AN: primus! thank you so much for the many favs and follows. I own nothing but my ocs. Sorry if it seems I'm rushing I don't like a sad Sideswipe. A sad sideswipe is like a sad puppy or kitten and I don't think anyone would want to look at a face like that. And sorry for any occ characters :'( plus the Mirage is Dino and Wheeljack is Que so I will call them by their real names not the ones the Michael Bay named them.

Reviewers:

ShadowStreak4: it's because she's afraid. She's afraid that they would reject her. She wants to tell them at the right time.

Adelphe24: lol not yet finding out she was their pet

Neon: I was gonna add him before dark of the moon because he wasn't in there. But sides really needs sunny. I like it when the Lambo twins are together. It pissed me off greatly when they weren't together

Bluefeather4299: hehe thanks bro

Darkknight4ever: thank youu

"speaking"

"Cybertronian speaking"

Coraline/CrimonSky's thoughts

Both me and Sideswipe left the Med bay quickly, seeing that Ratchet had his infamous wrench out in his servos. I did not want to get hit by that wrench. I do not need another dent in my helm like I have from the stupid pod.

I continued following Sideswipe, looking around the base. It was bigger then I ever imagine. We must have been in the area only for bots as we enter an area where there was human size doors and stuff. That must of have been the bots rooms. I wonder where I will be staying. Will I have my own room or be sharing with someone. Please don't be Ironhide if I have to share a room with someone. I doubt he would want to share with a spy in his optics.

"I'm Sideswipe but you can call me sides. What's your name" he asked looking at me, taking me out of my train of thought.

"I'm CrimsonSky" I told him smiling.

He looked at me strangely, then frown like he was remembering something sadden. Inside I felted sadden as well, just because I was seeing sides frown. I never liked him frowning, Seeing him smiling made me smile. His smiled brightens the room no matter where we are.

"what's wrong" I asked, knowing what's wrong but just put up an act. But I knew I couldn't tell him yet.

"oh it's nothing, just your name reminds me of my pet wolf me and my twin sunstreaker had. We left her with Ratchet so she didn't get hurt. Well we left her at home and had Bumblebee come and get her. I haven't seen her in a long time and my twin is the same " he told me. "I don't know if they are dead of alive"

Ohhhhh I'm alive sides and I'm sure sunny is alive somewhere out there. "I'm sorry" I told him, rubbing my arm. I felt bad lying to him but I want both of them to be there so that I can tell them both that I was their lovable Cyberwolf. The one that loved art and being cuddled by sides "I wish I could help you"

"It's fine I just really miss them" he said looking at me.

I wanted to hug him but I knew he would probably find it awkward. I continued fighting the urge, but I couldn't do it for long. To the pit with this! He needs some cheering up! Primus can I tell him please? He really needs to be cheered up, I don't like it when he's sad!

"No child you can't not now, not till the right time" primus replied to me

I mentally frowned, I wanted to tell him. I wanted to see him smiled. But I couldn't because it wasn't the time. Even if I told him, primus could take the memories away like what happen before. I didn't want that to happen again.

"hey now. Cheer up Sideswipe, you'll see them again I swear" I told him, giving him a gentle smiled.

He slowly smiled back "you know you're right" he told me, as we enter the Rec room. I stayed close to him during this time.

In the Rec room there was a human size and Cybertronian size couches, tables in the back still the same as couches, a stereo system a huge aft TV, gaming system, things to watch movies on and stuff for bots and humans to have drinks and food for humans.

I looked around the room and smiled. Fragggggg that TV is huggggeeeeeee! I feel sorry for the humans. It probably gives them a head ache or have their neck hurts to look up. It's like the size of a movie screen but a bit smaller.

"well this is the Rec Room" Sideswipe said, getting me out of my train of thought.

I nodded and continued looking around, "so what do you guys do for fun here?" I asked him.

"watch TV, play video games, play card games and for me pulling pranks" he replied, doing his infamous grin. "some like going to the training room or the shooting range"

There's his grin and it explains the tables at the back. I nodded my helm "I'm more into video games myself" I told him.

He smiled at me "I prefer video games and pranking myself" he said "would you like some energon?"

"please I haven't had any in a long long time, I forgot to put some away" I said embarrassed, looking up at him.

He nodded and went to get some energon for the two of us.

It was different being close to his height now. It made me sad that I couldn't show my affection anymore to him. I wish that I can show him that it is me. His lovable puppy he left all those years ago. I made sure that primus could hear my thoughts. I want to show him it was me. I wanted to make him a little more happy.

"Child I know you want to tell Sideswipe, but if you must then do so." primus told me.

My jaw mentally dropped. You better not be pulling my leg old mech! Cause if you are I'm gonna find you and slap you. Even if you take me to see you again I will slap you when you least expect it!

I heard him chuckle, "no my daughter I am not what you call pulling your leg. But make sure that he tells no one. I do not want to have anyone else know." he told me.

I mentally squealed happily, I would of hugged him then and there. I would also waggled my tail as well. I could hug you right now! Never mind slapping you. I will give you the bear hug of death that my friend Jasmine called!

I heard him chuckled again, I felt him smile.

I smiled, I could tell him it was me. But what if he rejects me.

The once excited feeling I had turned to fear. What if he doesn't like me anymore? What if rejects me? If he does expected me what would we do from there? Sunny isn't here and sunny could reject me if sides doesn't reject me or vice versa.

I was taken out of my train of thought by Sideswipe giving me an energon cube. I smiled at him "thank you Sideswipe" I said. What is with me and going into my train of thought today?!

