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"speaking"
"primus talking"
Coraline/Crimsonsky's thoughts
Comlink
I didn't get much sleep that night. My mind continued playing the scene over and over again. I keep seeing sideswipe kissing that femme. I swore that I would never fall in love with anyone again. Having my heart or spark broken too many time is enough. I felt empty and hollow. I knew I must be like Soundwave now. Weeeelllll not totally like him. I don't want o have that monotone voice and no emotions. I was meaning to be just loyal to the cause and not fool around like sideswipe. I was gonna harden my spark and not let any mechs through the walls I built around it.
I sniffed and slowly sat up and headed to my shower rack. Maybe a nice shower will help me out. It did when I was a human.
I turned the water to the right temperature and sighed happily. I started to relax a bit, feeling as if my worries and troubles were circling down the drain. Once I was out of the shower and dried off I headed to the rec room to get some energon for myself and go to the med bay after that. I was hoping that ratchet would give me some medic training so that I could be come a medic so I could help the bots that way.
I walked into the rec room, mentally sighing in relief as I did not see sideswipe in the room yet. I did not know if anyone was awake. The place was dead as a doornail, there was zero bots and zero humans in the room. Which is good since I didn't want anyone to see me the way I was at the moment.
I got my energon and started sipping on it as I finally saw the mechs starting to coming in for their morning energon, plus some humans with their breakfast. It felt weird being around humans this size since I myself was a human. I felt huge and if I was a human still I would of felt tiny compared to these gentle giants.
I soon walked to the exit so that I would not be talked to or be accused to be a Decepticon spy by ironhide. I do not wish to start a fight or pick a fight with anyone this day. Not in the mood I was in. As I was exiting I bumped into a bot "oops sorry I wasn't watching where I was going" I said as I looked up seeing it was sideswipe. Fragggggggg why did it have to him. No matter I had to face him one way or another.
Sideswipe smiled at me "its okay Crimson" he said "say you want to get some energon with me?"
"no it's fine, I already got my energon for the morning. I am fine thank you" I told him, keeping control of my emotions. Which surprised me very much. When I was human I was very emotional person. It sucked majority but I'm glad I wasn't that emotional anymore.
"well then can I get you some later" he asked me.
"no it's fine sideswipe. I would rather not to come between you and your femmefriend" I told him, leaving him looking at me with dumbfounded look on his faceplates. I could hear him running up to me after awhile.
"femmefriend? I don't have a femmefriend" he told me confused.
"don't play dumb with me sideswipe. I saw you kissing a femme last night. I do not want to come between any one and their mech. So if you excuse me I have matters to take care of with ratchet about becoming a medic" I told him "I suggest you don't come in unless you want a dent in your helm sides"
I know I sounded cold but if he had a femme friend he shouldn't be hitting on other femmes. I hated cheaters, players, womanizers and men hoes or in this case mech hoes. I hated men or women that were treated badly by their partners.
I entered the med bay leaving the confused Sides outside the doors. When I entered the med bay I saw ratchet working away at his station. "ummm ratchet can I have a moment of your time?" I asked him.
He turned around and looked at me. "oh Crismonsky what can I do for you. You don't seem to be injured" he said holding his infamous wrench in his servo.
I gulped at the sight of the wrench "well I ummm wanted to asked you if I could ummm teach me to be come a medic. I have no expectances but im willing to learn from you." I told him rubbing my arm nervous as can be.
He looked at me shocked "why do you want to be a medic" he asked me.
"because I want to help out but I don't want to fight, its easier helping the mechs and femmes if they get hurt then fight in my opinion" I told him, looking at him. "any I can't fight either, I was not taught but still I would love to help not fight for the cause"
He nodded his helm "we could use another pair of servos on the team and your servos are small enough to get the one smaller spots me and jolt can't get at" he said poundering before nodding "I'll consided to teaching you to be come a medic. I'll get you some data pads so that you can start studying" he told me. He went to get the data pads.
Inside I was just fangirling happily. I was going to be a medic like I wanted. I would study harder then anyone in the world or the universe. I was going to become a cybermedic and help the mechs or femmes out as well.
He came back and handed me the data pads "read theses by the end of the week" he said. There was 3 different data pads.
"okay ratchet" I asked thinking that it would be easy since there is only 3 data pads. "may I be excuse to start reading these please?" I asked.
Ratchet nodded his helm "yes you may" he told me waving me off as he started working again.
I shook my helm, carrying the data pads to my room. He was always working so hard. He needs someone to help him and jolt out. I went to my room then it dawned on me. I did not know how to work a data pad. I haven't used one in years since the thing that must not be said because primus erase the twins memories from that moment.
