"You're up."

"Yeah chere."

"Could you sleep?"

"A little."

"Oh..." I guess it will never be easy to share a bed with me.

"Rogue?" Bobby's voice called out behind my door, "Are you up? You missed your Danger Room session... but thats not what I needed to talk to you about."

"I have to pee," Remy said to me.

"Don't you dare get up Remy."

"Its better if he sees me leavin as opposed to layin here in bed with you."

"I guess."

"Rogue... I-" The door opens and Bobby doesn't know how to react. "Are you kidding me? Did you... did you sleep here?"

"I gotta pee," Remy simply stated as if that was his explanation.

As soon as Remy was out of ear shot Bobby blew up, "Did you sleep with him? The first thing you do when he gets here is sleep with him?"

"If by sleep you mean sleep then yes. He's my best friend okay? Its just something we do."

"What is wrong with you?"

"What is wrong with you? You're the one that broke up me last night!"

"I didn't..."

Don't try and ease out of this one Bobby Drake. Maybe this was revenge. Maybe I wanted to spend the night with Remy in hopes that you would find out and it would kill you knowing I was with someone else. SO. WHAT. "You did. You were an asshole! And I'm assumin you felt bad about it and were comin to apologize."

"I was until I saw him!"

"I don't want to be with him!"

"You could have fooled me."

"Do you think we had sex? You really are an idiot! You know I can't... What don't you understand about that?" You might as well make a female version of the 40 year old virgin because that'll be me.

"Yeah but the FIRST night! Come on Rogue! You are doing exactly what he wanted you to do!"

"I don't want to be with Remy and now I don't want to be with you either. Get out of my room. Now."

...

"Are you done in the bathroom yet Jean! You have been in there for an hour!" I screamed.

"It has not been an hour."

"Just open up! All I need to do is brush my teeth, come on!"

"Fine!"

The moment she opened the door I see her naked body but within an instant it disappears. "That was weird."

"What was?"

"Are you naked?" This is weird.

"What are you talking about?"

"I didn't know you were into tramp stamps. A butterfly is way too cliche for a girl like you."

"How do you know about my tattoo! I am NOT naked!" She looked around to see if her sweater revealed any skin.

Logan passed by the bathroom and peeked in, "Rogue you missed you Danger Room session this morning."

This is beginning to make sense, "Are you two... an item?"

"What?" They both answered.

"Wow. Just wow."

"How do you..."

Logan began to understand, "You mean... a few months ago... thats what you got out of my head?"

"I don't judge. Actually I am... but don't worry I'm not going to tell anyone." What a scandal. I mean... sure Logan is ruggedly handsome in a few ways like the fact that he always as a five o'clock shadow under his stubble but he is pretty much considered a teacher here. Not to mention the age difference!

"Right. This isn't happening... Rogue: Danger Room session. Now."

"Okay..." This was way too weird! Jean! The star of the Bayville soccer team, senior class pres, cheerleader and in her spare time a volunteer at the local soup kitchen... with LOGAN! Wow... This house has secrets.

I followed Logan down the hall laughing in my head when Jean called me back, "Rogue! Rogue!"

I stopped because I know she wasn't the type of girl to give up, "I'm not going to say anythang."

"I have been with Scott since sophomore year okay? Ever since he got me to dump that loser Duncan I have been in love with him."

"Until you slept with Logan earlier this year."

"Things were getting... boring with Scott and I. But Logan is this... animal and-"

"Oooooookay! Don't need to hear about that. I have enough of your sex life in my head and I don't need anymore. I don't care about your relationships Jean. Maybe Scott would care but he won't hear it from me."

"It was a mistake."

"Why do you think I care?" I returned to Logan who was waiting in the elevator. With his animal senses I knew he probably heard every word Jean just said but he didn't seem mad. He seemed a little... hurt.

"I uh... have a new recruit for you to help me with." Is he really going to pretend that the past five minutes never happened?

"Why would I be the one you ask for help? I'm pretty new here mahself." I can barely get through the obstacle course which was probably made by a fifth grader.

"His name is Kurt Wagner and he is a little shy kinda like you first were I guess. Though now you don't seem to give a damn."

"Kurt? Wagner?"

"Yeah, name sound familiar to you?"

"Yeah... he is my brother."

"Wait... what?"

"Goodmorning Mr. Logan," Kurt (his furry blue self that I haven't seen in ages) was smiling as he spoke.

"I see the resemblance..." Logan noted.