"no problem Crimson" Sideswipe said, smiling back at me.

I sipped on my energon, looking around the room. "I'm going to probably have to see optimus soon. After the energon mind helping me get to his office please?" I asked sideswipe.

"sure I'll always help a pretty femme out" he said grinning.

I held my blush. Me pretty nahhhhhhhh. I was farrrrrr from pretty. We walked through the hallways to where optimus' office was. It was hugggee his office. It had pieces of human size and cybertronian size furniture. Optimus was sitting behind his huge desk, looking like he was working on some sort of report.

"ummm sir?" I asked.

Optimus helm lifted and looked at me "Ahh CrimsonSky I was waiting for you to come" he told me, motioning to one of the cybertronian seats. "please sit down"

I nodded and sat into one of the chairs, placing my tail in my lap "what did you want see me about Optimus?" I asked him.

"I want to ask you some questions" he told me. "there is no record of a CrimsonSky in our records"

Primus a little heeelllpppp I nodded my helm.

"tell me where you were spark and a bit of your past before coming to earth" Optimus told me.

"deep part of Praxus. Your creators wanted to hide you from the war but she was killed by cons in front of your optics. You were lucky to find a place in Kaon to stay that wasn't in much ruin and get energon. A few days ago you finally found an escape pod and then you came to earth." primus told me to say.

"I was born in the deep part of Praxus. My creators wanted to hide me from the war but when I was about 10 they were killed in front of my optics. I was hidden that primus." I said, rubbing the back of my neck "I stayed in the ruins of my former house till the energon ran out and went to the next one. Before coming here I found a place that had a lot of energon in it. I found the old Iacon Autobot base but it was hard to find the pod. It was under the servo lock plus the servo lock was broken" I shook my helm. I hated telling part lies.

Optimus nodded "how many where in you're family?" he asked

"sire, carrier and an older brother that was in his young adult years" primus told me

"I had my Sire, my Carrier and an older brother, he would have been of age to fight but my parents hid him as well" I told him

"good save little one" primus told me

Thank you primus!

Optimus nodded his helm "do you pledge yourself to the Autobot cause?" he asked me.

I nodded "of course I don't want this war to continue. The cons ruined my home and killed my family in front of me." I told him "I don't want to be with anyone who kills innocent families"

Optimus nodded "welcome to the auto bots CrimsonSky, now you're room is beside Sideswipe's and Mirage's room" he told me as he stood up, holding a servo out to me.

I smiled and took his servo, shaking it. "thank you sir" I said letting go of his servo.

He nodded and gave me the code for my room as well the room number. "you are free to leave" he told me.

I nodded and went to find my room. Once I found my room I entered the room and looked around. There was a big berth, a desk, a sound system in the room, a closet like area and a private shower rack. Thank primus for the shower rack. I did not want any mech to have walked in on me as I was having a shower. I didn't like the colours of the room. I would probably have to get some but from who. I sighed and took the stuff from the twins place. I placed them into the closet thing but kept my blanket out. I stuck and locked it. I didn't want anyone to see the stuff.

If they saw me with the stuff I might be called a thief. But I wasn't I had that stuff to remind me of the time I had and I was going to give them their stuff as proof that it was me their Cyberwolf pup.

I got up and looked around before sitting on the berth. Maybe I should either have a shower or get some energon. Hmmmmmm have shower, relax for a bit and then go get some energon. Maybe I will see Sideswipe. I could pull him aside and tell him it was me.

I sighed and headed to the shower rack and took a shower. It was relaxing since I didn't have one since I sideswipe did. I hated not having one for that long. Maybe I should steal some of sunny's wax after I dried off. I grinned at that, he wouldn't know if I took some of his wax. He's not here and probably thinks he lost his paint and wax.

After the shower I dried off and did what I said. I took one of the wax and used it on me. By primus after I was finished waxing myself I was shinnying like no mans business. oohhhhh shhhiiinnyyyyy. Yeeesss I'm so shhhhinnnyyy. I grinned at the shininess.

I giggled at myself and shook my helm. I looked at the time it was 9 at night. I sighed going out of my room and went to the rec room t get some normal energon knowing that they would be drinking high grade in there.

I got my energon and drank it. When I turned around my optic mentally widen. I was Sideswipe kissing another femme.

The femme was prettier then me. She looked to be a grounder because of her door wings. She was purple and pink. I never seen her before.

I felt my spark break. I quickly left the room. I didn't want to cause a scene in front of the other mechs. They didn't know me yet and I didn't want be the homewrecker type of femme. It would be aweful to break someone up just to make myself happy.

Once I got to my room, I couldn't fight the tears anymore. I slide down the door. I was either too late or have been for a long time. He could have been with her on Cybertron.

I felt my spark break more. I swear I could hear it breaking aswell. I felt like I would shattered into a million pieces. I was a fool to think he could of loved me. primus you were right I should wait till the right time to tell them… is this just showing me that I should listen to you more?

"No little one I did not see this coming" he told me.

I sniffed and nodded I trust you primus. I'll just listen to you now.

It was true I would listen to him more now, I didn't want to feel like this ever. I knew I must lock my emotions up with lock and key. I knew I should never be like that again. Never fall in love with anyone. You never know when the mech could be dating some one or be spark mated.

I swear on my spark I will never love or like anyone again to avoid this happening. I sniffed crawling onto my berth and curled up. I fell into a dreamless sleep, my ears folded sadly. Unknowing that side was actually drunk and wasn't with the femme he was kissing.

AN: No flames cause flames are for roasting marshmallows and roasting weenies