Deans dreams became vivid and he saw the woman he loved marrying someone else. Seth was dressed in a black tuxedo and he was standing beside him as best man. His heart was aching within his chest. Yet, he loved both Seth and Triana enough to accept their love without interference.

As the music for the bride began to play, Triana turned the corner in one of the most beautiful gowns he had ever laid his eyes upon. Her shape was outlined perfectly. The top of the dress was outlined in lace, with a hint of shimmering pastel pink diamond bodice elements that were spread throughout the dress. The dress accented her body perfectly, her breast lifted perfectly, the bottom half flowed from her waist and the train also had the sparkles of light in them.

Dean watched as she glided down the aisle. She looked at him and mouthed out I love you and then walked up to Seth. As the ceremony started, Dean cleared his throat and watched Triana closely...her eyes darting back and forth between the two of them...and then her eyes locked with Dean.

She looked as if she was pleading with him to step up, speak his mind...and tell her this was it...he tried to shake it, and even looked at the people in the audience, but the feeling of love overtook him...he couldn't do this...reaching past Seth he grabbed Triana's hand...

"You can't do this, you want me and you know you do...stop this T."

He leaned in and kissed her with all his heart could stand. This jolted Dean awake...his mind racing. On his chest she laid, quietly holding his hand inside of hers. One leg across his, her hair he inhaled..her body he woke up craving...he knew right then that this...this thing between him and T had to cool off for now it was going to literally kill him to pull himself away from her, but he had no choice. None at all. Kissing her softly he began to slip out of bed. He thought she would not miss him until she grabbed his shorts. Dean looked back at her and smiled

"I'm just going to the bathroom T." he said with a smirk

"I dreamed you left me Dean, I dreamed you just walked away from me, without a word… it…I got scared."

Looking back at her he touched her hair softly and she kissed his fingertips. He instantly got hard. "why did you get scared."

"because I realized I didn't want to be without you Dean…I can't…I just can't."

Dean turned around fully and looked at her with eyes of love that scared them both. "What are you saying T?"

"I…I…I don't know? I just …I can't…"

Dean touched her cheek and knew how she felt because he was feeling the same way. "you don't have to explain. I want you so bad I crave you. I have to take a break …this will drive me…it is driving me crazy T."

"So you are leaving me?"

"I can't take it T…not anymore, if I can't have you to myself I am playing games with myself, and I refuse to do that."

"Dean," she said reaching for him with tears in her eyes "please…" she pleaded

Dean stood above her and wanted to rejoin her, but his inner strength took over and he chose to stand firmly on what he originally had decided to do. "Then tell me that I am the one you want. If you can I will never leave you, I will never walk away…I will marry you tonight."

"Really?"

"Yes."

Triana sat in the middle of her bed quietly and said nothing. Dean knew this was something she was not ready to do and the hesitation told him it wasn't time. He gathered his clothing and went to take a shower. Although she wanted to join him she didn't. She let him shower and dress. Dean came over slowly and held Triana in his arms, basically lifting her off of the bed. Kissing her he grabbed his keys and said nothing.

As his scent filled her nose from the tank top she was wearing, she laid back and cried loudly as if her heart had broken into pieces.

Dean, who was still at the door standing outside stopped and dropped his head. Everything in him wanted to go to her, hold her, make love to her and let her know it was going to be ok. He stood there and a tear formed in the corner of his eye. He breathed slowly and headed to his car, after a few minutes he pulled off. Heart broken, eyes red, mind shot.

"I love you too T." he whispered to himself "I love you too."