"Mystique sure did get around thats for sure. Half brother as you can imagine." My whisper changed to an exciting hello, "Kurt! Do you remember me?"

"No... I'm sorry..." So polite. Definitely not raised by the same mother as me. Lucky.

"Its Anna. We met a looong time ago. We went to some lake and you were obsessed with this beach ball but couldn't hit it for your life. I threw it in the water and dared you to dive for it. I didn't know you couldn't swim and you just sank to the bottom... oh my gosh that was hilarious! Well, that wasn't the best story... it was funny at the time. Actually I had to dive in and get you since Destiny can't... you know... see. Though she should have seen that comin I suppose..."

"I'm sorry I don't remember anyone named Destiny or..."

"Anna. My name is Anna. I'm your half sister..."

"I..."

"How could you not remember? I mean I remember because it was the best time of my childhood. You musta been seven... so I was ten. We used to spend the summers together when we were younger. At the lake..."

"I don't remember."

"Well,-"

"Rogue, thats enough." The Professor wheeled in from behind.

"Professor, what is this girl saying?" Kurt was nearly crying from the flood of information.

"Was that a secret?"

xxxx

So now my brother won't talk to me. The Professor won't give me any explanations. How was I supposed to know that my brother wouldn't know he is my brother! Its not my fault but everyone is acting like it is. I couldn't look him in the eye and ignore him. Logan didn't even know to warn me! What kind of game is this? Whatever.

I'm not talking to Bobby or Remy either and Jean won't stop talking to me. Trying to make some sort of amends which don't matter much now since she has been a total brat since I got here. She sided with Kitty. Girl code I guess. But now she is acting like my best friend. She made my lunch the other day which was just too much. Not to say that I didn't eat it. Because I did.

I had been trying my best to avoid Remy and Bobby but I guess a week was more than I could ask for. I entered the kitchen for a midnight snack. I couldn't sleep with so much going on in my head. All I needed was an Oreo to give me a little pleasure in this otherwise horrible day but Remy and Bobby were both in the kitchen dueling with a silent stare. Well, Remy's stare was more so mocking as he smirked at Bobby's disdain.

"I... crap." What was I going to say? What excuse could possibly get me out of this situation after already having walked in the kitchen.

"Oh, I guess I should leave you two alone." Bobby offered.

"I'm just getting an Oreo, preferably with a glass of milk and then you guys can continue staring at each other."

"No, we aren't together anymore so I'm just going to leave and let you do whatever you-"

"You two... aren't together anymore?" Remy asked.

"No we aren't... why don't you know that already? I thought you two would already be skipping into the sunset right now."

"I never told him Bobby because like I said a hundred times: I don't want to be with him!"

"Oh I thought..."

"You must have thought exactly what I'm thinkin... Anna? Why aren't we together right now?"

"BECAUSE I DON'T WANT TO BE WITH YOU!" I began to walk out of the kitchen but Remy grabbed me by the wrist touching my bare skin. The jumbled pictures from the night before laid out in a timeline for my head. This is why I had doubts. This is why I couldn't give myself to Remy that night... to admit that I did still love him even after all this time. Instead, I ignored it and went to sleep.

"Why not! Anna, I love you! What more do you want from me?"

"You love me? Yeah you said you were in love with me months ago! You only broke up with Belladonna because she was sleeping with Cody."

"How do you know th-"

"When we..." I shouldn't reveal this to Bobby now but thinks me and Remy have already married or something! That after a few days of our broken relationship I would just go with someone else. Who does that? The fact that he thought that of me... No one listens to me 'round here. "When we kissed the night and I got that headache... you touching me right now made sense of the puzzled images in mah head. You came here months after you said you loved me. You and Bella broke up but wasn't because you were in love with me, that you wanted to be with me. It was because she gave you an out! That's why it took so long and that is why we aren't together. Why we are never going to be together! Because I want to be your first! I want to be first! You are a liar Remy LeBeau and don't even try to pretend right now. Because you are in mah head and you don't know how badly I wished you weren't."

In my whole life, I have never been first. I deserved it in this. In love, I deserve respect. I deserve to be respected despite my short comings. I want a prince. Someone who will put me first and give me everything I could want in a relationship and someone who wants to give that to me... to give themselves to me. To love me. Is that so wrong? I am stupid for thinking I can have this? Right now, it is my only strength.

Mysteryrogue: Shout out to xoxheartamy for adding my story and to all of your reviews! Sorry I haven't updated! lots of bdays going on and no time to myself!

The end could go to the song Forever and Almost Always by Kate Voegele. Love her.