[AUTHOR'S NOTE]
Hello, everyone.
I've managed to fix the issues I've been experiencing for quite some time now in my life. I feel much better and I am proud to say that my writing style has somewhat improved over the time I have been gone.
Actually— I am not sure whether my writing style has improved. I guess it is up to you readers since I am officially coming back from hiatus. :)
But there is a problem. During my hiatus, I've given my fanfics some thinking. Some of them I judge as poorly written and some of them I cannot believed I actually published. I saw so many errors, so many mistakes, and so many stupid plots I made in all of my previous stories that make me want to hurl.
I apologize for being a terrible author in the previous years I have been writing.
While I was writing this fanfic, I was experiencing issues and difficulties as I have already informed you. I wasn't thinking straight, and I am ashamed to admit that I wrote this fanfic with no upcoming plot at all. I never thought about this story through nor what kind of content I would write.
I never wrote to satisfy my readers nor did I write for myself. I merely wrote the things that I thought in my mind and just interpreted them into another fictional universe.
Are you confused? I'm sorry, let's get to the point then, shall we?
Now, I am debating whether I should delete all my previous stories or just discontinue all of them due to my lack of ability to think through. My stories are utter and complete crap— no one argue. It is true— I wrote them while I was not in a right state of mind.
I have recently published a new SELF INSERT OC story, except it is in the "Magi" category. Those who are interested, please read it and give me your thoughts. Have I improved? Did anything change? Or do I still remain the same idiot who typed this story whilst being delusional and crazy?
If you are not interested and are very unhappy with my decision to discontinue this story, you are free to vent on the review section. You may even send me your complaints via PM.
However, none of you can change my mind. I will NOT continue these stories, no matter what.
I apologize if you had high expectations, thinking that the moment I come back from hiatus I'll be updating like crazy for your sole wants. I think I did mention in my good-bye letter that I would be updating as soon as I come back from hiatus, but it seems that I cannot do so.
Again, I apologize.
So… that's all I want to say.
Feel free to leave any comments or messages to me. Your thoughts on this letter, my decision to discontinue all fanfics, or what exactly happened that made me go on hiatus.
I would like to know how all of you feel.
Also, it seems as if my haters are annoyed I had come back. Ah, but I never did like giving people I don't like the satisfaction of giving them what they want. ;)
This is the end of the letter. I apologize again for the inconvenience.
Choco-chan
