CHRISTINE

It's 2 more months later now with being pregnant is not what I expected at all for one my body has changed and I'm alot bigger sporting my baby bump and that means my clothes don't fit so I've taken the liking to wearing Eriks t shirts until he got tired of me stealing his clothes and went out buying pea in the pod clothing, I still slept in his t shirt he didn't mind that, next thing I didn't expect is my mood swings are going crazy and the morning sickness is not only in the morning but when ever it feels like coming. And Erik has been acting different towards me meaning, no lifting my hands over my head for anything, no fish, no walking around with no socks on, no falling asleep on the couch watching tv,he will get a sty in the eye if he don't feed me what I crave so even if I mention I want strawberry ice cream next thing I know he has brought it to me so lately I been keeping my random thoughts to myself, he wouldn't let me take baths for a while he would wash me up or I would take a shower til I told him taking a bath was fine, so I would have to sneak and take them when he was out or sleeping, he caught me a few times.

Erik has been watching me like a hawk where I walk, what I eat anything even when I sleep which is driving crazy. The walks we have in the park have been limited to 30 or 40 minutes when normally we would be out there for at least a hour to a hour and half he said he didn't want me to catch a cold or get hurt. I understood but I didn't like that I love our walks in the park, the way he would walk slow and hold my hand, kiss it we would talk about music and other loves of his.

One day his friend Andre came by when I was cleaning and Erik didn't like it, he told me the cleaning products could hurt the baby,I just told him to open a fucking window and let a real breeze in. He stood there glaring at me, for the longest not saying a word to me.

"What?" I asked

"A beautiful woman with such a filthy mouth" he said I sat down my cleaning stuff and walked to him, I smiled.

"You love this filthy mouth don't you?" I asked he smiled and wrapped me in his arms then kissed me hard. "Is that a yes?"

"That is a yes my sweet one" he said just then we heard the doorbell.

"Door" I said kissing him again, he smiled at me and looked at the door frowned at it. He kissed my forehead then walked to the door I went getting the stuff I was cleaning with and took it into the kitchen. I put all the stuff up and washed my hands, I walked out to the livingroom to see Andre standing there talking to Erik. I stood there he looked at me.

"Miss Christine hello" Andre said smiling doing a bow.

"Hello there " I said and did a cutesy bow back and I giggled. Erik saw us then rolled his eyes.

" there's something different about you... You look different a glow" Andre said

"Christine don't" he said right in my ear I looked at him from the door way and then back at Andre.

"Well thank you and there is something different about me, I'm pregnant I'm not at all shocked that my sweet Erik didn't tell you" I said and Andre walked to me, I did a small step back but he smiled at me warmly, and took my hand kissing it.

"Well you look beautiful how far along are you?" Andre asked I didn't really have a answer.

"I'm guess about 4 months" I said

"You haven't seen a doctor yet.." Andre said then looked back at Erik who was glaring at him shooting daggers. "Well I think you should go to the doctor only if just to make sure everything is ok.."

"Erik has been taking care of me very well" I said smiling.

"Yes but does Erik know about giving birth?" Andre asked and that made me think... Me and Andre talked more I could tell it was not to Erik's liking, but that talk had me thinking about it for the rest of the day...That night me and Erik was laying in the bed together he was kissing my neck and rubbing my belly, it was feeling so good but I needed to talk to him.

"Erik I need something" I said in low whisper, this made him bit my neck and I gasp.

"Tell your Erik what you need my sweet one, what does my sweet one need huh? For me to kiss your little nipple" he said moving and I felt his moist lips kiss, lick my nipple. "What do you need?" Slowly, he'd put his lips on my nipple, he'd gently rub his hand on my pussy, making me wet. I tried to relax and enjoy myself but it just wasn't happening Erik leaned in and kissed my ear.

"What's wrong, baby?" he asked

"Nothing." I gave him a weak smile.

"No, something is wrong," he licked my ear passionately.

"No, no," I reassured him.

"Maybe a little guilt?" he asked looking at me I swallowed hard

"I'm suddenly not feeling so good-" I said trying to move but he doesn't let me.

"Is it because of you being so close to Andre today? I saw how he was looking at my Christine" he said and I moved my head back some to look in his eyes.

"What? How many times do I have to tell you I love you and only you... I'm having your baby" I said

"Yes but You and him talked longer then need be don't you think?" he asked kissing my neck.

"No he only asked how old was I and if I had friends then that was it." I said looking at Erik who nodded.

"My, my, sweet one," he began nuzzling my neck as I lied frozen stiff, "I just want you to know that I love you, and I won't accept that, you being close to another man like that, smiling at him, laughing with him"

"Erik let me go, I don't wanna be near you right now, you are scaring me." I said he moved and I got out of bed and walked out of the room, I went right to the kitchen looking in the fridge for something anything sweet. I was looking for about 5 minutes when a arm reached in and grabbed the strawberries and I watched as he washed them off. He walked to me kissed my cheek then started to feed them to me. "Erik"

"Shhh sweet one Erik is sorry for how I acted back there, It's just that I don't want to lose you to anyone" he said and I saw the look in his glowing eyes, I touch his face, then kissed his scared side.

"No one is better for me then my Erik, then you" I said "But we have to talk"

"About?" he asked

"What was said I think I do need to go to the doctor just to make sure everything is alright please" I said looking at him.. "I hope our baby haves your eyes so beautiful" he looked at me then smiled.

