Well, class is over for now so here is a new chapter for you. I hope you enjoy
Disclaimer: I own nothing and make no claim to.
\/:\/:\/:\/:\/:\/:\/:\/:\/:\/:\/:\/:\/:\/:\/:\/:\/:\/:\/:\/:\/:\/:\/:\/:\/:\/:\/:\/:\/:\/:\/:\/:\/:\/:\/:\/:\/:\/:\/:\/:\/
"I said 'drink'," Kaname stated looking at her levelly.
She sighed and ran a hand through her hair. "Can we do this after the meeting with the nobles?" she begged not knowing if she could deal with the fact that her relationship with him was going to change for the third time in as many days.
"Are you sure that's what you want to do?" He asked. "Once we have talked to them it will be harder to back out of the arrangement if you decide that you can't be with me." She thought about it a second. He was right, if they talked to the nobles and decided to rule together it would be that much harder to end things with him if she decided that was what she needed to do. Besides could she rule with someone who would lie to her?
She sighed again and sat down next to him on the bed. "Kaname," she whispered her eyes bright with unshead tears. He pulled her to him and held her.
"I'm sorry Yuuki," he said stroking her hair gently. "There had to have been a better way to tell you, but I have no idea what that is. I can't really apologize for not telling you sooner since you have only remembered who I am for three days and—"
She kissed him cutting off his apology. When they broke apart, she smiled up at him showing her newly grown fangs. She leaned in to his outstretched neck and prepared to sink her teeth into his flesh when he suddenly stopped her. She looked at him with curiosity. It had been his idea, why had he stopped her?
"There are things in my past that are very disturbing that I would prefer you not see," he said sadly. "But this is the best way for you to get the answers to your questions. This is also your first lesson in pureblood abilities. Actively seek the answer to your question in my memories; I will lower my boundaries to make it easier.
"You have already done this once when you fed from Zero, though I don't know if you were actively doing it. Just do the same thing again. Keep your question in your mind and use it as a guide. If something you see disturbs you just focus on your question or stop feeding and it will fade," he advised.
"But Kaname," she asked suddenly, "How is this a property of the purebloods when Zero once told me that my blood told him that I loved you?" Kaname felt a surge of jealousy at her mention of that Level D drinking the blood if his mate but soon squashed it when he realized what she had just said.
"Lower level vampires can feel strong emotions or strong surface thoughts when they feed," he explained patiently. "He was able to feel your love because of the strength of it. Only purebloods are able to guide what they see and see memories that are not currently being thought of. Come, give it a try," he directed baring his neck for her again.
I wonder what dark things he is worried about me seeing in his blood, she thought as she approached his neck with her fangs once more. No, I can't think about that or it's what I'll see. How old is Kaname really? she thought as her fangs pierced his skin.
Instantly her mind was flooded with colors which morphed into faces and places that were not from her memory. Finally the whirl of images stopped and she was standing in a home. She looked around in surprise and saw that it was in a style that she was unfamiliar with. Nothing was familiar, except for the small dark-haired boy playing in the floor with his dark-haired brother. The only difference between the two boys was that one had the same wine colored eyes as Kaname while the other had brilliant blue eyes. The other boy leaned forward and the one with the same colored eyes a Kaname leaned towards him, his eyes beginning to glow. Knowing what was about to happen, Yuuki winced a little for the other boy as Kaname kissed the boy on the forehead and he fainted.
Suddenly a scream rent the air and a girl with green eyes that Yuuki had not noticed until then began screaming in a language that Yuuki didn't understand. Soon a light haired woman ran into the room and knelt beside the boy in the floor. Then she turned to Kaname and asked him something in the same foreign language. His tone as he replied was desperate and apologetic. And there was sadness in her eyes at the words that left her mouth next. All Yuuki knew was that her words seemed to fill Kaname with shame and he hung his head as he replied. Though she had no idea what had been said, Yuuki could tell that the woman was Kaname's real mother and that she was human, even though that was impossible.
Then the memory changed and she was looking at a young adult Kaname talking to the same woman, who looked like she had aged more than the amount of time that should have passed from the previous memory to then. They were standing in front of the house that they had been in before and there was love and sadness in both their eyes. It was apparent that they were saying goodbye. Behind her, inside the house, stood two middle-aged people: a boy with blue eyes and a girl with green eyes. It took Yuuki a moment to realize that these were the other children from the first memory. They looked on their brother with fear and it hurt Yuuki to see that Kaname's own family had feared him. Barely there in Kaname's eyes was the hurt that Yuuki knew he must fell and a bit of sorrow. Then he smiled and hugged his mother and walked away into the night without looking back.
The next memories were fragments that had no coherency but seemed to involve a cloaked woman that looked suspiciously like Kaname's mother had looked all those years ago, only this woman was a vampire. Yuuki could sense the love between them and had to fight a surge of jealously. Idly she wondered what happened to the woman and was soon sucked into a memory of Kaname standing in front of a forge. She could tell from the set of his jaw and shoulders that he was in pain and refusing to let it show. There was another man talking to him and though the words were strange she could understand the gist of the conversation. The woman had sacrificed her life to give humanity a chance against the level E's and created the hunters. Leaving Kaname alone again. Yuuki felt her heart break at his pain and loneness.
So Kaname was there when the hunters were created, Yuuki thought. I wonder how he got to be in my time. With that thought she was suddenly in a room she didn't recognize. It looked like a giant mausoleum, but she had never seen one on that scale. She was drawn to a coffin in the center of the room and began to approach it. She reached her hand out to touch it, but just before she could make contact a door behind her began to open. She turned; expecting to see Kaname walk through the door but instead saw the man of her nightmares carrying a baby. She watched in horror as he walked to the coffin and opened it. She tried to stop him as he slaughtered the defenseless child in sacrifice but was unable to make contact with him. The next bit was a blur of hair and teeth and blood but slowly she realized that Kaname had been the one in the coffin. Soon they heard footsteps in the hall and suddenly Yuuki was standing alone in the room. At her feet were a mangled Rido and an infant. She watched as her father picked up the child and left his brother laying there.
