"I hate even the thought of losing you to that compound in the states with those wolves." Those words floated in Haru's mind as he slipped from the house and into the cab waiting at the curb. With what he hadn't said though is what had made him really choose him. Rin said with out words that he didn't want to lose haru but he also didn't want to send him unclaimed. Rin had claimed Haru and claimed him well he had. His only problem was he had had a hell of a time sneaking out of his own bed and into the shower without waking him up and an even harder time getting out the door and to the airport on time, but now that he was there he wished he was still in bed wrapped in Rin's arms. Taking a deep breath he closed his eyes to the world and to all the couples that sat in each others arms and all cuddly and it made him wish even more that he had stayed home.
The terminal was crowded and Haru had no idea which gate he had to find to get checked in and onto his flight before Rin noticed he was gone and that he had really left. A small part of him wanted to leave but a bigger part of him didn't. Standing at the gate that led to his flight he noticed a broad back and soft light brown hair, slowing his march forward he studied the man who stood watching the crowd. It was Makoto. He towered over most of the passengers and it earned a slight smile that ghosted over his face. Makoto looked slightly panicked until he noticed Haru making his way towards him. He was afraid that he had missed him, and that he would never have another chance to show and tell him that he loved him and that he wanted him to stay more than anything. But alas Haru would still leave. It was just the way that lone wolves were, they would take a place in someones heart than they would pack up and leave and they wouldn't look back. Granted they never meant to hurt anyone but someone always got hurt, be it them or the one who fell for them.
"Haru-chan I know I can't talk you into staying. I see Rin couldn't either even though you are covered in his scent. I hate that too and I will say that I do. I don't want you to be Rin's I want you to be mine, and mine alone but if I must share then I will. Just remember I am only one man Haruka and I do have a limit of sharing what is mine. I know I can try but I won't stop loving you and I will come for you if I have to. You are the only thing that has kept me here and now you're leaving and its like you're taking my heart with you and I'm being left here to drowned in the vast world alone. At least when you are around I have a chance of finding the shore and the surface but without you its like your taking the very air from my lungs, so Haru please will you stay. And if not for me do it for the future that maybe we could have or that you and Rin could have even." Makoto was to the point of pleading and begging on his knees as long as Haru didn't leave and he hated to be like that with him but if thats what it took he would do it.
Haru was lost for words and Makoto was searching his face for some sign of an answer that he knew wasn't coming but he could still hope for one. "Makoto im sorry I know the answer you are wanting to hear but I can't give you that answer, I have already made my choice to leave and nothing will change my mind. Im sorry Makoto I love you to but I can't give you my heart when I don't even have it." In a way he had just told him that he had his heart but he didn't hear it that way. The way he heard it was that Rin had his heart and that's why he couldn't give it to him. Makoto nodded and moved aside so that he was no longer blocking Harus path to his departure gate. "I wont stop loving you Haruka I'll be dead before that happens and I hope you will at least come to visit every now and again Im sure Rin and the twins would appreciate it I know I would." with that said the gentle giant made his way to the front of the airport and out into the early morning sun.
Haru now was running late and his plan was to leave at any minute he had to hurry. He ran for his gate dodging around couples that stood in the way, and around luggage carts that had been left unattended. He made it to his gate and on board the flight with only moments to spare. Looking out the window he could see a tall red head standing at one of the large bay windows that faced the tarmac from the area that family's watched their loved ones take off, and beside that red-head stood Makoto. Mako-mommy with his arm around Rin's shoulder giving comfort and probably telling him not to cry and that he would be back that maybe he was just going to tell the wolves in the stares he was sorry and wouldn't be staying with them. to bad this would be the final time he saw either of them and the final time he would see a Japanese sunrise, for tomorrow he would be in the states and the sunrise would never be looked at the same again.
~a few months later~
"He's not coming back is he?" This question was a constant from Rin now that Haru had been gone for almost six months. In that time they hadn't gotten a phone call, not that was unusual for Haru he never used his phone anyways, nor had they gotten a letter or any kind of communication to tell if he had made it the the states safe or how he was doing. Seijuurou hadn't been any help either he had heard nothing from him and it was beginning to worry just as much as Rin and Makoto.
"Makoto pack a bag were going to America! I can't take not knowing if he's alright or if hes dead or something." Makoto was awoken to clothes of his being thrown at him and a very spastic and hyper-driven Rin. "We're not going to the states Rin I'm sure he is fine and has his reasons for not contacting us. Now go back to your room alpha and go back to sleep, plus it is much too early to go to the airport….what time is it anyways?" he yawned and stretched his neck to read the digital display of his alarm clock, the blurry red digits read 2:26 am. "Rin dear lord go back to bed its just now 2:30 and I had to work the graveyard shift last night." Makoto was already tired but with rin on one of his tangents he already knew he wouldn't be getting back to sleep unless he knocked him out and that was sounding like a great idea. "Dear lord when did I become so violent. Haru damn you for doing this."
Makoto rolled out of his bed and made his way to the kitchen where he heard pot and plates clattering together. "Rin! So help me if you bang any more pots together I am going to bash you over the head with one, and say that you fell while cleaning when I have to take your ass to the hospital." The banging stopped and a still hyper-driven Rin ran from the kitchen with a startled expression."he… he...he…." Rin stumbled over his word and just settled for dragging makoto into the kitchen. The sight that greeted them was not one that makoto was looking forward to but the devil himself stood in their kitchen cooking a large breakfast.