"If you want to I will make sure my sweet one sees a doctor" he said and kissed me hard. The next few days went well I was able to go to the doctor and it was confirmed I am 4 months pregnant with a healthy growing baby, I was give some pills to take and other visits was set up for me. I was so happy only problem was that Erik wasn't there he said he didn't wanna scare the woman there. So he waited for me outside of the building. One night when we was making dinner there was a knock at the door, and we both knew who it was,Andre.

I stayed in the kitchen cooking when Erik called me to him. I walked out only to see Andre and this woman with him. She looked at me then smiled, she came walking right to me with arms open.

"You must be Christine, Hi I'm Carlotta" Carlotta said hugging me.

"Yes I am Christine" I said she broke he hug and smiled at me.

"Your just as beautiful as my dad said you was" Carlotta said and I looked at her then Andre who smiled.

"Dad?" I asked

"Yes he told me that his oldest friend was having a baby and that the young lady could use a female friend someone to talk about girl stuff and babies with" she said and I looked a Andre again sending him a smile, I looked at Erik who was looking hurt, then his eyes turned toward Andre.

"Well that would be great and yall are staying for dinner, please!" I said it was more so to Erik the please part and he nodded.

"Let me help you so how far along are you?" Carlotta asked as we went into the kitchen. We cooked together and laughed,talked it felt good to have a female around to talk to about things, this made me miss Meg and Judi even more. Andre and Erik sat in the livingroom and I don't know if they talked, but they didn't dinner me and Carlotta talked more then anything. Another month went by and Carlotta and I became real close she would come over every weekend, I even talked her in to staying the night we slept in the room together because we did more talking then anything she was only a year older than me. I think Erik was getting a little jealous that I had a friend.

"Erik what are you doing please, come with me" I said standing in the music room.

"Christine please" he said

"Erik I need you to come with me please?" I asked He kept looking at the piano so I walked to him and removed his hands closing the piano and I leaned down, kissing him touching his face softly. With a deep lingering kiss, his tongue working into my mouth.

He lifted my tunic over her head, his eyes taking me all in big belly and all. He took me by the waist and turned me as he knelt down before me. He grabbed my jeans and pulled them off leaving me in nothing but my bra and panties. He could see the outline of my hairy pubic mound and the unmistakable damp patch beneath. He leaned in kissing along my right thigh inching closer to my pussy, my smell getting stronger as he got closer. I placed a hand on his head gently as the last kiss landed on part flesh part panty line. Erik ran one hand over the panties, feeling the wet patch on his palm then fingers. He slipped one finger under the panties and felt my hot labia press against it.

"Christ you're on fire." He said unaware that I had not too long ago pleasured myself in the bath. He pulled my panties off then lifted me on top of the piano and kissed me I watched as his head was right between my legs the quick work of his bits, sucks had me cumming in minutes. He stood up and undid his pants kissing me, I felt him slide, he slowly rubbed my body and we made love twice right there on the piano. The next week something was off with Erik, I had another doctors app fr my 5 month check up as always Erik didn't come in.

Once I was done I walked out of the office happy excited to tell Erik what we are having I stood near the side and looked for him. He was always he, I never had to look for him but today I did. I stood there looking around for him. After standing there for a hour it hit me he never left his long before, and I realized it now that he had left me. I stood about to cry when someone called my name.

"Christine? Christine is that you?" a vice asked and I turned around to see Raoul.

"Raoul" I said he came to me we hugged each other. "What are you doing here?"

"I got a letter a hour ago saying come here to pick up something important" Raoul said

"Was it Erik's written?" I asked needing to know.

"Yes, your pregnant, Erik's?" Raoul asked

"Yes he left me, he didn't even say goodbye, what about all my stuff?" I asked

"I'll buy you new stuff come on tell me everything you want me to know" Raoul said and I moved out of his arms turning around I then closed my eyes as the wind blew stray strands of hair against my face. When I opened my eyes I spotted him. "Come on Christine let's go you must be hungry" We walked away right to Raoul's car, he helped me in then we left.

ERIK

I sat in my car and watched as the wind blew and she closed her eyes. I knew she was hurt I could feel it just by looking at her. I was sure thousands of thoughts were going through her mind just as they were mine I had to leave. I was and I am scared. I was scared of so many things despite the facade I put up. I was afraid of fatherhood I was scared of the way things felt so right with Christine. I didn't want to end up being apart from her once the baby was born and they way she is with her new friend she forgets all about me.

The thought of breaking her heart by abandoning her ripped me to pieces. Watching her smile,laugh even when she made me dance with her, she was my heart. She was the only girl I love or loved. But once Carlotta came around once Andre brought her around she was too close for comfort and I immediately considered her a threat, but now that I think of it she wasn't. It was all in my head. Now here I am removing myself from her because I just wasn't sure if I was ready for all the obligations that's came with being with being a father.

That growing baby was just as much mine as it was her responsibility. I looked and saw she stood there talked to Raoul who I left a not with a hour ago, telling him to come here and get something very important but then she turned and saw that her eyes were on me. She stared at me a few moments more before Raoul took the small of her back and walked away... This has to be for the best... ERIK WHAT AM I DOING! I leaned on the wheel and cried.