The Fallout. Enjoy my lovelies. The song that came to mind while writing this chapter is "After Tonight" by Mariah Carey. I feel like it fits so perfectly. Give it a listen! Enjoy ;-)
Randy unlocked the door and placed his hand on the small of her back to guide her inside. He silently helped her out of her coat.
She said nothing as she wondered onto her living room sofa, gazing into space, her green orbs vacant. She hadn't realized she was clutching her left hand to her chest until Randy pulled it away to examine it
"It's swelling, you sure you don't want to see a doctor?" he asked
"Its fine. It barely hurts." she assured him. It wasn't a complete lie. Her adrenaline had her antsy and the last thing she was worrying about was her hand
Randy brought it to his mouth, putting a delicate kiss on her knuckles "I'll go get you some ice." he told her.
He disappeared and she let her mind wonder on what was going on at the Ulyanova household. Her phone buzzed and she pulled it out of her pocket, Val's face flashed on the screen and she hit ignore. Her phone hadn't stopped ringing since she left. She didn't want to speak to any of them. She was just sorry that her father and Valilisa had to be shut out too.
Randy reappeared with a bag of frozen peas wrapped in a dish towel from her freezer
"Its all I could find. I hope it's okay." he said, unsure as he placed it over her hand
She tried to muster up a smile for him "It's fine. Thank you."
He responded by dropping a chaste kiss on her "I'll be right back." he told her and disappeared again
Her phone buzzed again and she wanted to stomp it into little tiny pieces when she saw that it was her mother calling. What could she possibly want? What the hell did she have to say to her? It was totally clear that she was going to be on the receiving end of a chew out even though she wasn't the one trying to shove her tongue down her sister's boyfriend's throat. She wanted to answer, god knows she did. She had told her mother to go to hell and she'd do it again in a heartbeat.
But she didn't. She did the only logical thing she could. She shut her phone off.
Silence was truly golden.
She kicked her boots off before resting her elbows her knees, locking her fingers behind her tense neck. Today had been a disaster, as promised.
She let out a light laugh, feeling like the biggest idiot on the planet for trying to have a glimmer of hope that this whole thing wouldn't turn to shit before her very eyes.
Her head popped up when she heard footsteps approaching
"C'mere." Randy told her, reaching out his hand to her
She didn't think about it. She just took his outstretched hand and let him guide her into her bedroom. She was expecting him to put her to bed, but he lead her into her bathroom instead, where her jacuzzi tub was filled, piled high with bubbles. Her favorite sugar cookie Yankee candles were lit on her counter, giving off their sweet aroma
"I thought you could use a soak."
Despite the shit day she had, she smiled and took ahold of his face, kissing him softly "Thank you Randy." she said genuinely. What would she do without this man? She opened one of her drawers and pulled out a clip for her hair, pinning it up on top of her head
"It was no trouble at all. I'll leave you to it." he said, turning to the door
She took his hand gently "Don't go." she said softly. She pulled her cardigan over her head and the realization dawned on his face. She pulled her camisole off next and then shimmied out of her jeans and started undoing the buttons on his shirt.
He made no moves to stop her, but asked her if she was sure
"I've never been more sure in my life."
He let her finish with the buttons, sliding the garment off his shoulders and down his arms, dropping it next to her own. He helped her remove the beater he wore next and she soaked in the sight of his bare chest, ghosting her hands down his abdomen before they found his belt buckle. Her eyes met his and didn't leave them as she undid it and helped him out of his pants. A shy smile on her face, she hooked her thumbs in the waistband of his briefs and pulled them down and he stepped out of them and he was completely exposed to her.
He pulled her closer, reaching around to undo the clasp on her bra, freeing her breasts.
Her heart fluttered in her chest nervously as he pulled off her last article of clothing. She had never been this exposed to a man in the light before, but Randy was sweet, as if sensing her nervousness and kept his eyes on hers as he took her hand. He climbed into the tub first before helping her in. He settled into the water and she pressed her back against him and sighed. The water was perfect and she could feel the stress melting away.
