For the guest that asked no I do not work in psychiatry or physiology but I was a burns nurse so worked with body image issues and those with mental heath issues

Thank you everyone for the comments please keep them coming and if it starts raining and I can't garden I will post more often

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They drove down to the church where the normal crowd of well-wishers were gathered, as well as the television cameras. Arthur and Morgana spoke to people as they walked to the door, Merlin hung back as far as he could but was comforted by Aithusa and Gwaine being close by. Once inside Merlin watched everything with great interest, he loved the choir and the singing and listened to the vicar. As they left Merlin shook the vicar's hand and even spoke to a few of the crowd outside. But at the same time he was glad to be heading back to Sandringham. Once back it wasn't long before they were sat down to dinner in the large dining room. Arthur had opted for a more relaxed Christmas so the usual black tie event was more casual with everyone in smart clothes but not suits. Merlin was amazed at the meal he was given and ate everything he could. Although he was less than taken by the sprouts. As they pulled the crackers he couldn't stop grinning. Arthur had made sure everything was a traditional as he could get it. He wanted his brother to enjoy every minute.

After they had eaten they retired to the drawing room to let their meal settle. The Arthur went to give his Christmas speech. It was to be live this year instead of recorded, at Arthur's request. He wanted it to be as topical as he could make it and with his brother's condition changing daily he opted to go live.

Morgana, Merlin and the others sat watching in the other room while Arthur did his broadcast. Arthur was determined to be honest and open and give out a message of tolerance and love to all. He sat at his desk, having changed into something a bit more suitable and waited for the cameras to start, Taking a deep breath he spoke from the heart.

"The past year has been traumatic and emotional for our family and we have all been astonished at the support given to us but all peoples of the United Kingdom, the Commonwealth and the wider world. The death of a close family member is always hard, but to find such disturbing secrets was difficult to digest. But from it came great joy as my sister and I were reunited with our brother Prince Merlin.

The journey has been hard at times and it has astonished me just how well Merlin has coped with such a change in his life, from knowing hardly anything of the outside world to having it all thrust upon him. Even to looking out the window at the sky and green of the garden. It has helped all of us closely involved in his journey to see the word around us more clearly and appreciate what we take for granted. I have had to face up to not being able to change what has happened, but to work towards a greater understanding so that people like my brother, who have to face daily difficulties can be accepted and loved for who they are, and the joy they give us.

We, as a family have needed get the balance right between action and reflection, to pause and take stock. I have found my religion of great benefit through this process. But that is what we must all do, whether as individuals, or as counties, so that we can cope with an ever changing world.

Our thoughts also go to those, who through doing their duty, cannot be with their families over the festive celebration, such as workers in essential or emergency services and the men and women serving overseas in our armed forces. We are forever grateful to all those who put themselves at risk to keep us safe. Service and duty are not just the guiding principles of the past but they have a lasting importance which spans the generations.

I look forward to the coming years and the service and duty as your King. I owe to you all no matter what your circumstances to see past the obvious and understand what is within. In the year ahead, I hope you will, like me, have time to pause for moments of quiet reflection. My family and I have learned that we must be honest with ourselves and respect our differences, a lesson unfortunately our family has not always followed. But we must move on with our lives as others have to after adversity.

For Christians, as for all people of faith, reflection, meditation and prayer help us to renew ourselves in God's love, as we strive daily to become better people. The Christmas message shows us that this love is for everyone. There is no one beyond its reach."

As Arthur finished the door behind opened and Morgana and Merlin walked in as they had planned. Arthur stood up and with Morgana to one side and Merlin to the other he looked at the camera once more "We wish you all a Happy Christmas"

Arthur was pleased with how it had gone, he knew he couldn't ignore what his father and uncle had done but at the same time he hadn't wanted to stress to much that part of their lives, as he said they were moving forward. He had wanted his family with him at the end, it was after all a family occasion. After offering the camera crew something to eat and a drink they all went up to change as they had a young man who wanted to learn how to ride his bike.

They came back in afterwards laughing and smiling, they had had a great deal of fun. Merlin was still very nervous and wobbly at times but he had begun to get the hang of cycling "By the end of the holidays we will have you cycling as if you always have" Arthur laughed. "I think even the protection officers enjoyed it. Far more fun than the usual shooting."

The all went up to change and freshen up before settling down to play board games together with their guests. Morgana and Leon went to Arthur's rooms before heading back down stairs. Leon looked at his friend "Arthur I have enjoyed this Christmas far more than the other years I have come here. But I wanted, we wanted to speak to you" he paused and smiled at Morgana "I have asked Morgana to marry me and she has accepted. But as King I now ask your permission."

Arthur grinned "I thought that was coming. Surely you don't think I would say no! I think it is wonderful and I hope you will be very happy together. When are you hoping to have the wedding and when do you want to announce your engagement?"

Morgana looked at her brother "We thought the summer, it will take a lime to organise. Can we leave it until the New Year before we tell everyone? Only we would like sometime before the media circus"

"Of course, but you will tell Merlin?" Arthur asked them.

"Oh we don't mind anyone here knowing and of course we will tell Merlin, I worry what he will think" Morgana said "I mean once we're married we will live at Leon's estate and I don't want Merlin to think I am abandoning him"

Arthur looked at the pair "I think our brother is tougher than you think, he will want you happy, are you going to tell him tonight?"

Leon looked at Arthur "We want to, but would you be with us, I know you say he will be ok but we have to ensure he knows we love him and that he will still see his sister. In fact we are hoping he will also stay with us sometimes. As you are going to be giving the bride away I wondered whether you thought Merlin could be the best man."