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Well I hope you enjoy this chapter and just letting you know Courtney's dad is made up
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Courtney's POV
I'm now 14 weeks pregnant.
It's been two weeks since I hit Lucasz over the head and he's still in a coma, the doctors won't let me see him because his parents have told them not to let me in, but I wasn't bothered any more, I had to focus on me and my baba. I had done my mock GCSEs and I'm quite confident that I've done my best. Lately I have been wanting to ask my mum a question, it's a serious questions but I was scared to ask her if. Just I case she got angry with me asking it. I've been wanting to know for quite a while now and today was the day I was going to ask mum. I checked the time and saw it was only 3:39 In the morning. I sigh, with the baby kicking it keeps me awake most of the night and it's really irritating but it'll be worth it when the baby's finally here. I soon fall asleep again with my music on quitely in the background. I wake up again at 8 and decided I'm not going to get any more sleep so I leave my room and got myself some toast and watch TV. I put one of the music channels on and sit watching it. Mum came in and sat beside me, "morning mum," I start smiling at mum "can I ask you something" I ask mum "corse you can courts" mum says and I take a nurves deep breath "who's my dad" I say with a shakily breath mum suddenly looked away and was diverting eye contact with me. It confused me "mum" I ask taking her hand in mine, "it's alright mum, I'm here" I say not letting her hand go.
Carla's POV
I knew this day would come at some point but I wasn't expecting it to be now, Courtney wanting to know who her dad was, I didn't know what to tell her. Her father was horrible and made me try and get rid of her when she was born, yeah I did put her in care but it was for her own good. I didn't want him to hurt her she was my babygirl and I would do anything for her "mum" Courtney asks me but whatever I do I'm not making eye contact and if I do I divert my eyes away "it's alright mum, I'm here" Courtney then says to me while taking my hand In hers "I can't tell you baby" I say to her "but mum, don't I deserve the righty to know who my own father is" Courtney asks me and I pull her close "courts, you have to trust me, your father dosent want you" I saying telling her the truth and she dosent seem to happy about it. "Please mum, I want to know my dad, I grew up for 13 year not knowing you and I'm 16 now, please just tell me who my dad is" Courtney begs me and I sigh "sorry Courtney but not now" I say to her and she lets go of my hand and goes to her room slamming her door. great!, I've upset my hormonal daughter. I pick up my phone and give Michelle a call "Carla what's up" Michelle says as she answers the phone "Courtney has asked me about her dad, I can't tell her about him" I explain to Chelle "oh carls, do you want me to come round to talk" Chelle asks me "sure" I say with a small smile.
I sat starring at the wall Untill their was a knock at the door. I thought it would be Michelle but it wasn't. It was the man I never want to see again. The man who shouldn't be here because it would hurt Courtney to know he's here. It was her father "what are you doing here" I say through gritted teeth "I'm here to see my daughter" he says trying to get past "she's not here" I lie hoping to fool him but he dosent look fooled "Let me see her" he says angry but I stick to my grounds. I wasn't letting him in. "You don't deserve to see her, you wanted her dead, you Tryed to kill me when I was pregnant with her, you hurt me 24/7 and you think I would let you walk back into my life and her life just like that, your wrong" I say trying to push him away. Michelle starts coming into view and she sees him "what is he doing here" Michelle asks knowing that he was Courtney's dad and that he was a nightmare and she knows everything that he did to me. "He was just leaving" I say glareing at him before he turns to leave "I'll be back" he said storming down the stairs "I don't know what to tell her, she wants to know who her dad is but I can't tell her it will brake her heart it she knew what he tried to do to me while I was pregnant with her" I say on the verge of tears but holding them back so I didn't let my guard down. "Hey, how about we tell her together, and explain to her how much he hurt you" Michelle says to me and I nod.
Courtney's POV
I had been in my room for a whole hour, it may have been longer I didn't know what to say to mum. "Courtney" I hear mum call so I walk out of my room to see mum and Michelle sitting on the sofa "court, I want to explain to you about your dad" mum says "come sit down" aunt Chelle says to me to sit In between her and mum so I do "what was he like mum" I ask unsure what else I should say. "Well courts, your dad. Your dad wasn't a nice man and if I'm honest with you he still isn't" mum starts and I look at her and give her an confused look "your dad tried to kill me when I was pregnant with you, he wanted me to get rid of you, not put you into care, but he wanted me to have an abortion but I couldn't. I should have been their to protect you. But I was t. Courtney, your dad is a horrible person and he wants to get to know you" mum says to me and I could tell it was hurting her telling me this, but I didn't know what to say back. "Mum, I'm sorry for asking about dad, cI can tell now how much it hurt you telling me, I'm truly sorry for asking" I say to mum hugging her. "It's okay court, you deserved to know the truth about your dad" mum says "but be careful, he came back today, before I showed up, he wants to see you and he will stop at nothing" aunt Chelle says and I sigh. "After what I heard I don't wAnt to know him now, he hurt mum and now he wants me, he wants to know me, well I don't want to know him" I say and hug mum