They sat there for a few minutes. Randy would occasionally kiss the back of her neck. She knew that he would ask her questions about today and was ready when he spoke
"You want to tell me what that was at the table today?" he asked, his deep voice breaking the silence and making her spin tingle
"It's a long story that goes way before just today." she said
He laced there fingers together under the water "We have time."
"I'm sure you noticed in those god awful pictures my mother showed you that... I am not the smallest girl compared to my sisters." she started
"I didn't notice." he said honestly
She let out a bitter laugh "Well everyone else did, including my mother and sister. My mother is the type of woman who wants everything to be perfect. She wanted the perfect husband and she got one. The perfect house and of course, the perfect children. She wanted all girls and she got that too." she said, rolling her eyes "There was no room for flaws with her, so when she noticed that one of her little girls was a bit chubby, she made it known."
Randy was silent
"I was always the one who had to get the extra large clothes and Irina always teased me, calling me a cow and everything else under the sun. It only got worse as we got older and what made it unbearable was that my mother never really told her to stop. I remember she told me once that maybe if I learned how to say no to food every once in a while, Irina wouldn't be so mean."
Randy tucked a stray hair behind her ear as she continued
"She tormented me about my weight and I'd cry. The only person who would stop her was my dad, but he could only keep it at bay. I was young and there was only but so much I could take." she said, hating the way her voice cracked
Randy wrapped his arms around her "It's okay" he told her "You can tell me."
"It started in middle school. No one noticed that I was pushing food away. When I did eat, no one asked questions about why I was going straight to the bathroom after dinner. Soon I was a little smaller than Irina. She was jealous, naturally, that mom was paying more attention to me and telling me how great I looked. It felt good, being complimented, but inside I was miserable, trying to keep up the image of the perfect daughter. Irina became my rival and my problems only intensified throughout high school. I was spiraling despite keeping up my grades and smiling like nothing was wrong. Until one night, Valilisa barged into the bathroom and found me with my head in the toilet and my finger down my throat." she said, finally breaking down
Randy turned her a bit in his arms and held her. He had no idea what she had been through but it all made sense now. The pictures of her looking too thin and deathly. He had even noticed before hand that even though she ate like everyone else, she tended to pick at food and cut it into small pieces if she ate at all. Everything was falling into place.
"I begged her not to tell mom and dad, that I was fine, but thank god, she didn't listen. She was crying too, telling me it was for my own good." she said, burying her face in the crook of his neck "They put me in rehab, even though I fought them all the way. I knew the only way to get out was to do what I thought they wanted and tell them what they wanted to hear. I went home after a little under a year and they all thought that everything was okay. I had them all fooled, or so I thought. My father could always see right through me and it was him who drove me back to the treatment center. I was so mad at him and I told him I hated him." she said, reflecting back to that day like it was yesterday "I didn't know it at the time, but my father saved me from myself that day." she admitted "I got better, but small things carried over into adulthood and Irina never lets me forget that I was never good enough to be noticed for me and not my weight. No matter what I did or how hard I tried, I'd never be good enough. Even to this day." she sobbed
Randy took her chin firmly in his hand and turned her face up "Don't say that. Don't you ever let me hear you say that again, do you hear me?" he said sternly
Her eyes fell from his but he, tilted her head back up "You are good enough, whether your bitch of a sister or your mother thinks so or not. Sure your sister is pretty, but she is pure shit on the inside, which is why she doesn't have a man to put up with her."
Her lower lip quivered and it made his heart ache to see her so broken up and he kissed her gently "How can you not know how beautiful you are?" he asked against her lips
She was straddling him now and he kissed her all over
Yelena kissed him back, her tears subsiding. She had no regrets about telling Randy the truth. It felt good to open up to her and know that he wasn't going to judge her. Maybe she could tell him about Chris and he'd understand.
