Courtney's POV
Last night I slept on and off but I couldn't really sleep, I couldn't help but think what I've done. Plus the pain of Little bean kicking. I got out of the bed and then I go downstairs to the kitchen hoping aunt chelle was awake or someone, but none was up, I get a glass of water and go and sit on the sofa and put my headphones in. I had a text from an unknown number so I open it "I hope your happy, our son could die and it would all be your fault, he would have been better off without you!" it read. I rip my headphones out and threw it over the other side of the sofa. I curled up in a ball and I just start to cry. I heard someone come through the door and I look up slightly "court, what happened, how long have you been up" it was Liz "Lucasz parents text me, they said that he might die, and it's all my fault" I say wiping my eyes "hey don't say that, you got angry, it's understandable, just think of your little one, baby Conner" Liz says to me and I smile slightly "I'm just scared, what if he does or he deteriorates, the police said they will have to arrest me, what would happen to baby Conner then" I say sadly "then we all will fight for you to be back in no time, I'm pretty sure the whole street would miss your cheekiness and your sence if humor" Liz says witch makes me laugh. I look at the time and see that it's only 9:00 I had an hour and half until Kevin needed me, I'm always willing to help out, but since Jenny came on the street she's been taking over, and saying that I'm not capable of taking care of him. "I'm going to go and get changed" I tell Liz and leave the room to head up the stairs and into the room which me and Amy Barlow (Steves daughter) share, Amy stays once a week occasionally twice, and I stay every now and then. I get my outfit out of my bag and put it on. My bump was growing, it was starting to show I put on my white Tee with my black crop top over the top, and then put some leggings on and obviously slip on my black converses. I then brush my hair and put it up into a high ponytail I look in the mirror and check to make sure I look presentable and I smile at myself. When i was finished getting ready.
I sat on the sofa eating some wholemeal toast and an apple and then I was ready to babysit jack. I had soon finished and then went and freshened myself up before saying bye to everyone and heading to pick jack up. I was going to take him to the park and then going to take him to Roy's for lunch and then to the cinema, Kevin said he wants to see the shawn the sheep movie so I said I'll take him. I knocked on the door and was let in, "morning courts" Kevin says and I smile "Cookie" Jack says running up to me and I pick him up, smiling it always made me smile how he says my name, he just can't say my name properly but I don't care. "morning Kevin, and hello munchkin" I say to them both, Jack laughs and I smile. I hear foot steps on the landing and down the stairs come Jenny, "what is she doing here" Jenny asks with disgust in her voice "Courtney is taking care of Jack today" Kevin explained and Jenny glares at me "your trusting her looking after your son when just yesterday she was almost arrested for hitting her boyfriend over the head with a glass bottle" Jenny says making me sound like someone horrible "she can't be trusted, who knows she might hurt jack" Jenny says and I take a deep breath "yesterday was nothing, Lucasz know why I did it and I'm pretty sure you would do the complete same if you found out that your boyfriend was cheating on you when your 12 weeks pregnant with his child" I say calmly. "It's alright courts, you've never let me down before, and jack loves you" Kevin says and Jenny looks really unhappy about me being trusted. Kevin leaves and I get jacks shoes on and we go to the park "do you want to go on the swings" I asked jack and he nods. I run with him over to the swings and help him in. We play at the park for a good hour, it was 11:30 and jack was giggly "can I have an ice cream" jack asks in his cute voice "how about we go for lunch and then when we go to the cinema and you can have sweets and ice-cream and I'll buy you a present" I say to jack and he claps laughing. I knew what that meant. I picked him up and we went to Roy's "cheese sandwich" I ask jack and he nods "cheese sandwich, and a ham salad sandwich with no tomatoes please Roy" I ask "anything else" roy asks me. I ask jack what drink he wants.
Jack points to the apple and blackcurrent fruit shoot "and a hot chocolate with skimmed milk" I ask Roy and he nods. I pay. "I'll bring it over cor" Roy says and I smile. Jack gets us a chair and we sit down. "Do you know what film were going to watch" I ask jack and he shrugs "shawn the sheep" I say to him and his smile widens. We eat our food and drink our drinks when Sophie and maddie walks in "hi cory" they both say "hey" I say and jack smiles when he sees Sophie "hello jack, having a good day with court" Sophie asks him and he nods and I smile "your good with him" Sophie says to me "thanks soph" I say and check the time "right jack, ready for the film" I ask him and he nods. "See you later" I say to them both and help jack down from the chair and we go to catch the bus to town and then. We had to get another bus to go to the cinema. The film was awesome and I never thought I would like it but it was amazing. I tick jack home and it was time for bed. "Right jack bed time" I say to him helping him get into his pjs and then put him to bed and sit down on the sofa waiting for Kevin to come back, when he gets back he pays me, even though I keep telling him not to. I went home and then I got into my pjs and went to bed. Tomorrow I am going to go round to the hospital and apologies to Lucasz and his family, I felt guilty even though I didn't mean to hurt him. I lied down and cried myself to sleep.
A/N
Well this chapter was a bit difficult to write but I hope you enjoy it
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- Jess Lenehan'xo