Author's Note:
YO IM BACK HAHAHA haha..ha, soz
DISCLAIMER: (I KEEP FORGETTING TO DO THIS) I DON'T OWN FAIRY TAIL, IT BELONGS TO HIRO MASHIMA
~~~εиנσy~
For the next few days I've started to be much more observant over Natsu.
It's weird though, for the past few days Natsu hasn't really been that...happy? I mean he doesn't really talk as much as before. Since he's always the one that starts our conversasions, me being with him is pretty much silence.
Silence is interesting.
Sometimes it's awkward and sometimes it just doesn't matter. Silence wouldn't matter just as long as you're comfortable. I'm comfortable with him I guess. But I don't know, I miss talking with him.
"Hey, Natsu" I nudged him lightly.
He looked at me.
We were in the bus right now. We did the usual sharing the earphones, currently listening to"Winter Story" by Scandal. It was raining outside. But the funny thing is; I don't even bother bringing an umbrella.
"Are you okay?" I asked "You seem to be a little down in the dumps lately." I continued.
Natsu sighed "I'm fine, Luce, trust me"
"If you're fine, then talk to me, you idiot. You're making me worried" I told him
"Geez Lucy, I'm okay, I'm just thinking."
"T-Then what are you thinking about?"
"I-It's nothing Lucy, don't worry about it" he smiled.
Liar
"O-Okay" I said and we went back to being silent
I wonder what's on his mind.
~~~εиנσy~
Natsu's P.O.V
Crap, she's suspected something.
It doesn't matter, I can't tell her. Even if the start was a lie it shouldn't matter anymore.
To be honest I'm not in love with her but I do love her. I don't want her to be hurt. I have to be really careful, I don't want her to find out.
It was after school and instead of taking the bus we decided to walk home, which was a stupid idea because both Lucy and I are completely unfit, oh god.
As usual, it was raining.
To take a break we went into the nearest convinience store.
"Want a hotdog?" I asked her
"Uh, no thanks, just a drink maybe."
We went to the back of the store where the fridges were.
We stood in front of the drinks and tried to choose.
"What do you want?" I asked.
"I think I'll just get a strawberry milk, what about you?"
"Uh, I get the chocolate milk one" I opened the fridge door and grabbed the milk.
We paid for the drinks and went out to go to our houses.
I opened up my black umbrella and we took cover under it. I ended up slipping my hand into hers.
"I like the way you hold my hand" she spoke.
"What do you mean?" I asked
"You're squeezing my hand really hard as if you're afraid of me slipping away, it's cute. Plus it's really warm so I don't really feel the cold of the rain. It's nice" she spoke.
I smiled.
Yet again this reminded me of the bet Gray and I did.
Ugh, I hate myself.
"Hey, are you really okay?" she nudge me.
I sighed again "To be honest Lucy, I wasn't in the best condition in the morning emotionally. But now I'm fine, sorry for making you worried." I smiled
"Okay, as long as you say you are" she smiled back.
Liar
I know she knows I'm not 'okay' but I guess it's better.
She can't find out.
~~~εиנσy~
Author's Note:
im so sorry i've been away for too long and i come back with a very short filler ugh, but dw the next chapter is gonna be better i promise, but it will be sad oops that was a spoiler um
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