Author's Note
It's only been a few hours since I posted the first part of the epilogue and there are already a handful of reviews and private messages about the chapter so I felt like I should say something
Feel free to ignore this author's note though because it's just me rambling a bit
I actually appreciate all of the reviews (even the angry Guest ones). I have a habit of writing stories that I intend to end one way but the story ends up going in a completely different direction. Halfway through this story (that I started writing without really thinking about what I was writing), I regretted starting it in the first place a little bit which sucks because fanfiction is supposed to be liberating in a way and fun and a place to just write and get away from reality but I guess I dug this hole myself.
While I appreciate the reviews I also kind of laughed because I didn't realize how many people use sex to define how strong one's relationship is (no matter the circumstances that I created in this story). I'm not judging anyone's opinions or anything, I just didn't realize how liberal everyone was XD
All joking aside though, I thought it'd take some time for Rose to get over what happened. Everyone's experiences are different so Christian and Lissa were supposed to be my easy couple to write about, less angsty (even though this story is kind of the epitome of angst sometimes)
If the multiple reviews and private messages are anything to go by, I guess I was wrong.
So I apologize to anyone I offended with this story. It really wasn't my intention to offend anyone.
Regarding this story, I'm thinking of a couple of options: removing the epilogue and just redoing it all together, just leaving the story unfinished (and still removing the epilogue) which doesn't seem fair to anyone who was hoping for any sort of closure, ignoring the reviews altogether and just posting the epilogue I had planned, or taking it down completely (which still doesn't seem fair to anyone who might like to go back and re read it).
I haven't decided yet but feel free to give your input.
Again, I appreciate ALL the reviews (especially the ones that defend the story. It's really much appreciated). I have a few stories started that are (for the first time) beta checked/revised/approved but I'm thinking of taking a break from fan fiction writing for a while.
It's become a little less fun and little more stressful. I'm not blaming or punishing any of you. Like I said before, I dug this hole myself and I'm sorry.
You guys have been great and totally amazing with reviews/follows/favorites/private messages. I will OF COURSE still be on fan fiction reading/reviewing/favoriting some of my favorite stories on here but for now, writing has taken a lot out of me so I think I'm done for now but who knows, maybe I'll change my mind soon.
Some of you guys might be upset by this and see it as me being a little drastic or overdramatic and again I'm sorry. All I can say is I'm sorry and thank you!
Always with lots of love,
Ladierock