DISCLAIMER: I DON'T OWN FAIRY TAIL HAH
[-TRIGGER WARNING-]
~~~εиנσy~
Natsu's been acting weirdly all of the sudden.
He's been clingy and he always goes to my house uninvited, not that I'm complaining. It's just weird.
He's not like this.
I can't help but feel that something's up.
I knew this was too good to be true.
Oh crap.
I'm jumping into conclusions again.
Last night Natsu came with a full set of clothes for the night and the next day. He spent the night there (again).
It was friday today, it was really cold and Natsu was there.
He was really warm. Like a blanket. His skin felt like the air when fire touched it.
"Luuuu-cyy" he mumbled, half-asleep.
I smiled he was always cute when sleeping.
"Natsu" I whispered "Are you awake?" I continued.
"No" he mumbled again.
I laughed and sighed "Liar"
"Wake me up then" he said with his eyes closed.
I smirked and rolled my eyes.
I closed my eyes and pressed my lips against his and he held me tightly.
I pulled away and his eyes were finally open.
"Good morning, Lucy" he smiled at me.
I jumped up off the bed and held my hand out.
"But I don't want to get out of bed yet!"
I ran out the room and stopped a few inches away from my door and poked my head back in the room "Then die in there!" I said and ran downstairs.
I got down and started making breakfast.
~~~εиנσy~
I yawned at the middle of P.E class. While Ms. Aquarius was teaching I started at the clock, hoping that time would hurry up.
"Lucy!" Ms. Aquarius exclaimed
I looked up.
"Please pay attention!" she said.
I stared at her and she continued talking
"Now, since winter break is coming soon we won't have a project for this term, but if you'd like to have a higher grade I suggest you meet me after school at the pools"
The bell rang and all of us ran out of the classroom.
I went outside to meet with Natsu, after breakfast he told me that he was gonna tell me something after school.
The sky was gray again.
I'm certain it'll rain, pretty hard too.
Natsu's P.O.V
"You're not leaving now are you?" Cana asked.
I didn't respond.
"Well he's obviously going to his girlfriend" Gray teased.
"How'd you guess?" Cana said sarcastically then they both laughed.
"Oh Natsu, you haven't fallen for her, have you?" Erza asked.
I stood still.
"It's obvious, isn't it?" I asked weakly
"So you aren't denying it?" Cana asked.
We all went silent.
I guess I have to end things with her, I can't do this anymore.
"We can't have that, can we?" Cana walked over to me and lifted my head up using her index finger.
"You're just confused! Little girl put a spell on you, she captivated you."
Her eyeballs moved to her right as she smirked. They directed me to were she wanted to look.
Lucy was there.
I froze at the sight of the blonde. She stood there alone. My eyes stuck on her's. I still couldn't move.
"And I know just what to do to put you back on track." she said and took a-hold of my head and pulled me in closer.
"L-Luc-!" I exclaimed as Cana pressed her lips against mine.
Lucy's P.O.V
I froze as I saw Natsu, kissing another girl.
I feel cheated, humiliated. All this time I thought his feelings were true. But no, I guess perfection is just not real. Looking back I guess it was foolish of me to think that any of it was real.
But it's weird, Natsu's eyes were still focused on me. I guess he had to make sure I was still looking.
Without me realizing a stream of tears appeared on my face. I tried holding it in but no matter what I did the tears just kept falling.
Once they let go I wiped my tears and ran out as fast as I could.
The rain came pouring down, bolts of lightning rapidly raced to the mountains as their voices roared. I screamed as the thunder shrieked.
I was too caught up in all of my emotions. Everything was just overwhelming.
Natsu's P.O.V
"Lucy!" I screamed.
I pushed Cana away from me immediately. I ran for Lucy, through the rain I heard her scream.
I caught up to her and grabbed her wrist.
"Please Lucy let me explain!"
"No!" she screamed and turned her head at me.
"If I hear you talking about her it'll only break my heart even more..." she continued.
"Please Lucy all of this is just an accident! Just listen to me!" I held on to her tighter.
"S-STOP, IT HURTS!" she shrieked. I slowly tried to let go of her.
Lightning struck and thunder roared as we stood their silent yet again.
"...I-It hurts..." she mumbled.
I finally let go of her, or, more accurately, she pulled her hand away from mine.
"Goodbye, Natsu" she said and continued to run through the rain.
I guess I really messed things up this time.
I think this would be where it ends.
But I can't let that happen.
~~~εиנσy~
Lucy's P.O.V
Once I reached my house I ran straight to my room, locked the doors, and...cried.
I felt so hurt. After everything it feels as if it was all just a bunch of lies. Like it meant nothing to him.
How could he?
Well honestly I know why.
Because I'm me.
I'm Lucy Heartfilia. The girl who was always in the shadows. Never once did anyone notice me. But when he came I didn't feel invisible anymore, like I was finally able to be seen. Like I was noticed.
But I guess that's all a lie now.
I guess it was stupid of me to even think I could 'exist'.
I grabbed my pillow and burried my head in it.
I cried even more.
I felt worthless.
Meaningless
Hopeless.
Like I didn't matter.
I guess I never really mattered.
~~~εиנσy~
My mom came in my room with a cup that looked like tea.
"Sweetie, why are you crying?" she asked.
"Mom I-" I looked up at her "H-How'd you know?"
"Oh Lucy, why else would you burry your head in your pillow?" she smiled.
"Oh...right" I said wiping my tears and fixing my hair.
"Now what's the matter?" she sat down on my bed.
I told her everything. About the texts, how we got together and their kiss. I didn't really get into detail too much.
"Seems to me you need to take a little breather" she spoke
"What?" I replied.
"Look Lucy, you've gotten into this way too fast. I think you need sometime to yourself." she paused.
"Your father and I have been thinking that maybe we should move to Switzerland"
"W-What?!" I exclaimed in shock
"I know, we weren't gonna go through with it but now it seems like you need this" she explained.
"I-I can't leave Japan! My whole life is here!" I responded.
"O-Okay! Okay, I just thought it could be an option." she stood up "At least consider it" she said turning away.
Before she opened the door she stopped "Drink your tea before it gets cold" and with that she left.
I sat down and rested my head on the headboard. I took one of pillows and held it tightly as I thought.
Switzerland, huh?I thought.
I grabbed my phone and checked the time. It was 11:12 PM.
"I guess I should sleep." I said.
I grabbed my tea and drank it quickly. While I changed into my pyjamas I asked Virgo to bring the cup back.
Once I finished I hurled up in a ball.
I couldn't sleep but still I closed my eyes.
I cried again.
I guess it'll be like that for a while.
~~~εиנσy~
Author's Note:
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