Elliot's eyes widened as he drank in every curve and dip of Olivia's stunning body. "You are so beautiful, Olivia." He used her full name letting her know just how much that he meant it.
She bit her lip and looked down at the floor, breaking their gaze. She knew he was being sweet and that he was trying to make her comfortable. Make this whole experience normal, when there was nothing normal about it. "El," she whispered, shaking her head. "I don't feel beautiful..." she sighed looking down at her scarred, and flawed body starting to feel self-conscious.
"You are the most beautiful thing in the world Olivia," Elliot assured her. Continuing to chew on her lip she looked at him and smiled, letting his words sink in. 'If he believed it so much, why shouldn't I?' She asked herself.
Taking a deep breath she moved closer to Elliot, who was still sitting at the edge of the bed. "I love you, Olivia. Remember, you can stop when you want," he told her. "This is all you." He made sure that they were looking eachother straight in eye, he wanted her to know that she was safe with him.
"I know El, you have made that very clear," she said smirking at him a little. "But I want this, and I want it with you." He nodded letting her know that he was ready when she was.
She straddled his lap, their graze getting closer and deep. But she broke it to look down at his lips. She glanced up at his eyes one more time, and seen that he looked very sure, so she did it. She placed her lips on his.
She let her fingers play with the small hairs at the back of his neck as she kissed him softly, romantically. He let his hands rest awkwardly on the bed beside his thighs, he wanted to wrap them around her and pull her flush against him but waited for her demands.
Sensing his caution, she grabbed his hands and placed them on her hips, then returned her hands back to their spot on the back of his neck. She let her tongue run along the seam of his lips and let out a relieved moan when he opened his mouth to her.
Their tongues danced softly against one another's, neither fighting for dominance. They were just kissing. She pulled her mouth from his with a soft whimper. He sat there and awaited her next move, he couldn't take his eyes off of her. The way that she let her tongue dart out and graze her kiss stained lips.
Standing, she grabbed his hands and pulled him up with her this time. "Take them off," she whispered place a soft kiss on his chest and let her fingers play with the waistband of his boxers so that he knew what she meant.
When she heard the soft plopping noise of the clothing item hit the floor, she placed her hands firmly against his chest. She let her fingers knead the skin for a moment, then she looked up into his eyes. "Lay down," she whispered kissing him softly on the underside of his jaw.
He nodded at her and turned towards to bed. He sat down in the middle of the bed and watched her for a moment. "Things stop when you stop," he reminded her, laying back as she began to make her way up his body.
"Nothing is stopping," she whispered shaking her head. "I want this." She was proud of herself for being able to say that without a single ounce of worry in her voice.
He let a small moaned slide past his lips when she sat on his lap. She bit her lip and lent down, ghosting her lips against his she smiled feeling him squirm under her. She pressed her lips to his, harder than before but it was still full of love. She didn't know if there was more love on his part or hers.
Grinding down on him softly she moved her hands from the spot on the bed beside his head to his chest. She pulled her lips from his with a small sigh, then trailed them down his neck. As her lips worked the skin of his neck, she let her hands work the skin of his body; starting at his chest, she made her way down. Letting her fingertips run softly down his sides, and felt the vibrations against her lips as he let out a soft laugh. She licked her lip then placed an open kiss on his Adam's apple.
'You can do this,' she told herself as her hand got closer and closer to its destination. She kissed him one more time, under his ear, then pulled back. She looked him in the eye, just as he had told her to do. Biting her lip, she looked at him and nodded knowing what he wanted.
He reached up and placed his hand on her cheek, his thumb pulling her bottom lip from the clutches of her teeth. As he ran his finger along her lips she told hold of his member, her mouth parted slightly feeling him as aroused as she felt.
Making sure that she was still looking him in the eyes, she said, "I want you." As she spoke she aligned herself with him and waited on his word. Though he had told her that she was in charge she still wanted him to have as much say in this as she did.
