ERIK

I felt her breathe and soft hands on my shoulder and I loved it,my mind was trying to think, trying to think about what's going on but a different part of me was ruling out all I was trying to stop doing, I never felt this before EVER and now my mind was trying to me talk me out of what was going on. I just couldn't stop myself I want this I need this.

I whispered in her ear as I licked it, "Oh God Christine, you are so beautiful!" I leaned back and kissed her lips again and this time with all the tongue I could find! She had the softest lips and the softest tongue. She was a dream girl to me! I went down the other side of her face, kissing, licking, nibbling. All the time holding her like I was afraid she would get away! I wanted this woman so much! But I knew in my mind something was wrong with this and this would be all for nothing! "Christine, we need to stop!" and released my grip on her body.

She said "Erik, Please don't stop." And pulled me back to her.

We kissed another long deep kiss. I was going nuts! I'm sure she knows how much I want her, but I'm not sure now as to whether I should or not, I know she was scared of being alone and just wanted to sleep in here with me. What makes this time different? Surly not me! I'm too ugly, too ugly of a person to be exciting to a beauty such as she.

I eased her back to the bed to sit then sat her down, and as she sat down, she pulled up her shirt taking it off! I dropped to my knees so I would be at the right level to kiss her again. I started with her lips again, then moved down her face, neck, shoulder, then around her neck to the front. Then I started licking and kissing down her chest. In the meantime, she was unhooking her bra and she let it fall to her lap. I almost lost it right then in my pants! Her breasts were so wonderful! So firm, yet soft to the touch and to my lips, and her nipples were just perfect breasts! I started sucking on the right one, and then licking all around it till I was over on the left one. She was moaning and holding my head all the while. Then her eyes closed, smiling. I raised up and leaned over her and kissed her again.

I was standing between her knees as she had her feet on the floor. She brought her feet up till her heels were on the edge of the bed. As I kissed her and fondled her breasts, she raised her hips and pushed her shorts down then it hit me and here finally now I'm thinking of all the ways this could go bad, I will not take any chances with my sweet Christine.

"Christine stop, stop I know why your doing this" I said and she looked at me.

"Erik please"She beg and pulled me closer to her, her soft hands on my face followed by her lips kissing me, I couldn't think I kissed her back. I wanted her, I kissed her again,long and lingering, I pulled her to me and rolled her to her back, so I could have her more feel her more and my body was reacting to her. Kissing more of her, lips,throat. She held on to me and then I heard her moan and I had to stop.

"No Christine" I said pushing myself off of her and I stood up slowly then turned away from her. I moved away from the bed right to my bathroom slamming the door behind. I had to give myself a chance to realize what had happen and what was going on. I moved to the sink leaning over it calming myself letting the blood flow back to where it belongs. I don't know why I let it go on this far.

I know why I did cause I wanted it, I want her, I wanted to feel her body, her lips her fingers just her. But I knew she didn't want to do this with me...She did this out of pitty not out of love, I want all of her from her want to her love for me. I stood there thinking when I heard a smal knock.

"Yes Christine" I said

"Can you come out please?" she asked

"Christine please, I need a moment to myself and to regain control of my good senes, please Christine if you could just let me be. Let me be for a moment and return to your clothes to your body then I maybe able to speak with you" I said

"Erik what is wrong why you acting like this, I thought we was having fun in there" she stated. I shook my head not wanting to think of it, the feel of her, me a man now who have never felt a woman before. "Erik why did you stop what was going to happen in there?"

"Because that would end in saddness." I said

"You cannot protect yourself from sadness without protecting yourself from happiness. And without happiness you might as well be dead and you don't want to be dead do you, no one is looking to be dead inside or out" she said

"Christine please don't tell me about saddness, I do not fear death. I had been dead for billions and billions of years before I was born, and had not suffered the slightest inconvenience from it." I said I waited and waited but I didn't hear anything. I waited a few minutes longer and finally opened the door and looked and saw the room was empty. I walked out and I felt bad I knew she didn't want to sleep alone so, I went to go get my mask that I had took off but I didn't see it there. I wondered what happen to it, and I realized that Christine must have took it with her. So I went to my dresser and got a different mask putting it on. I left the room walking down the hall across to the other side of the house right to her door and I knocked.