Having seen more than enough, Yuuki pulled her teeth from Kaname's neck and opened her eyes to look at him. He smiled sadly at her. He had no need to ask what she had seen because he had followed her path through his memories. "Do you have any questions?" he asked her quietly. She shook her head sadly and kept her eyes locked with his.
"Do you hate me now?" He asked feigning indifference. She could see his fear and his pain. So many women had loved him and left him in his long life and she refused to be another.
She smiled gently and reached up to stroke his cheek. He leaned into the touch thinking that this might be the last time she touched him. "Of course I don't hate you Kaname," she said. "Nothing between us has changed except now I know more about you." She paused for a moment then continued, "Actually I'm not sure if this is more or less creepy than being in love with my brother. I mean, it's still a weird idea from a human perspective, but I think it's less disturbing because we are less closely related. But then there's the age thing. . ."
He watched her nose wrinkle up in concentration and he decided to join her conversation with herself. "Well, is my age even really an issue?" he asked her. "When you take into account that we live forever, as I am living proof of, it becomes a moot point, does it not?"
She thought about it a moment and then said slowly, "No, I guess it doesn't. And it's not like you look like you're over twenty, let alone 10,000. Though sometime you do act like it." She finished with a smile to let him know that she was teasing.
"Is that so?" he asked rising to her bait and tackling her to the bed gently. "Would a 10,000 year old man do this?" he challenged licking up the side of her neck to take her earlobe between his teeth.
"Well since you're the only one I know I would have to say 'yes'," she replied a little breathlessly. Her eyes met her lovers and she knew instantly that he was planning evil. Rather than cause her fear, that knowledge caused her to begin to squirm with desire.
He watched her eyes light with desire and felt himself harden in response. There was something about her innocent face colored with pleasure that caused him to be creative and want to see if he could cause that blush to spread. With this in mind, he smiled and reached under her skirt to remove her underwear. He positioned himself between her knees and smiled in satisfaction when she wrapped her legs around his waist. But that would impeded the plans he had for her so he gently unhooked her feet from behind his back and placed them back on the mattress.
"So eager," he said with a chuckle stroking the side of her face. She closed her eyes and leaned into the touch, enjoying the cool skin of his hands against the flushed skin of her face. He took advantage of her closed eyes to move his head to her thighs where he gently planted a kiss on the inside of her leg. She jumped a little surprised at the action and attempted to close her legs but he gently put his hands on her knees.
"Kaname, What—" she began attempting to sit up and see what he was doing under her skirt hem.
"Hush my dear," he said his breath tickling her thighs and caressing her womanhood.
"But what are you doing?" she asked almost desperately.
His eyes peaked over her skirt looking innocent and devilish at the same time. "Offending your sensibilities," he said simply before he ran his tongue along her slit without warning. She tensed and her back arched with pleasure. But it was a guilty pleasure. She saw no reason that he should be doing that. Undeniably she enjoyed it and was unable to keep in her moan of pleasure as he flicked her nub with his tongue, but it seemed wrong that she should get such pleasure from him when he was getting none from her. When he sucked on her, she gasped out and reached down to grasp a handful of his hair and attempted to pull him away from her. Rather than release her gently, his mouth broke off the suction with a pop and she tightened her hold on his hair and felt her body move of its own accord.
"Please Kaname," She begged, not entirely sure if she was asking him to continue or to stop.
He looked at her in confusion. He was under the impression that she was enjoying herself and here she was trying to physically stop him. Of course if that was what she really wanted he would oblige her but he couldn't understand why she wanted him to stop. "What's the matter Yuuki? Did I hurt you?" he asked desperately. He hated the idea that he may have hurt her.
"No," she replied. "It makes me feel selfish," she explained seeing his confusion. "I enjoy what you are doing, and you aren't getting anything in return."
He smiled once he realized her reason and was touched that she cared so much for their equality even in the face of her own pleasure and desire. "My dear girl, I am getting something in return," he said. His confusion didn't dissipate but rather found a new home, on Yuuki's face.
"I don't understand," she said.
"I get the satisfaction of knowing that I can cause you that much pleasure," he explained patiently. "And maybe you can return the favor later." She felt a flicker of doubt cross her face. She loved Kaname, but the idea of doing that kind of disgusted her. She knew what else men used those things for and wasn't sure that she could stand the idea of one being in her mouth. She wasn't sure that he would understand that for once it really wasn't him, it was her.
Kaname saw that flicker and the sorrow that followed it and reached up to stroke her face again. "Yuuki, I'm sorry," he apologized. "I was actually joking about offending your sensibilities. I didn't realize that I actually was."
"It's ok," she said with a small laugh. " I guess of the two of us I really am the old stick in the mud."
He laughed with her and then joked back saying, "Yes, you are. And don't forget it!"
Just then a knock at the door broke their happy little bubble and after a quick glance around to make sure the room was presentable, he helped Yuuki to sit up and called "Come in." \/:\/:\/:\/:\/:\/:\/:\/:\/:\/:\/:\/:\/:\/:\/:\/:\/:\/:\/:\/:\/:\/:\/:\/:\/:\/:\/:\/:\/:\/:\/:\/:\/:\/:\/:\/:\/:\/:\/:\/:\/
Here we are y'all. Another chapter and this one is closer in length to the previous ones. I figured it was about time for a little more pureblood smut. I hope you enjoyed it! Thank you for reading, and as always feel free to tell me what you think!
Stickdonkeys