"I'm ready when you are Liv," he all but hummed feeling her run the tip of his shaft through her wet folds. He tried so hard not to buck his hips, or take control as she began to slide down on him.
She held her breath as she slid down slowly, she placed her hands back on his chest once he was partly in her so that she could steady herself. "Oh God," she seethed softly. There was only one thing running through her head, and they were all in Elliot's voice. I love you Olivia. He was saying them in both her mind and in person.
And as if he could read her thoughts he spoke, "I love you." It came out in a grunt letting her know that he was enjoying this. "Liv, I need… Can I touch you?" He asked moaning letting his fingers lick at the smooth skin of her hip.
She began to make a pace, slow, but long. "Mhmm," she hummed, she lent forward keeping her eyes locked on his. She was going to kiss him but, before she could he bucked into her. No hard, but enough to scare her for a moment. He seen the look in his eyes and knew that instantly he felt horrible, but she shook her head.
"Liv," he whispered in apology as he ran his hands up and down her thighs.
"Don't," she whimpered, moving faster.
The room filled with the sound of their soft cries and skin against skin. The look of ecstasy on her face made him glad that he had thought of this. He should have known. Her being in lack of control for so long, the only thing that she needed was to begin to gain it back.
She was closer and closer to her bliss, but she wasn't quite there. She grabbed his hand and slowly, seductively, slid it from the spot her her waist to her breast; letting him know what she wanted.
Even though she knew what he was going to do, she still gasped when she felt his finger run over her nipple. Her speed began to increase and he was worried that she was hurting herself, he wasn't sure how much energy she would have but it wasn't like he could flip their bodies and take over. He hoped that when it became too much for her that she would tell him.
The small gasps leaving her mouth every time she slid down on him, were making it harder and harder for him to hold on. But when she leant down and attached her lips to his, moaning into the kiss he felt her start to clench around him. He groaned loving the way she tasted, and felt against him.
She could feel the burn in her legs, and though she was close she wasn't sure how much longer she was going to be able to keep going like this. "El…" She whimpered against his lips, she hoped he would know what she meant without having to say anything other than his name.
"Look at me," he murmured, knowing that her legs were starting to hurt, but he wasn't going to do anything till she was looking him in the eye.
She did what he wanted and as soon as she did she let out a loud gasp and her fingernails started to dig into the skin of his chest.
"Elliot," she panted, he was thrusting in and out of her with such speed she thought she was turning to mush.
"So close," He garbled, feeling the heat pulse in his body.
She nodded as her walls began to spasm around him and she could feel the burn in her lower stomach; all of the signs letting her know that she was as close as he was. "Oh God, El," she cried. Hearing her voice reach the pitch that it did sent his hips into hyper speed, doubling what he was doing.
That's when she snapped; all of her fear of being too vulnerable, broken, scared, and uncertain vanished as her climax enveloped her like a warm blanket.
He felt the change in her, the way that her body spasmed and tightened over him sent him over the edge. His grip tightened on her hips trying to warn her that he was ready, he wanted to pull back not sure if she wanted him to let go inside of her. "Liv, I need-" her lips cut him off and she just pressed down into him letting him know what she wanted.
"Holy..." Her voice trailed off as she took in another deep breath. Her body dropped limply onto his. Her mind filled with sound of his rapidly beating heart beat that was matching hers as they came down from their high.
She tilted her head, placing her hand on his chest and then rested her chin on it so that she could look at his face. "Turned out better than I thought," she chuckled kissing his jaw.
"What?" He asked slightly offended but played it off as a joke. "You thought it would be bad?"
"No, God no!" She said quickly seeing the hurt in his eyes. Kissing him softly she pulled back and said, "No, of course not. I just didn't…. I didn't think it would, work.." she sighed.
"Oh honey," he whispered tightening his hold on her. "I love you Olivia, that's why this worked," he told her.
"I love you too El," she said licking her lips and tasting the salt of her tears. "I love you so much."
One chapter left, will be up on Monday. Olivia tells him what happened.
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