CHRISTINE

I stood at his bathroom door and just shook my head only if he knew the truth that I am in love with and I just wanna make love to him, and let him be my first. I looked around the room and went picking up his mask taking it with me as I left the room. Going all the way back to my room I got ready for bed again and I place his make on the night stand next to the lamp. Then I got in the bed cutting the light off.

I was laying there for about 10 minutes when I heard a knock on the door. I laid there and just stared at the mask I was hoping he wasnt coming to get it back from me, cause I wanted it, it was mine now. I hope he wasn't going to ask for it back I cleared my throat.

"Come in" I said and the door opened slowly and Erik stood there.

"Christine I know you said you was lonely and I will sit in here with you until you fall asleep if you like" he said and I smiled.

"No you don't need to sit with me, I want you to go to bed...With me" I said I pulled back the blanket and patted a place for him to join me. He looked at me for a minute then walked in closing the door, as he got to the bed getting in and lay beside me he wrapped his arms completely around my torso squeezing my breasts in his arms. He nibbled my neck and I loved it, but he refrained from undressing me. We spooned all night Laying there wide awake til his soft snoring lulled me to sleep with smile on my face that I knew he couldn't see.

I woke up slowly and I did notice we was laying differently from how we fell asleep. He was on his back and I was laying in his arms head on his chest. I wasn't sure if he was up so I just laid there and to be honest I didn't want him up well not getting out of the bed at least. I moved my arm to rest more on his chest when he spoke.

"Morning Christine" he whispered and I looked up at him.

"Morning Erik." I said

"Did you sleep well?" he asked I felt him touch my hair softly.

"Yes I did how about you?" I asked

"I did as well,but I need to" he said but was cut off. I wrapped my arms around him tighter.

"Don't go just yet." I said he nodded I moved my leg up his thigh slowly and I smiled when I felt something brush pass my leg. He moved as if he was going to run out of bed. "Don't leave me just yet pleaae. Stay here with me."

"Christine I have to handle something" he said and I didn't care, I wanted him here with me and to be with me.

"Please let's explore it together,I'm right here too feeling the sameway please" I said and kissed his cheek, then his neck. Erik touched his erection slowly unsure if he wanted to even touch it. I pushed my panties down my thighs. My pussy dripped, and my hand spread the moisture along her slit to enable frictionless stimulation. We watched each other but said nothing, I didnt speak because I didnt want him to stop. He came before me and wrapped his arms around me pulling me to my side. He pulled me close enough to rest his shrinking member on my thigh. I increased my own pace.

Erik watched my delicate motions, and his dick came rock hard. I was getting ready to cum, his stiff dick lay against my thigh. I moved my face close to his and kissed his neck his breathing was hard and fast, he slowly fucked my thighs. Soon we came together and we came hard, but looking at the mess he thought he made on my legs, I felt him move from me and out of the.

"Erik" I said but he waved me off going to the bathroom soon I heard the water running then he came back with 2 wash cloths and a small towel. I watched him as he cleaned off my legs and I watched as his eyes never straided from there. Once he was done he went back in to the bathroom. I laid there listening once he was done he went to leave the room. "Erik"

"Going to shower and get breakfast started we will not speak of this" he said

"But Erik I enjoyed myself, you didn't?" I asked he stood at the door and watched me sit up and I looked at my fingers. He walked to me he bent at his waist to lean over me and kiss my forehead. And Just left the room, I sat there wondering if I was wrong, but my heart was telling me something totally different then what I was thinking. I love him, I'm in love with him and I have to tell him.

The next few weeks we didn't talk about what happen and he didn't sleep in my bed anymore, when it came time for bed he would lock hisself away in his music room saying he needed to work cause music in the opera wasn't to his liking. And some nights he wasn't here when I got tired of waiting for him to come home. One day I was standing in the music room looking over some sheet music just because I wasnt in the opera house doing my parts I wasn't going to get rusty. But then I heard a sound as if Erik was talking to someone, I left the room and walked to the livingroom and there stood Erik and a man.

I stood there watching them, Erik never had anyone in his home before other than me at least that's what I thought. I stood there watching the 2 of them when Erik tilted his head to the left slightly then...

"Christine please forgive me for his visit" he said rght in my ear and I gasped alittle bit at it, doing so the guy who was talking to turned and looked around then his eyes landed on me. He then smiled and gave me a bow.

"Hello Erik you didn't tell me you had company here. And who might you be?" the guy asked and I walked more into the livingroom.

"I'm Christine and you are?" I asked the guy smiled.

