AN: Chapter 2 here! I'm not sure how often I'll update, maybe some days will have multiple chapters and others none just really depends on my schedule for that day.
Jade:
It was almost 3 PM on Friday, school was just about over. My weekend with Tori was almost here, I wasn't sure how I felt about that. I was confident at first so sure this would go the way I wanted. Now I was nervous and considering bailing on her.
Truth was I started developing a small crush on her after The Platinum Music Awards, seeing her devotion to our "friendship" sparked something in me. I wasn't a lesbian if that's what you're thinking. I wasn't really bi either. I'm just me, if I'm interested in you I'm interested. I was definitely becoming interested in miss Tori Vega. That's what this weekend was about, seeing where these feelings would take me, or should I say us? Maybe we could have a relationship together, maybe not.
I always had thought Tori was cute ever since day one at The Big Show Case. I wasn't interested then though. Mainly jealous at how talented she was, and slightly pissed later on that Beck seemed to be somewhat interested in her. To be quite honest though after the first day of school and the coffee incident Tori showed no interest in Beck. Jade had noticed Tori would check guys out but she never seemed to act on it and turned down every guy who asked her out.
She had found that odd as some of them had been quite attractive. Her gut told her Tori wasn't a lesbian (at least not full out possibly bi who knew, well she might after this weekend), and like she said she had seen Tori check guys out. This little mystery that was Tori Vega had her attention now and she would get to the bottom of it.
So that was her motives for this weekend, test her budding feelings and try and see if she could figure Vega out a little better. Tori had been nervous around her all week, avoiding eye contact and being around her as little as possible. Jade knew why though, she was wondering what motives Jade could have for wanting to spend time with her. She couldn't blame her though trying to ruin her over a weekend was something very Jade like. The truth was though if the weekend went the way she hoped Tori might have more on Jade then Jade did Tori. She knew Tori would never use it against her though, it was just the way she was.
The bell rang signaling the end of the day. Jade let out a sigh glad school was out for the week, but nervous that her weekend with Tori started now. The plan was Tori would ride with Jade to the Vega residence. Jade already had her weekend supplies in her duffel bag in the trunk of her car. Jade wasn't to nervous about how Tori's family would react, Trina would be Trina, and Tori's mom was quite nice, She didn't know much about Tori's dad, just that he wasn't around. Tori's mom had a boyfriend Jade had met him once or twice. He seemed nice enough but Tori always seemed nervous around him, which always seemed to confuse people.
It was almost like she didn't trust him. Maybe she knew some dark secret about him that made her nervous. Who knew, but Jade would be careful around him anyone who made the all trusting Tori nervous couldn't be all good.
Jade got to her car and Tori was standing next to it, small smile on her face. And so the weekend begins.
Tori:
I stood there as Jade walked up to the car, she looked cute today. She looked cute everyday though for that matter. Tori had decided she had a crush on Jade, and that she was interested in girls. It would just be easier to be with a girl than a guy. She felt less nervous around girls and quite honestly found them to be attractive. Especially Jade. Cat was cute to don't get her wrong, but Cat was just well, Cat. She had entertained the idea of having a crush on her once or twice but decided she could never have anything serious with her.
She didn't think Cat could ever have anything serious though to be honest. Her attention span was just to short she lost interest in guys faster than her mood changes. Which was saying something. Anyways she didn't think Cat was interested in girls. Not that anything Jade had said or done hinted she was, but Tori just had a weird feeling in her stomach that she stood somewhat of a chance with her. Maybe it was the fact Jade didn't like labels, it could mean if someone was Jade's "type" she'd go for them guy or not.
Tori wasn't sure if she was Jade's type though, she was nice like Beck was, but she was also to optimistic something Beck wasn't. But hey who knew.
After a long and awkwardly silent car drive to her house they entered her house. Without a word Jade walked up the stairs to Tori's room to put her bag away. "Mom I'm home!" Yelled Tori not sure if her mom was home. They had beat Trina home which surprised Tori considering how her sister drove. Trina was probably chasing some guy though since she didn't have to worry about getting Tori home. Trina was majorly protective of Tori and made sure her sister came first. She didn't seem to care for Tori's friends really but tolerated them for Tori's sake.
"So," came Jade's voice making Tori jump.