He kissed her feverishly and she didn't know where they started or where the water ended. The bubbles were long gone when they finally came up for air. They took turns cleaning each other and when they were done, she let the water out. Randy got out and wrapped a towel around his waist before handing her one. They went into her bedroom and she sat on the edge of her bed, shivering. She watched as Randy went to the foot of her bed, opening his suitcase to grab some clothes and bit her lip
"Hey." she said softly, crawling over. She stood on her knees and took his hand "Come here."
He didn't hesitate and she wrapped her arms around his neck as his lips found hers. She pulled him onto the bed with her and they fell backwards onto the plush pillows and he smiled into the kiss when she nipped his lower lip. His hands were everywhere and she tensed when he pulled at the towel around her.
"May I?" he asked
She could only nod and he pulled the fabric away from her body. She lifted up from the mattress so he could pull it from under her and tossed it on the floor
He kissed her collar bone, his hands finding her left breast "So beautiful." he muttered, taking her nipple into his mouth and sucking on it gently
She inhaled sharply as he did the same to the other one. Her nerves were electrified as he kissed downward and awaited what came next when he spread her legs.
Randy took in the beautiful sight before him. She was here, her body completely exposed for him and he wanted to all but ravish her, but he was going to take his time and do this right. Two fingers ghosted over her most intimate parts and he watched as her back arched instantly, her nails digging into the black duvet under her. Oh yes, he was going to enjoy this
Yelena's skin was burning as he teased her "Randy" she growled
"Yes?" he asked
She opened one of her green eyes open. He was kneeling in front of her, a light smirk on his lips "Stop teasing me."
Randy chuckled, taking ahold of her thighs "You asked for it" he told her
She wasn't prepared as he dove in like a starved man. Her first instinct was to push him away and she tried, squirming away, but Randy was having none of that
"You asked for it, take it like a big girl." he told her with a grin before he yanked her back, his head disappeared between her legs again
She let out a loud groan "Oh god, Randy." she cried
She clawed at the covers, frustrated that she couldn't get a grip on it. Randy was showing no mercy and she was approaching her peak. "Omigod." she whimpered "Randyyyyyy!" she called out, her voice bouncing off the walls. Thank god the walls were thick in her condo.
Randy let her catch her breath before coming over her, wiping his mouth with the back of his hand "I love when you scream my name like that." he said grinning as he kissed her
She flipped them over so she was on top "You're an asshole. Lets see how you like it." she said
He only smirked harder "If you couldn't tell, you have my full attention." he said smartly, tucking his arms behind his head.
Yelena grinned. Oh she could definitely tell. She could feel him pressing against her. She slid lower undoing the knot in the towel at his waist, tossing it on the floor and took him into her hand, wasting little time, teasing the tip of his erection and he hummed loudly as she swirled her tongue around him
He went to intertwine his fingers in her hair and she smacked his hand away "Uh uh uh." she tutted, taking him into her mouth, going straight to work on him
"Fuck." he muttered
She grinned evily when he grabbed at the covers and growled when he couldn't get ahold of it "Babe" he managed to choke out
She could tell he was close and she slowed down to an agonizing pace and he muttered a string of curses and she picked up the pace, getting him worked up until he got worked up again and repeated the process
"Shit! Yelena!" he groaned
She kissed the tip of him before taking him into her mouth again. He let out one loud sputter of sound before releasing and his body went slack on the bed
She crawled up his body and he pressed her onto her back
"Damn it woman. You're going to fuck up my stamina if you keep doing shit like that."
She grinned, leaning up to kiss him
He stroked her hair away from her face and he went to get up but she pushed him back down gently, her face growing serious and his lips found hers. They kissed slowly and passionately and she was driving him crazy, grinding her hips into his
"If you're going to stop me, please do it now." he told her. He couldn't bear it if she got him worked up and then shut him down
"Who said I was going to stop you?"
He pulled back to look at her to see if she was serious
Yelena chewed on her bottom lip. She had meant what she said. She was ready.