"I'm Andre" Andre said walking closer to me and held out his hand, I took it I watched as he kissed it still smiling. "Erik you didn't say you had a lovely house guest."

"I didn't think I needed to let you know what goes on in my home, if you don't mind" he said

"Well I guess I will leave then Christine I hope to see you at the Opera House Masquerdae Ball this friday at 8. Erik I will see you later and maybe one day you will get a phone" Andre said and walked towards the door. After Erik had walked him out I was sitting and waiting.

"Ball I almost forgot about it... Are we going?" I asked as he closed the door.

"Christine why do you wish to go to this thing?" he asked

"It's a yearly thing and I haven't been able to go until now I'm first string on the line and I always wanted to go. And You go don't you?" I asked looking at him as he stood by the door not meeting my eyes. He was like a little boy who bullied but didn't wanna tell, in fear he would get in trouble.

"Yes I go only to watch never to inter act with others" he said

"What not it's a ball where everyone is wearing a mask." I stated.

"Yes but not everyone is like me, everyone is not ugly like me or have you forgoten what I look like." he questioned looking at me with those glowing eyes.

"No I haven't forgoten and if it was left to me you wouldn't wear the mask around the house, I love looking at you, your beautiful" I said and the look he gave me, I put my hands over my mouth as if it was wrong for me to say he was beautiful.

"Beautiful is what you are Christine, not me not by far I will never be that" he said

"Sometimes people are beautiful. Not in looks. Not in what they say. But just in what they are." I said

"Christine please" he said

"I wanna go out and I wanna go dancing Erik" I said

"Stay here and dance with me." he replied we sat in silence studying each other's faces for clues to the other's thoughts. Neither one of us giving up on it but we might have stared for hours. I was the first one to walk away going to the kitchen to start dinner, I stayed in my own little world, Erik had came to the kitchen a few times speaking with me about sheet muisc or about what was smelling so good but I didn't answer him. We always in the house well I am and I felt like a prisoner. I needed to get out of the house and have fun around people.

As I was cooking Erik walked into the kitchen and I could feel him behind me. Then he did something I never saw coming when he moved closer to me.

ERIK

I moved behind her I wrap my arms around her and nuzzle my face into her hair against the back of her neck. I kiss her neck gently as she toss her hair to the moves the dinner off of the stove and turn around, bringing her arms up between her breasts, burying her face into my chest as she whimper softly. I guide her back to the couch, stopping as her legs reach the side.

I lift her chin with my finger as I lean down to kiss her full lips. My tongue slipping gently into her warm wet mouth, brushing against her tongue, then pulling back as I suck on her bottom lip. My hands now come up to cup the sides of her face, as I kiss her deeper, our lips sliding against each other, tongues exploring, as my hands slide back into her hair. I tilt her head back as I nibble at her bottom lip. I then begin to kiss her chin, jaw line, and neck, sucking softly at her warming flesh, licking at her earlobe before sucking it into my hot mouth. I don't know what came over me, to make me be so bold to come to her like this. But something in me told me to, that is if she told me to stop I would, I would go running off to deal with my music cause it never tells me no.

I start kissing from the base of her neck to her ear and back down to above her shoulder blades, kissing through her shirt. Watching her reactions and enjoyment. I start to kiss down her arm; starting at her shoulder and down the back of her right arm to her fingers. I start to massage her hand and wrist as I kiss every finger, ever so gently. I kiss my way back up her arm to her shoulders and then down her left arm to her hand.

I massage her hand and wrist and gently kiss each finger. I start to kiss on the front of her arm and work my way to the left side of her neck. I gently kiss up her neck and down her jaw to her chin. Then a long passionate, loving kiss on the lips. She eagerly accepts the kiss and gives one of her own in return. I restart the little kisses on her chin and up the right side of her jaw and her neck. I held her close to me while gently giving her kisses on her beautiful throat. Then right back to her lips and I look into her eyes.

"Erik," she moans.

I groan and drop my forehead to hers, touching her cheek with my hand. "You make me love my name so damn much."

"Erik you love me? You're in love with me?" she asked and for her to ask hurt. But I smiled, and held her hands to my chest.

"Do I love you? My God, if your love were a grain of sand, mine would be a universe of beaches." I said she smiled so bright at me eyes shinning and with all this I didn't have my mask on and she was still smiling up at me, dare I say loving me.