"You scared the chiz out of me!" she exclaimed her heart racing a million miles a minute. Jade let out a small smile and chuckled.
"Well what are our plans for the night?" asked Jade.
"Well we could start with ordering a pizza and watching a movie," suggested Tori. Jade's eyes lit up and Tori groaned now worried that Jade had ideas of horror movies. It wasn't that horror movies scared Tori because they didn't, she just found them boring and the same plot repeated over a million times. Then again you could say that for almost any modern day movie.
After their pizza arrived they had decided on In Time, an action movie with Justin Timberlake. Jade had wanted to watch Freddy VS. Jason but Tori had flat out refused. After a bit of arguing they had agreed on In Time but Jade had made it clear next movie was her choice.
About thirty minutes into it Jade asked, "So how come you never talk about your dad?" Tori froze up and stopped breathing. None of her friends had ever brought up her dad and she liked it that way. Tori acted like she hadn't heard Jade. Jade let out a frustrated groan.
"Tori it's okay if you don't want to talk about it but don't just pretend like you didn't hear me," Jade hated being ignored. Tori sighed, she knew this day would come. When one of her friends asked about her dad.
In a small voice Tori said, "He wasn't a good man. He did bad things that I do NOT want to talk about, please just leave it at that." Jade looked at her with sympathetic eyes and didn't say anything. After the movie finished and some arguing Jade won this time and they ended up watching saw. Tori had explained why she disliked horror movies, so Jade decided on one with a more unique plot line. Tori had never seen Saw before figuring it be like every other horror movie ever released and saw surprised to find herself actually somewhat scared. She huddled up closer to Jade as they got further into the movie.
Tori let out a small sigh as the movie finished glad it was finally over. It was getting late and they decided it was best to get to bed.
"I am not sleeping on the floor Vega," said Jade deciding to make her stance clear from the get go.
"Fine we can share my bed," said Tori expecting Jade to argue but was pleasantly surpirsed when Jade just sighed and got under the covers with her. Tori's therapist had always told Tori it might be good to talk with someone who wasn't a professional someone she trusted about her dad.
"Jade can I trust you?" she asked not sure if she was making a good choice.
"Well some might say it's not a good idea, but I'm going to go with yes Vega you can." replied Jade.
"Well you asked about my dad earlier, and I told you he did bad things," started Tori, she paused to take a breath and continued, "the truth is he molested me from when I was ten until I was thirteen." Tori said tears starting to fall down her cheeks. Jade let out a gasp and quickly turned around in the bed and pulled Tori into her arms.
"I'm so sorry to hear that Tori, you of all people didn't deserve that happening to you," Jade said as she slowly rub circles around the crying Tori's back. Tori was sobbing now, she didn't even talk about this stuff with her family only her counseling team.
"Is that why you don't seem to trust your mom's boyfriend, or men in general for that reason?" asked Jade. Tori only nodded into Jade's neck as the tears continued to fall. After what seemed like ages Tori stopped crying and looked up at Jade and into her eyes. She felt a magnetic pull and she found her lips pushed against Jades. A warning signal went off in Tori's head though and she pulled away and gasped.
It wasn't like kissing a guy, she didn't see her dad's face, but it had felt wrong. Not because Jade was a girl though. Just because anything intimate felt wrong to Tori, it was a wall she'd have to tear down. To Tori's surprise Jade pulled her face back to hers and continued to kiss her.
Jade:
I pulled her face up to mine and kissed her again. This felt right just as it had with Beck. I knew now I had feelings for Tori. She whimpered into the kiss and I pulled away deciding not to push it far after what I just heard. She must have some major emotional trauma to her after what happened to her as a kid. I now understood everything, and it made me want to protect Tori from all the evil in the world. This beautiful innocent girl in front of me did not deserve what had happened to her. No one would of course, but especially not Tori.
It hurt me to know now how badly damaged she must be. How she must hurt on the inside everyday, and how it must hurt to hate your dad. Jade and her dad didn't get along but it was built into us as humans to love our parents, so she knew it must hurt her to have to hate him. Jade decided right then she would be Tori's knight in shining armor, the one to show her not all people in the world are bad; and most importantly that she deserved to be loved.
AN: Ok so that's chapter 2! Still looking for a beta and maybe someone that could make an image to be the cover of my story? Anyways review welcomed!