"Are you sure?" he asked. She had had one hell of a day and he wasn't sure if she was all there
She shook her head "Yes"
Randy grinned and kissed her, positively giddy, but remembered something and groaned when it hit him "I don't have any protection." he said, dropping his head in the crook of her neck, wanting to slap himself. Fuck his life. If he had to go all the way to a store, he would die. Simply being pressed up against her was exciting him.
"You don't need it."
He poked his head up "Huh?" he asked, making sure he was hearing her correctly
"I'm on the pill. We don't have to use them if you don't want to. I get tested regularly, I'm clean."
Hallelujah! He was glad to hear that. If this was some random girl, he'd be skeptical, but this was Yelena and he knew he could trust her. "Are you positive about this? I don't want you to regret it-"
She cut him off with a kiss "Randy..." she said "I want you. I want to feel you inside me." she breathed "Now."
He didn't have to be told twice. He braced himself up on one hand, the other taking his erection in his hand, teasing it between her wet lips. This was the moment he had been waiting for and he cherish this moment as he slid into her for the very first time.
"Randy" Yelena whimpered, letting out a soft moan as he entered her. God he was big. It had been entirely too long.
"I know." he said, taking his bottom lip between his teeth. When he was all the way in, she wiggled her hips impatiently "Not so fast baby. Give me a second or I'll embarrass myself."
It seemed like an eternity before he got a handle on himself finally moved even though it was only a few seconds
She clung to him as he set the rhythm and the moaned in unison as she met him thrust for thrust. Their bodies were in sync with one another. He kissed her as he pulled out, only to slam back into her took in her cries of ecstasy. Music to his ears. He would never grow tired of the sounds she made while he pleasured her.
"Harder" she begged "Please, harder."
Her wish was his command. He gave her exactly what she wanted, growing more and more excited as she got louder.
Yelena clawed at his back, her nailed breaking flesh and he didn't even wince. She couldn't believe how amazing their bodies fit together, like two puzzle pieces, made just for each other.
The headboard was causing quite a ruckus as he rocked back and forth. She was so tight and he was pretty sure this was what heaven felt like. This woman would be the absolute death of him. He wouldn't want anyone else. He couldn't want anyone else.
"Baby, I'm close." she told him
That's all he needed to hear and he sped up a little more. He watched her face. Her green eyes were glazed over with lust as he leaned down to kiss her, their tongues dancing together and she pulled away and cried out as she came, saying his name. Once again, music to his ears
The familiar tingle came to her legs and he rolled them over skillfully, him still inside her. She started moving immediately on top of him, grinding her hips into his and he caught her rhythm and they moved together. He could feel his release creeping up on him, but he was determined not to let go until he made her come again. He cupped her breasts in his hands before, doing the same to her chin
"Yelena." he said
She revealed her green orbs to him
"Say my name." he demanded
She only moaned and he sat up against the head board, attacking her neck with his teeth. He could feel her clenching around him and knew she was almost at his breaking point. He knotted his fingers in her long brown hair, exposing her flesh to him and nipped at it hungrily
"Oh god" she whined
"Say my name." he growled
"Randy" she cried as she came hard
That was it. He let her come and pounded into her until he reached an orgasm. She fell against his chest in a heap and he wrapped his arms around her as they tried to catch their breath. She rested her head against his chest and listened to his heart, beating loudly in her ear. Randy tucked her head under his chin, stroking her bare back. She waited until his heartbeat was steady before she pulled away to look at him. They stared at each other for a while, satisfied, looking into each other's souls. Yelena touched her hand to his cheek and he kissed it
"I love you." she said finally. She couldn't hold it in anymore. So what if she said it first. All that mattered was that she told him how she felt. And she did
A grin broke out on Randy's face and he rolled her over onto her back and kissed her "Say it again." he demanded
"Randy... I love you." she repeated
He kissed her again "I love you too." he told her "I love you so much."
She couldn't help the smile that took over and wanted to turn cartwheels "I love you Randall Keith Orton."
"You're going to wish you didn't just call me that." he growled playfully
I hope you liked it! You've waited so long for this point in Yelena and Randy's relationship. I hope I didn't disappoint! LEAVE ME A REVIEW!
