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That's What Little Girls Are Made Of...

Chapter Seventy-Five

BPOV

I've been in Chicago for a week now, and things have been a bit strained between Edward and I at times.

Every time we were alone there was always this big ass pink elephant in the room.

We were both stubborn, and neither one of us wanted to concede.

He´d tried everything.

I´d tried everything.

Okay, maybe not everything, because I refused to give in to his demands about who Jacob Black was.

Of course, I´d be lying if I said that I didn´t love milking it for all its worth.

A jealous Wardo is a hot fucking Wardo!

Still, I was afraid that pushing him too far would ruin our friendship.

I didn't know what else to do.

After practically annihilating both Edward and Emmett at the park last week, I felt sorry for them, which was why Emmett ended up coming over for dinner practically every night last week.

Emmett was a good buffer, but I wouldn´t be able to hide behind him forever.

That is where my girls, my sisters came in.

Rosalie and Alice knew way more about matters of the heart than I did, so, I decided to organize a girl´s only weekend to pick their brains. That and the girls were helping me throw Edward an impromptu surprise birthday party Saturday night.

Since Edward, Jasper, and Emmett were going out to some sports bar to watch the White Sox game tonight, I suggested they all crash at Emmett´s place afterward. During one of his many rants over the week, Edward had insisted that this was just as much my home as it was his.

I honestly think that was just a ploy to get me to invite Jacob over to the house, but I wasn´t sure.

Still, our place...

Yeah, I was still a little lightheaded over that one.

Anyway, I thought that I´d test the our place waters by stating that the girls were going to spend the weekend at our place, and the guys needed to find something else to do.

Hopefully, Rose and Alice could give me some good advice on how to handle things. School was starting Monday, and didn´t want to have to be looking over my shoulder all day, waiting for Edward to pop out of a bush or from behind a building somewhere.

I would be a fucking basket case!

Just the other day, after another heated argument mind you, I had to all but force Edward to take me to the housing office. He was trying to renege on my campus housing. Finally, after Rosalie threatened him with bodily harm, he took me to Northwestern to get my room key.

While we were there, I spotted Jacob talking to another rather large young man, and quickly ushered Edward into the bookstore before he could see me. Unbeknownst to Edward, Jacob and I had been talking on the phone every night for hours. In fact, at this point, he knew me almost as well as Edward did.

Jacob was becoming a really good friend of mine, and I didn't know how to make Edward see that.

I´d love for the two of them to get to know each other, but Edward going all protective big brother on him would not make the best impression.

I´m sure after that, Jacob wouldn´t want anything more to do with me. "No wonder, I never had any real friends," I mumbled sadly to myself.

Another thing that seemed to be plaguing us both was the fact that we hadn´t heard from Carlisle and Esme. Each time we called, it went straight to voicemail. Edward seemed to think that they were just preoccupied with Eleazar and the situation, but I disagreed.

Esme always checked in.

She always had to know that her children were okay.

This was completely out of character for Me-me.

Though every time I brought it up, Edward would brush away my concerns, and assure me that we´d hear from them soon. But, when he thought that I wasn´t looking, I could see the concern written all over his face as well.

God, please let them be all right.

I don`t think Edward and I would make it, if we had to suffer another loss.

Okay, leave me some love! I know it may get a little rocky, but please, stay with me guys! From the prologue, this was inevitable.

Laterzzz...

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