Slag I don't know how to use a data pad! Primus how do I use a data pad?!
"press the one button on the left of your right servo and then there you go. Its like reading on a ipad or ereader in your universe" he told.
I nodded, my helm and did what he told me what to do. I face palmed , it was just like an Ipad or Ereader.
Wait how do you know about Ereaders and Ipads primus?
"remember I've been watching you for a while Coraline. I saw you playing Angry Birds and other games one your Ipad. Aswell I seen you read stuff on your Ereader" He repiled
Okay you were watching me but that sounds slightly previe primus
He chuckled "don't worry my child I didn't watch any of that I only watched from time to time." he told me
I nodded then reply "okay then primus"
I looked at the data pad and noticed that there was like 15 chapters each data pad. I groaned at this, but started reading. I was surprise that I was a faster reader then I was as human. It must be my cybertronian mind that was helping me out with this. I smiled as I continued to read away.
Hmmm, I wonder if they have books or comics on data pads as well and data pads for me to use for drawing. I miss drawing. I haven't drawn in sooo long since the day that the twins found out about me and primus took away their memory of naming me Crimsonrose but I love Crimsonsky much better.
"there's blank data pads in the top desk draw" primus told me
I smiled and went over, taking a break from reading and got one of the blank data pads and began doodling at random. I sighed softly, my mind drifted to what I saw yesterday as I growled. All the drawings ended up being flirty or being sides which wasn't helping me get my mind off of sides at that point.
That's it I can't draw! I'm going back studying so that I can get my mind off of Sideswipe and that femme!
A few moments later my com link began going off
yello? I answered the comlink
Crimson can you come to the med bay for some hands on train? ratchet asked
sure on my way! I said cheery. I got up from my chair and headed to the med bay happily. I hummed a tune as I went to the med bay getting strange looks from some of the bots walking by. I didn't care that I was getting the strange looks I just love humming and singing a tune when I was happy
As I enter the med bay, my jaw dropped. There on one of the tables was a really damage looking sunny. He looked awful. It hurt my spark seeing him this. He looked like a broken doll. Welll a bigger broken doll
"what happen to the this mech and who is he?" I asked ratchet , acting like I didn't know sunny and that it didn't hurt me seeing him that damage.
"this is sunstreaker. Lughelm sideswipe's spilt spark twin brother" ratchet replied "and he crashed landed like this he must have been in an amush. Now come over here and help me repair I'll use sunstreaker to show you everything" he looked at me.
I giggled slightly and nodded, going over to ratchet as he showed me to repair the wounds that sunny had and going over with the cybertronian body more so with mechs since it was sunstreaker that we were dealing with and he was a mech.
During this time we had to keep kicking sides out of the med bay so we could work on the wounded twin. It was getting slightly annoying but I got a few good hits in the mix with a wrench. It was quite funny watching him run out whining and rubbing his helm. Plus it felt good to do that to him and made me forget what happen the night before
Soon sides was beside his twins berth after my lesson and sunny was fully repaired, he was still in stasis. I yawned slightly as it was late at night and I had to wait for ratchet to come back after is energon break to go to my room and go to recharge.
I was leaning against the counter in the med bay watching over the twins like I have before when I was a cyber wolf pup. It was sweet that they were back together after all this time but I still had feelings towards them. They had a femme and I didn't want to be between them.
"what were you taking about this morning Crisomsky?" Sides asked as he looked up at me "me and sunny we don't have a femmefriend"
I sighed and pinched the bridge of my nose "if you don't have a femmefriend then who was that femme that you were kissing last night" I asked him "are you into one night stands"
"what no! I was overcharge on energon" he told me.
"mmmmhhhhh yeah right~ sure you were" I said not believing him at all.
"I'm telling the truth Crimson! I was overcharge" sides said standing up and going to me.
I sighed and looked away from him, could he been over charge. Could he be telling the truth? Even though the femme he was kissing was prettier then me?
"don't you dare step any closer to me sideswipe I mean it. The only one that can tell us that you are telling the truth or not is your twin sunny" I said looking at him, crossing my arms.
I blinked as I heard something like a raspy voice but I didn't heard what it said. Then it came again but this time clear "where…am….I?"
I looked over at sunny and gasped. As I looked over at sunny I saw his optics were open. He looked over at me and sideswipe.
AN: please no flames cause flames are for roasting marshmallows and weenies. I am sorry for the shortness of the chappie. I didn't want to leave my readers hanging for any longer and I wanted to update at least one of my stories.