AN: Kept you guys and gals waiting to long! So here's an update!
Jade:
It was almost 3 AM and I had just finished writing a song for Tori. I was going to sing it for her tomorrow at school and everything would be perfect. I don't know how I managed to get someone who's so perfect as her. Sure she has problems of her own but they just make her that much more perfect.
~The next day~
Tori had been avoiding me since school started but it was time for Sikowitz's class and I decided that was a good time to sing her the song in front of everyone. I was just afraid she wouldn't like it. Good the bell just rung she should be here any second. I had already talked to Sikowitz and he was cool with me singing the song in front of the class to Tori.
Everyone was in class now and I was standing on stage Tori had taken her usual seat and was looking at me in confusion, probably wondering why I was standing up in front of the class.
"Okay everyone Jade has a song she'd like to sing for us!" said Sikowitz excited. I swear anytime anything unusual happens he gets to excited. Probably to much coconut milk in his diet.
"This song is dedicated to a special someone," I said looking directly at Tori.
Seemed to stop my breath
My head on your chest
Waiting to cave in
From the bottom of my...
Hear your voice again
Could we dim the sun
And wonder where we've been
Maybe you and me
So kiss me like you did
My heart stopped beating
Such a softer sin
(I'm melting, I'm melting)
In your eyes
I lost my place
Could stay a while
And I'm melting
In your eyes
Like my first time
That I caught fire
Just stay with me
Lay with me Now
Never caught my breath
Every second I'm without you I'm a mess
Ever know each other
Trust these words are stones
why cuts aren't healing
Learning how to love
I'm melting (I'm melting)
In your eyes
I lost my place
Could stay a while
And I'm melting
In your eyes
Like my first time
That I caught fire
Just stay with me
Lay with me
(Stay with me lay with me now)
You could stay and watch me fall
And of course I'll ask for help
Just stay with me now
Take my hand
We could take our heads off
stay in bed just make love that's all
Just stay with me now
I'm melting (I'm melting)
In your eyes
I lost my place
Could stay a while
and I'm melting
In your eyes
Like my first time
That I caught fire
Just stay with me
Lay with me
In your eyes
I lost my place
Could stay a while
and I'm melting
In your eyes
Like my first time
That I caught fire
Just stay with me lay with me
(Stay with me, lay with me)
In your eyes
Let's sleep till the sun burns out
I'm melting in your eyes (I'm melting in your eyes)
Let's sleep till the sun burns out
I'm melting in your eyes
Tori was looking right at me tears in her eyes, and to my surprise she got up and ran out of the room. I instantly jumped off stage and ran after her. I knew exactly were she'd be. And I was right I found her in the janitor's closet. She was huddled in a corner crying her eyes out. Damn it I upset her. I didn't say who it was for because not everyone knows yet and I didn't want to put her on the spot, so why is she crying?
"Tori, baby, what's wrong? I ask softly.
"Jade that song was beautiful and that's exactly it you're so beautiful period. I don't deserve you. You deserve to be with someone who's... whole. Don't you see I'm broken and I don't think you could fix me. I'm gone beyond repair."
At her saying this I felt like I had just broke. "Tori you're not broken just a little damaged, and I swear I don't mean that in a bad way. And trust me together we can make it." I started to cry now and I rushed forward and put my arms around her.
"You're so beautiful that when God made earth I think he made it just so one day you could grace it with your presence."
She looked at me like she couldn't believe me. "So you don't think I'm not gone beyond repair?"
"Of course not," I said and I leaned forward and kissed her softly. She smiled up at me and snuggled into me.
"Well if the janitor walked in right now this might be somewhat awkward," I said with a small laugh. She just smiled up at me and kissed me so softly that if I wasn't seeing it I'd never even know she had kissed me.
"Can you take me home? I don't think I want to finish school today," she asked. "Of course."
AN: Okay very short chapter and I'm sorry but this is all I could manage to write up at the moment. My new meds still haven't really kicked in so it's hard to even drag myself out of bed, but I couldn't keep you guys and gals waiting any longer! Thanks for all the support everyone showed me! So many reviews and PM's! I dunno when the next chapter will be up but I can promise you won't wait nearly as long. So until next time...