Saturday, Arena house show

Roman and I held hands as we walked into the arena. There was a lot of cameras going off and I couldn't tell if it was the paparazzi, the fans, or both. But I knew sooner rather than later pictures of us would be up on the internet. After the 3 of us got settled in the locker room Roman and I went to catering where Seth joined us. We ate and I told Seth about the plan and we devised a way for me to still see him too so he wouldn't be left out of spending time with me. But the whole time I was thinking of how to tell Dean I had feelings for him. The house went well. The promos were awesome and the crowd ate everything up with a spoon. We left after the show wrapped up and headed back to the motel. Seth snuck up to my room in disguise about an hour after we all got settled. And I went to sleep being held by two of the three men I wanted to be held by. I went to sleep thinking of Dean.

Dean's room

Dean rolled off Paige soaked in sweat and breathing heavy. He tossed his arm over his eyes and came down from his post orgasm high. Paige got up, got cleaned up, and got dressed. The bed shifted as Paige's slight weight settled onto the bed.

"Dean, you know you called me Angel like 5 times during that right?" she asked.

"What? No I didn't." he replied.

"Uh… Yeah you did." The Brit replied.

"Shit! I'm sorry Paige." Dean said and propped himself up against the headboard. "It's just….."

"It's just that you're in love with her and you won't admit it to yourself."

"What? No! That's definitely not true. I don't love anyone." He said without looking her in the eye.

"Dean, I know more about you then just about anyone and I know that's what you long for the most. Is to be loved and you can't be loved without first loving." She said as she rubbed his arm.

"The thing is Angel has feelings for me."

"What? That's good Dean. Then tell her how you feel."

"What if it doesn't work out? What if it's just a passing phase and she realizes she doesn't love me that it was just lust?" he breathed.

"You'll never know until you try Dean. That's what love is taking the risk that you'll get hurt. But from what I've seen I don't think that's the case Dean."

"What's that supposed to mean?" he questioned.

"It means that I saw Angels face that day when she caught us going at it. She was hurt Dean. She looked so broken for a second there. And hell everyone has seen how she looks at you when she thinks you're not looking. She practically pukes every time she watches one of your matches. Well, she's like that with Seth and Roman too, but we all know those three are together. "

"You have a point Paige. But this is hard for me. You know how I am and I don't think I can be in a relationship without screwing it up somehow."

"You have to try Dean, because not everyone you sleep with will be as forgiving as me for being called by someone else's name." Paige said and got up to leave. She paused at the door and said over her shoulder "Dean you deserve her! You deserve love! Always remember that." Then she went out the door. Dean reached over, shut the light off and went to bed. The house shows went well. And the press was eating me and Roman up. There were pictures of us everywhere. We were happy and content as we headed to the arena.

RAW arena

The three of us were laughing and shoving each other as we walked in to the locker room. I stopped dean in my tracks when I saw the gifts sitting on the table.

"Ouch! What the hell Angel? Wanna move?" Dean asked as he came around me. Then he too stopped. I walked over to the table.

"Rome go get a pair of gloves from catering." I ordered. He came back with them and I wasted no time putting them on and opening the first box. It had Dean's name on it and the card said "Thanks for being such a good boy Dean!" Inside was a serious of snapshots of their stalker in various stages of undress and then pleasuring herself. Dean choked and ran to the bathroom. I let out a shaky breath and opened the card on Romans box; it said "This is what you get for being bad!" I opened the box and about wretched at what I saw. Roman took a step forward and I held my hand up to stop him.

"You don't want to see this Roman!" I said as I swallowed hard then ran into the bathroom and vomited as soon as Dean came out.

"Oh god! Is that really what it looks like?" Roman asked as the color drained from his face.

"Yes, Roman it's a human head." I said as I walked out of the bathroom wiping my mouth. I picked up my phone and called James.

"Angel I was just about to call you." He said without saying hello.

"James things just got worse. "

"Why? What happened? I've seen the pictures of you and Roman that was a good idea by the way."

"It was too good of an idea because she's killed someone James. She sent Roman a human head. It was wrapped and waiting for us at the arena."

"Oh! Shit! I will call the local FBI chapter and have them send everything here. I was about to call you because we found a valid address and picture of her. Her name is Britney Birmingham and she's not in Wit Sec. she's just been off the grid, but we found her. She hasn't been at the address for a few days, but we've been inside and it's her current residence. So we have it under surveillance. I'm going to text you her picture. Be safe." James said and ended the call. My phone beeped shortly after and it was the picture of Britney. I sent it to Roman and Dean so they would have it too. I called Ezra and asked him to bring bullet proof vests. I then walked out of the locker room to call Alex.

"Hello Angel what can I do for you?"

"I need you to meet me at the arena tomorrow. Bring my will and the next of kin paperwork."

"Something happened didn't it?"

"Yea, she sent Roman a human head. I know for a fact now that she isn't above killing someone. So I need these things in place in case something happens to me. And be sure to bring two copies of my medical files and the legal next of kin paperwork."

"Ok Angel! I'll leave within the hour." Alex said and ended the call. I hung up and texted Seth. Then I popped my head back in the locker room.

"Hey Roman could you come with me to catering?" I asked.

"Sure!" he said. We met up with Seth as we walked in the door to catering. I motioned for the boys to sit and then sat myself.

"Guys I need you to meet me and my attorney in catering tomorrow." I breathed.

"Why?" they both asked.

"I need you two to witness the signing of my will and to have you guys sign the paperwork making you my legal next of kin."

"Why would you do that? Don't you have an Uncle?" Seth asked.

"Yes, I do, but I don't want him contacted if something should happen to me. You two and Dean are the closest thing to family I have. I know you will do what I would want if I can't make decisions."

"Baby why are you saying this?" Roman asked as he took my hand in his.

"Roman do you remember when I told you that more times than not my dreams or rather nightmares have a way of coming true?"

"I do."

"Well for the last week I've dreamed that I died in Dean's arms after killing someone who was trying to kill you." I breathed.

"Oh god!" they both gasped.

"I have to have things in order in case this does happen."

"You've been wrong before haven't you?" Roman asked with tears in his eyes.

"Yes I have, but I'm making arrangements in case it does happen." I said as I palmed his cheek and took Seth's hand in mine. "You are two the four people I trust most, the other two being Dean and Wade. But you and I both know Dean couldn't handle this kind of commitment. And well Wade isn't as close to me as you to are."

"Thank you for your trust baby doll. And Roman and I will make sure everything goes well if this does happen." Seth said as he leaned in to kiss my temple. RAW went well and the three of us headed to the motel. Once again Seth snuck up and we all slept together. The next night the three of us met with Alex and got everything signed. As we were leaving I felt the hairs on the back of my neck stand up. I put my hand on the butt of my gun as I looked around. I didn't see anyone, but that didn't mean there wasn't someone there. What I didn't see was Bray in the shadows watching us leave.

Wednesday morning, hotel

"Angel get your ass up! Rome and I want to go have breakfast!" Dean said as he bounced up and down on the bed.

"Go without me! I slept for shit last night." I grumbled.

"Nope!" was all he said. So with a grumble I got up and got dressed. We actually had a great breakfast even with everything that was hanging over our heads. We went and packed up and checked out. We made it to the airport and Roman went to wait for me at a nearby coffee shop. I walked over to where Dean was going to wait for his flight to be announced. I sat down next to him and he looked at me expectantly. I put my hand on his knee and said "Dean I have something to tell you and I don't know how you're going to take it."

A/N What is she going to tell Dean? How will he respond? Please R/R