CHAPTER 5

I was probably guilty of having double standards, but I couldn't be affected by those thoughts right know. I had to make Levi look away while taking off the rest of my clothes, but I hadn't been able to look away from him when he started stripping. He had the most incredible body that I'd ever seen, and he was more than satisfied letting me watch him. He removed every piece of clothing slowly, and everytime it had revealed more of his beautiful, sexy body that I had never seen before.

I, myself, was just laying on the bed, admiring his body, anxious to have the feeling of his skin touching mine again. I was trapped between wanting to stare at him stripping, and wanting him to get over to me as quick as possible, just so that he would be close to me yet again.

I reminded myself to breathe, when he was finally done. Standing in front of me, fully naked, I let out a loud gasp. As a reflex, I pulled myself in the wrong direction, away from him, to the other edge of the bed.
"Eh?!" I sat up, still holding on tight to the sheets beneath me.

"What?"

He looked at me with a the most sexy stare, pressing his bottom lip a little out, just enough to make him seem like he was pouting. He sat on the bed, and started crawling on all four towards me.

"Don't tell me ... You're scared?"

He raised his eyebrow, challenging me, before grabbing the back of my knees. He pulled me back to him in one quick motion, and it felt like all air had left my body when my member touched his, causing friction. I let out a loud gasp, filled with a mix of astonishment and pleasure.

"I-I'm not scared!" I mumbled, grabbing his muscular upper arms as he was suddenly hovering over me.

Some of his hair was covering his face, but it didn't hide it completely either. He looked so ... Aroused. I bit my bottom lip, when I felt my face turn red.

"You can just stop me, if you don't want me to ... " He whispered, but the tone in his voice made his intentions clear. He wouldn't stop, but then again, I wouldn't want him to either. It was already too late to say no now, even if we wanted to.

"L-Levi ... " I moaned his name when he started teasing my nipples again, this time a bit more rough than before. The balance between pain and pleasure overflooded me, and my brain just went numb.

Another hand was suddenly pressing our erections together, letting it slide up and down in slow motions.

I felt helpless as I just laid there, a moaning mess, letting him torment my body like this. Even though it felt good, I could feel as if something was missing. I intentionally knew what it was, I was just too afraid to think it out loud. It was almost too embarrassing.

I knew he was thinking the same thing as me, since he shortly after left his hands from my body, releasing my body from the constant teasing. Because that was what it was in the end, just teasing.

This is really happening, isn't it?

Something suddenly poked my lips, and I looked down, confused.

"Put them in your mouth," He commanded me, not giving me a choice. I didn't even hesitate when I let my mouth embrace his two fingers, letting my tongue slide all over them.

Fuck, he looks hot when he does that.

I heard Levi's thoughts for the first time since we had started, and it gave me the confidence to keep going, starting to suck on them. I didn't break the eye contact with Levi, not even once. After a minute, he pulled the fingers out.

"Alright,"

I couldn't do anything else than just lay and watch him while he reached down to my entrance with his wet fingers. His other hand had grabbed my right leg, pressing it up against my chest, giving him more space and a view. The thought almost me made want to hide in embarrasment, but I forced myself to keep looking.

"Ah - !"

The feeling was strange, but luckily not painful. He had pressed one finger in, slowly moving back and forth. I had thought that my cheeks couldn't get redder and warmer, but clearly I was wrong.

"Are you okay?" Levi asked, and I noticed that his voice was filled with genuine concern.

"I'm fine... K-keep going," I said, the sound muffled by the hand that I was pressing against my mouth. "It feels like m – ahh!" The second finger was in now, and it started moving a bit quicker.

"Shit, L-Levi! You could have warned me ... " His face was suddenly close again, stopping me from saying anything further.

"Yeah, but where would the fun be in that?" He said with a teasing tone, before pressing his lips against mine. His mouth coaxed mine open, pressing his tongue in, shortly after. We stayed like that for a moment, until I pulled back, breathless.

"Sadistic bastard," I mumbled, which just made him laugh.

"Stupid brat," He whispered, starting to bite my ear. It gave me the chills, making me wrap my body around his shoulders.

All caught up in the pleasure, I didn't even realise that he had pulled his fingers out, before something bigger was pressing against my entrance.

I need him. Now, Levi thought.

Not able to react fast enough, he thrusted himself into me, causing me to let out a scream. I wasn't even sure myself, if it was because of the pain or the pleasure.

My nails bored into his back, and my face that had been close to his neck, ended up biting into his skin to stop the sounds coming out of my mouth.

"S-shit, Eren,"

He didn't stop though. I felt his whole body trembling, before pulling a little out just so he could thrust back in once more.

With that, I threw my head back, staring up in the ceiling, though not really being able to see anything.

"Don't – "

I was breathing so heavily, that I wasn't able to make out a complete sentence. He started thrusting again, this time not taking a break after every move. He started moving constantly now, not giving me time enough to prepare.

He is so tight, shit. I can't ... Levi's thoughts was almost just a blur inside my already messed up brain, and I wasn't able to focus on it anymore.

He pressing his bare chest completely against mine, and put his arms in under my back. He then grabbed my shoulders, so he had better control of his movements. Yet, I could still feel him shaking against me.

The new movements was trying to adjust, and that was when I felt it.

"Fuck!" I groaned, when my back started aching and I felt like there wasn't enough oxygen going to my brain.

"F-fuck, Levi! Don't ..." I let out a loud moan, before being able to continue again. "... Don't stop!"

Levi just growled into my ear as an answer, too breathless to actually answer. He just kept panting, and then making his thrusts quicker and harder.

"Ah, ah – ahh!" Was the only sound that I could let out now. I wanted to say something else, something more, but I couldn't think straight anymore. He had hit it, the spot that made every inch of my body on fire. There was no more pain, only pleasure. The new sensation made me want to cry out, but I couldn't anymore. I couldn't do anything than be under Levi's mercy.

"Eren," He moaned, letting go of one of my shoulders. His hand drifted away, down, and reached my erection. He started stroking it firmly, and soon it was at the same pace as his other movements.

I can't ... Hold it ... Anymore ...

I didn't even know if it was my thoughts or his anymore.

"Levi, I – "

I moaned loudly as I came, my body trembling in ecstasy, pressed against his.

"Just ... A little more ... " He groaned, as he kept thrusting almost erratically inside of me. His hands tightening around my shoulder and hip roughly, as I was filled up with him. I felt his grip becoming weaker, until he finally released me. I whimpered as his member slipped out of me, and the cum followed soon after. My legs, that had been hold up for so long, fell down onto the bed as Levi rolled down to lie besides me, on his back as well.

We just layed there, looking at the ceiling, while trying to catch our breaths.

At some point, I had mustered up the courage to grab his hand, letting my fingers intertwine with his. There had been no protests.

At that very moment, I finally felt whole.

Was this what love felt like?