worthy reason to join. I hope all of you have reasons like that because when you come face to face with a titan, you'll need to think outside of your own fears just to move."
The group listened intently to Shadis' words, each contemplating if they had what it took to fight the titans. Armin spoke up saying, "I understand Sir that you were once the commander of the Survey Corps. Tell us honestly. Eren believes the titans can be slain one by one, but what are our actual chances of doing that?"
Shadis surveyed Armin's eyes and answered, "The titans' strength is definitely their numbers. If it were possible to cut them down efficiently, it would be possible however, not many soldiers have what it takes to bring down more than two titans on their own. Of course I haven't even mentioned the aberrant titans. I've seen some who can move with incredible speed, and others with double the strength of your average one. Finally you have the two unknown titans involved on the attack in Shiganshina. These titans had what it took to penetrate the wall."
Pausing, Shadis smiled and told them, "I have faith in this new generation. The attack on Wall Maria was the first one inside the walls in a hundred years. It inspired many to finally take the threat seriously, and I'm looking at the results before me."
Turning around to leave, he stated, "As for my message to Eren, I simply wanted to tell him to not be overcome with emotion. He won't win every battle he fights, but the important thing is to win the war. I offer all of you that same advice."
"Sir" Mina called as he started to leave, "Why don't you stay for a little bit and celebrate with us."
All conversation in the room seemed to come to a halt as everyone heard Mina's request to Shadis. One fellow soldier whispered into Armin's ear saying, "Hey control your girl, is she trying to ruin the whole party?" Mina heard it, and she threw a death glare in their direction, causing both to shrink away in terror.
Shadis laughed saying, "Oh that's quite alright, but thanks for the invitation. It may be the first one I ever received come to think of it."
"Are you sure Sir?" Mina asked again, causing everyone to bite their fingernails hoping he declines.
"Yes. Unfortunately I'll be riding back to the academy tonight in preparation for my next squad." said Shadis. Raising his voice to address the room, he spoke, "Everyone I congratulate you once more on your achievements."
"Thank you Sir!" They replied in unison…
The sun finally began to set on the day, as the first stars appeared in the evening sky. Reddish-orange light poured through the window, giving illumination to two figures, intertwined on bed sheets of fine linen.
Annie closed her eyes and moaned in passion as Eren picked up his pace in making love to her. She now knew he was tenacious in everything he did.
"Annie" Eren said panting, "You're so beautiful."
Opening her eyes, she found him staring at her, sweat rolling down his smiling face. She couldn't tear herself away from his hypnotic eyes, wishing this moment would not end. She then realized his thrusts were beginning to decrease in speed.
"No, don't stop." she whined.
"Annie…" he said in an almost reluctant tone. Again looking into his eyes, she instantly read what was on his mind.
"It's okay Eren." she comforted, "You can release inside me." She wanted to please him completely, knowing this would be her last moments with him. She was not going to withhold her body from him.
"Annie what if…" he started to say, but she held a finger to his lips.
"It's alright" she told him again.
Annie brought her hands around his neck, pulling him down for a kiss to encourage him. She then wrapped her legs around his waist and arched her back into his thrusts. Eren began to lose all his other senses from the amount of pleasure he felt.
Breaking the kiss, Eren grabbed the back edge of the bed to gain leverage, and pushed his driving force to its limit. Annie screamed as she climaxed, her fluids lubricating his member. Eren felt the strength of her orgasm, her inner muscles clenching around him even tighter. In one final thrust, he burst inside her, pouring his essence into her womb.
They both laid there for a while, he still inside her, trying to catch their breath. Eren then grabbed a fist full of the bed sheets with his left hand, and wrapped his right arm under her. Skillfully, he rolled over onto his back, covering the both of them with the sheets, allowing her to rest on his chest.
Annie laid her head in the crook of his neck, bringing her right hand to his chest, watching it go up and down with the pace of his breathing. Looking up at the roof, deep in thought, Eren smiled and said, "You're stunning with your hair down Annie."
She smiled and replied, "In my village, it's a dishonor for a woman to wear her hair down in public. That sight is reserved only for the one she marries. Though, I wanted let my hair down for you Eren."
She felt him wrap his arms around her protectively and run his fingers through her hair as he said, "Thank you."
She wondered how much time she had left with him before the others started to come to their rooms from the party. Then something interesting caught her eye. "What's this for?" Annie said, touching the key Eren kept around his neck. "It's the only 'article of clothing' you kept on the entire time."
"Oh that?" he acknowledge and laughed, "It's the key that unlocks the door to my father's basement back home. It's the only thing I have left that belonged to my parents. I guess I'm really conscious about losing it."
"Your parents died in that attack in Shiganshina?" Annie said in sadness.
"My mom did." he answered, pain etched in his voice, "As for my father, he wasn't in the city when it took place. However, no one has seen him since that day. I still hold out hope that he's out there, but if he was alive, it's hard to understand why he hasn't found Mikasa and me yet."
