Bull in a china shop.

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Ellie pov:

As the Taxi got closer to home- I mean the garage , I couldn't help but feel like I was playing poker with my life. I had one of two options: a, bluff my way out of the awkward patch that mine and Han's relationship had found itself in or b, lay my cards on the table and hope I have a winning hand. Or hope that if I don't Han still sticks around, instead of cashing in his chips walking out and leaving me behind. I know I left him but he left first. At least I had the decency to tell him when I was coming back.

I was so deep in my own thoughts that I didn't even notice the garage in front of me until the driver turned around and asked if I wanted help with my bags. After I paid him it hit me, the garage was completely empty, except for the cars getting fixed. I carried my bags with me upstairs to my room, I was reaching into my bag for the key to my door, which I put a lock on after Twinkie walked in on me and Han, when I realised the lock was gone and the door was ajar.

What the hell, I thought as I pushed the door open and walked in. I expected to find my room the way I had left it. Not with the door half open and all of my stuff gone. What the hell is going on around her I thought? All my clothes were gone from the draws and cupboard. The bed had been changed and was now covered in a white bedspread instead of the blue one I had put on it, there were clothes (that did not belong to me) all over the floor, a wet towel and five, no six empty bottles on the floor.

I left my room taking my handbag with me a rummaging in it for my phone; somebody had some serious explaining to do. I was scrolling through my contacts when I found Han's number and called him. The phone started ringing as I was making my way downstairs, I was heading back out towards the garage when I saw them. All piled up, one on top of the other, big boxes with my name on them. I pressed the end button on the call and went to inspect the content of the boxes; surely they weren't the missing clothes and things from my room. Right?

Wrong. They were.

Then it really hit me, the meaning behind the boxes, he was kicking me out. That was why the place was empty, he knew I would be home today and was too much of coward to tell me to my face that he wanted me gone. So he boxed up my room, put the boxes by the door and emptied out the place so that when got here I would see them and know he wanted me to get the hell out before he got home.

Han pov

We had gone out drifting on the mountains for the day, although I really just wanted to stay home and wait for Ellie to get home so we could talk. But Gisele had begged me to take her drifting, promising it would take my mind of Ellie for a bit. We had been out for nearly the whole day, it was getting dark when we decided to head back. Gisele was sitting in the passenger seat of my car when we pulled up to the garage. I tried to hide my disappointment at Ellie not being there to greet us, but I suspected she would be inside. As I walked in to the house I could hear noise coming from the kitchen and began walking in there although I was not prepared for the sight that I found.

Ellie was sitting in the kitchen counter with and empty bottle of vodka next to her and a smashed shot glass on the flaw.

"Ellie what's going on? When did you get back? Why didn't you call?" I asked her all at once.

" Why? Did I upset your plans, was I meant to be gone by now so you could forget all about me?" she slurred uncrossing her legs and making to get up.

"How much have you drunk?" I said as I began to move a bit closer to her trying to help her get of the counter top.

" Oh fuck off. Like you care anyway-"

"Ellie what's gotten into-"

"Get the fuck off me I don't need your help I can function fine without you. I don't need you." She started yelling as she stumbled on her feet. "The only reason I'm still here is so you understand this. You can't kick me out because I'm leaving."

"Kick you out? What the hell are you talking about?" I knew she was drunk but she was making no sense at all, even when she gets drunk she is normally still able to have a conversation.

Ellie pov

Trust him to deny it all now and act innocent. But I know the truth. "OH, PLEASE! I'm not that stupid I know what you were planning. With those stupid boxes and your new whore. Well guess what. I hope you're fucking miserable together Han. I HOPE she rips out your heart and tears it to little pieces like you did mine."

"Ellie what the hell are you talking about, your drunk go sleep it off and we'll talk in the morning." Han said as he grabbed my arm trying to lead me out of the kitchen.

"Oh no you don't." I said shaking out of his grip, I reached for my bag and pulled out my car keys. " I am finished with you. Finished. Now excuse me I am going." I pushed past him out of the kitchen, I was headed for the garage when he grabbed me again, this time around my waist spinning me around to face him.

" You are not driving your drunk."

" I am not drunk and you are not the boss of me. In fact you're not my boss because I quit! So there you don't have any-" I didn't get to finish my sentence because he picked me up and put me over his shoulder. He had me half way up the stairs when Twinkie and Earl came out to see what was going on.

"HELP ME!" I screamed at them. Twinkie took a step forwards when Earl put his hand on his shoulder and told him to leave me and Han alone to deal with our problem.

Han pov

What the hell was wrong with her? She was acting crazy, did she really think she could drive that drunk? And what the hell was she talking about when she said she was done?

I took her up to my room and dropped her on the bed. I was walking to the door when she came started climbing off the bed towards me.

"Ellie just stay her and sleep of the alcohol." I said stepping towards her.

"You're telling me what's best for me now? You don't have a clue." She said stepping towards me."

"Go to sleep." I said as I left the room and locked the door behind me. As I was halfway down the hall I could her banging on the door, I was about to turn around and let her out when the banging stopped and I could hear crying.

Ellie pov

Right now I hated him, acting like he knew best, what a joke. I could feel something wet running down my face and began to wonder when I had started to cry?

I didn't have long to think about it however as I soon found myself starting to feel sick. I considered throwing up on his floor but then I knew he would make me clean it up later and wasn't too sure when he would unlock the door meaning I would have to smell vomit until he came back. I quickly got up and bolted for the toilet in his bathroom and spewed my gut up. After a few minutes I stepped out of the bathroom and realised that I was actually quit tired. Suddenly not everything about Han was so bad as his bed was starting to look very comfortable. I took off my shoes and lay down on his bed.

I pulled one of his cushions close to me and breathed in his scent from the pillow as sleep quickly took over me.

Han pov

I crept back into the room two hours later to find her fast asleep in my bed. I stripped down to my boxers and climbed into the bed behind her. I pulled her close to me and rested my chin on her head, how I had missed her. She shifted in her sleep and let out a small sigh as she mumbled my name. In that second my heart caught in my chest and I knew that I couldn't let her go. I had to try and make her see that I wanted to be with her. I knew I had to get to the bottom of her outburst form earlier if I had any chance of making her see how much I cared.