THIS.
THIS IS FRUSTRATING.
Ugh. In my bucket list for 2015 was to finish this fanfiction story. I am so utterly disappointed in myself and so angry at myself that I slapped my face so hard I forgot my name.
Which is why I now go by a different username now. I forgot my old one.
Oops?
As I progress in life (yes, I do have a life outside fanfiction— by the words of Elsa, let it go people.) I realize that I do not have as much free time as I used to when I was still a wee little girl.
And while I still believe I am a wee little girl, I am a wee little girl that has moved to sophomore year and has a goal to achieve. And that's to gain a scholarship and possibly grab a decent job. I don't fancy the idea of acting like a prostitute/stripper for old and sleazy men. While the dough is something to contemplate on, I barely have any female assets so even if I do plan on going that way, it wouldn't go so well.
Right now, I have postponed all updates in all my stories, not just this one. And I am devasatated because I had so much ideas for this one. Honestly, LIFE YOU'RE SUCH A SELFISH BITCH LIKE WHY CAN'T I WRITE ANYMORE ASDFGHJKL
While my writing and story-telling is terrible, my plot-work is quite amazing if I do say so myself. Sadly, I never get to the part where my plot actually thickens so boo.
What I'm trying to say is, that I'm sorry, but I'll be postponing ALL MY FANFICS.
I repeat.
ALL MY FANFICS.
I may update some irregularly, but it's still unsure whether I wish to continue writing or not. While fanfiction ideas pop in my head everyday while I sing in the shower, I can't continue the ones I have written last year.
Sooo… I'll be starting anew and either a) move to another account or b) discontinue all my stories.
I've got a lot going on now in my plate, and life is trying to be a bitch and throw a basket of bull at me. So it would be hard for me to think clearly when I have some… other important things to worry about.
Don't worry fans, I will come back. But for now, I'll be on hiatus.
So, if anyone of you guys are a skilled hacker who has homicidal issues, much similar to yours truly, please know that I am not located in Narnia, queen of the weirdoes, also married to Kise Ryota of the Generation of Miracles and have three kids with him.
Yes. That is being discrete and subtle.
At least, in my case.
So, I apologize for the inconvenience (okay now I just sound like a construction site sign) and hopefully I'll return when life stops throwing flying cow dung at my face.
See ya later!
From Your Ever Weird And Indecisive Plus A Bit Deranged Fanfiction Author,
Choco-chan.
P.S. Special shout-out again to my senpai, GaleSynch and KaiFukugawa. One of the best people a socially retarded, egoistical, fat, useless human like me could possibly ask for a friend.