He asked her, "What about your father Annie? You came from the same village as Reiner and Bertolt right, just south of Wall Maria? Is your father still…"
"Yes, he's alive." she said, "We were among the few who were able to escape."
Eren smiled and said, "That's wonderful news. I'd like to meet him one day."
She replied, "You know, he always wanted to have a son. I think he would have rather had someone like you than me."
Kissing her head, he comforted her and said, "I don't think that's true. From what you told me, he seems like a hard man, but I imagine he loves you very much."
"Yes, I know that you fool." Annie stated casually. She remembered the last words her father spoke to her before she left.
*"Annie, I will always be on your side!"*
Exhaling, she attempted to switch the subject back on him and said, "So, tell me a little about your father, you rarely spoke about him during our training sessions."
Thinking for a second, he said, "Well, many consider him to be the best doctor within the three walls. He was even offered a home within the interior, to work close to the king, but he turned it down in favor of living next to those who needed attention."
Annie nodded saying, "I see. Is it safe to say he inspired you?"
"Yeah, he is definitely my hero." Eren answered, "He taught me to value everyone's lives, no matter how insignificant they may be to the world."
Annie gently nudged her head against his neck. She might able to kick his butt in a fight, but there was no question in her mind, he was stronger than her in every way. Continuing on he voiced, "Along with being a great doctor, he was also something of a scientist as well. I don't know much about his research, but one time I heard him talking to my mother concerning his study on the titan's ability to regenerate. He said that kind of ability could go a long way for humanity in terms of healing from serious wounds or sicknesses."
"Wow." she stated impressed.
"Yeah, perhaps one day I'll return home and recover his research. My house was destroyed when the Colossal Titan broke through, but the basement should still be intact. That's where my dad did most of his work."
Upon hearing his dreams of returning home and restoring his father's research to help humanity, Annie could feel herself being seized with guilt. It must have had some outward effect because Eren asked her, "Annie, are you ok? You're shivering."
"I'm fine." she answered, "It's just the thought that this is our last day together, it's making me sad. I don't want it to end." In her heart she told him the truth, but he had no idea what she fully meant.
"Annie?"
"Yeah"
"Would you do me the great honor of becoming my wife?"
Annie's eyes widened and she stayed motionless in his arms. Eren continued, "I don't want this to be our last time together either. I promise you, the titans will be defeated one day and completely wiped out. When that happens, I want to return to you, and build a family. We can have a son who inherits your smarts, and a daughter who inherits my stubborn sense of morality."
"Eren, stop." she whispered.
His eyes traveled downward toward the top of her head and he told her, "Annie, I love you. There isn't anyone else I desire to be with. You don't have to worry about me out there on the battlefield. I promise, I'll return to you."
Annie slid off his chest and removed the bed sheets from over them. She sat over the edge of the bed, with her back turned to him. Eren kicked himself for not stopping when she asked him to. He believed in his abilities, but he could sense her fear over his well being.
"Annie, I'm sorry. I shouldn't have…" He began. Moving over to her, he began to caress her shoulders, kissing her neck.
"You know, you shouldn't make promises you can't keep." he heard her say.
Smiling he replied, "Yeah, I guess your right."
Cupping her cheek, she turned to face him once more, and shared in a passionate kiss. After breaking away, he said, "I better get going, before anyone sees me walking out of your room." She reluctantly nodded, and he got up to put on his clothes.
Looking at him intently, she knew from that point on, she would never be the same. Even if she was successful in her mission, and became a warrior, she would never be able to live with herself again. Yet this was his night, his last one on earth. Maybe she could find some measure of comfort knowing the man she loved spent his last night in utmost peace.
Sitting at the foot of the bed tying his shoes, Eren heard her call to him.
"Yeager" she said.
He smiled at the usage of his family name. "Yes Miss Leonhart." he teased turning toward her. That's when he noticed she was crying. Rushing to her side he told her, "You don't have to cry Annie. I won't die easily to the titans. I-"
Cutting him off she said, "I accept your promise."
He stared at her in silence, and she continued, "I'll wait for you within the interior, and when you return, I want to become your wife. I want us to have a son and daughter who inherit our best qualities. I want us to live outside these walls in true freedom."
"Annie!" he cried, grasping her in his arms. Tears rolling down his face, he pledged to her, "I promise I will return!"…
Eren unlatched the door and opened it, seeing the last of the daylight disappearing beneath the horizon. Annie stood next to him in her night gown, holding his hand. He turned to her, and gave her one last kiss.
"Have a good night Annie." he said.
She smiled and nodded.
Annie watched him leave toward his dorm, and closed the door once he left her line of sight. Turning around, she looked back toward her bed. The room still carried both their scents. She looked at the bed sheet and saw the stains of their sexual fluids, but she also saw a blood stain.
They took each other's virginity, but inside she knew she wasn't so innocent. Taking up the sheet and clenching it close to heart, tears began to flow freely from her eyes. Dropping to her knees, she began to sob uncontrollably.
"Goodbye Eren." she cried, "I'm so sorry!"