"Good morning Rin-senpai Good morning Makoto-senpai. Sorry for waking you Makoto I know you had to work late last night but I wanted to try and get Rin out of his funk hes been in since you-know-who left him that morning." Nitori stood at the counter with a small smudge of pancake batter on his cheek, but had still managed to get a smile and a not so hostile response from makoto, as for Rin. He couldn't have looked happier, he looked like a kid in a candy store for the first time after getting braces taken off. "Rin you ok? Your eyes are kinda all sparkly and it looks like you kinda want to cry but not in sorrow but in extreme joy." makoto just ducked out of the room while he had that chance and made his way to the back deck where he knew if he pulled on a hidden lever he would be able to get into the underground tunnel that ran to a hidden safe house that he could sleep in until rin knew to come and woke him for dinner and the nightly skype call with the twins.
Although Rin or Nitori usually woke him up, he set his phones alarm just having the feeling that Rin may still be accompanied with a little kouhai that was currently making him food. The way to Rins heart: cheesy sappy romance and food, and Nitori was good at both so it made Makoto's life a bit easier. Plus while the flirty omega was here he could sleep and not have to worry about Rin doing something stupid like trying to go to the airport at 2:30 in the forsaken early morning. As Makoto made his way down the step that led into the tunnel he looked up at the moon noticing that it was a full moon.
Another full moon which meant another heat that he would have to suffer alone. Rin would probably lay claim to Nitori again and most likely Makoto would just want to scream in frustration from the raging hormones that he could do nothing about with not wanting to be touched by Rin let alone dominated. Every older wolf that he was around now were always asking why he let Haruka go and why he had let Rin claim him. Makoto just wished he had been able to keep the one guy that ever had gotten a true feeling out of him and the only one who could stir his sexual desires. He really needed sleep, he was thinking of Haru in a way that he know was dangerous for his health. "shit" he felt the tightening sensation in his balls and then the stiffness in his member that always came from thinking for to long on Haruka. "Where are you my air holder? I'm beginning to run out of air and I need you. Why haven't you called or anything? I'm drowning on land and your other friends are worried." Glancing to the moon again his instincts took effect and he let out a great howl that was answered by wolves from miles around.
Haru stood at the entrance to the compounds mixed bar, he could smell humans as well as other unnaturals that occupied the dark interior due to the draw of the sex and other fantasies. He was a frequent occupant himself so he really couldn't judge them he himself was there for sex and a stiff drink. This had been his tradition since coming to the compound six and a half months earlier. He had held a few relationships with some of the female wolves had been looking into a young body, but they had never been anything more than a one night stand always ending with a red rose and a note that would say, "I don't love you and I never did" that note had earned him more than a small share of black eyes and threats from their loves that saw him as competition.
He hated it here, what had he been thinking when he had left the safe little sea-side town of Iwatobi. He must have been in some great pain. No, he was in great pain now, it felt as if though he had had his heart ripped out and snatched as far away as possible. As he stood there he just felt off even the wind felt off tonight. Maybe he should return home he would be happier there and the twins would be happy to see him, they hadn't stopped sending him letters or emails even though he never answered them. But every night when he got up to go to work he would check and find a new one and they never let him down for a laugh and anything from Ran getting caught streaking in town to Rin getting sent to Tokyo for a therapist visit, hell even Gou getting married in a few week had made it into these emails. So he had made up his mind, it was time to return home and into his real lovers arms. His gentle giant, with his beautiful grass green eyes no matter how much he searched he had never been able to find that same color anywhere even his art pencils were just a shade off or so.
Thats why he stood at the club tonight he was going in to turn in his house and gate key he was going home he didn't belong with these party wolves. He wanted a relationship that would last longer than the sex and he wanted his Makoto, his mommy tendencies and all. Hell he even wanted Rin and his dominating self.
Nitori continued to cook and talk to Rin after Makoto had walked out of the house, and Rin had taken up residence on the stool next to the island that took up the middle of the huge kitchen. The kitchen had been designed for Haruka-senpai, Rin had spent many week in just the planning of this elegant room, sadly the only ones who ever used it was Nitori and Makoto. Haruka had chosen to stay in the states and leave Rin and Makoto's hearts in millions of pieces. Nitori had been working his hardest to rebuild Rin's and it had been working. He had managed to catch his eye after the first month or so and he had been claimed as Rin's new Omega. Although Makoto only joined in on the love making every now and then. Nitori knew that Makoto wasn't a beta but an Alpha himself. He hated being dominated and that alone was enough to figure out that he was an Alpha; and his Omega was millions of miles away in a compound of wolves that were known to be extreme party animals and hated most of their alphas and or just hated leadership figures period.
While Nitori cooked Rin talked about many things from swimming in the relay with Makoto and Haru when they were younger, to swimming in the Olympics a few years ago with Japan's team. Nitori always like listening to these stories they made him feel like he was really getting to know Rin and he liked it. He knew things about Rin that even Haru had no chance of knowing, or at least he thought so. A few minutes later Nitori had laid out a feast for Rin and put Makoto's in a covered dish for later. Nitori knew to give him at least four to five hours alone after a long night and he knew how to keep Rin from doing stupid shit in that time period. Mostly he would just put on a good romance movie and Rin and him would cuddle or have sex depending on how good the movie messed with their hormones. But tonight something just felt off, it was like the wind didn't even know what to do, and judging by the great howl that Makoto had sounded earlier, the night wasn't gonna be any better.