Chapter 4: Be sorry
( Grimmjow's pov)
I froze as Ichigo set me outside and walked back in, leaving me outside by myself. He left me..He didn't want me anymore? Was he going to leave me out here? He said that I was his, and that he loved me. Why would he lie to me?...
" Meoww!" I yelled out to him. No! No, don't leave me! I'm sorry! Please don't go! I could feel my heart tighten and it hurt. It felt like it was going to burst through my chest. No.. please... I'm so sorry...
I whimpered and I collapsed on the floor of the cage. I could feel my self shaking and my heart was aching. I didn't mean to make him leave me... I'm a bad pet and now Master doesn't want me anymore..I tried to calm myself as I drifted into an unpleasant dream full of nightmares. Nightmares of being alone, with no one to love me.
*Dream*
Lightning flashed and rain fell down around me. It was dark and cold. I heard footsteps .
I looked up and saw a flash of orange. Ichigo.
" Ichigo!" I called out. He kept walking away from me. Where was he going? Why is he ignoring me!
Because he doesn't love you...
What? No! I don't want to be alone! " Ichigo!" I screamed. I reached out my hand to him. My hand...Whats happening? I looked down at my wet body, I was naked except for a big blue shirt that stuck to my wet skin. I'm human? But how..
" No, Ichigo! Please don't leave me! You promised me! You promised that I was yours!" Ichigo stopped. He slowly turned so he was half facing me and looked at me. Our eyes meet. My pleading blue eyes met his hard brown eyes. He smirked at me.
" Me, love you? What a joke. Why would anyone want you? You're a freak. No one will ever want you. I don't love you. I never will." He sneered at me. Then he just walked away. No.. I could feel myself slipping. It was getting darker. I was dizzy...
I don't love you...
You're a freak...
Why would anyone want you...
I'll never... love you.
* End Dream*
I woke up laying on something soft, warm and surrounded by the smell of cinnamon. I glanced around and saw Ichigo laying on the bed next to me, reading a book. He was still here. He didn't leave me...
" Meow!" I said loudly and jumped up from my spot on the bed to fling myself onto Ichigo's chest. I purred and rubbed my face against his. " Oh Ichigo! I'm sorry. So sorry. I'll be good, I promise! Don't leave me! I love you!"
" Haha, nice to see you too Grimm. I see you've learned your lesson about being a bad kitty." Ichigo chuckled and started to scratch behind my ears. I purred.
" Yes. I promise I'll be good. Just don't leave me..."
All the rest of the time we were at Ichigo's family's house I was good just like he wanted me too to be. I let the brown-haired and black-haired girls pet me and cuddle me when every they wanted. I even let Ichigo's weird father dress me up in weird outfits while he was saying that they had a new little furry adiation to their family. During the day I would stay close to Ichigo whenever I got the chance. I would purr and cuddle up to him and tell him I loved him even though I knew he didn't understand me.
I was glad when we finally got back home after being with his crazy family. It was much quieter here. I looked up at Ichigo as he walked into the room and collapsed onto his bed.
" Ah, I'm so tired." He sighed. " Damn I forgot how crazy and loud my family can be. I'm looking forward to sleeping in again without my dad attacking me. Well, come on Grimm. Lets go to sleep." He said and patted the spot next to him. I jumped up and nestled up against his side. He pulled the blankets over him and turned off the light, petting my fur as he fell asleep.
I looked at his sleeping, peaceful face. The Ichigo in my dream wasn't my Ichigo. My Ichigo was nice and caring, not like that mean imitation of him. Ichigo wouldn't say those things to me if he didn't mean them. I hope he loves me just as much as I love him.
I loved Ichigo.
As I started to drift asleep, I felt something weird. My fur felt like it was tingling and I started feeling warm. Whats that? Am I sick or something? Oh well, I'm really tired... I guess I'll find out if I'm sick in the morning.
Goodnight, Ichigo.
A/N: Human Grimmjow next chapter, maybe? ;)
Sorry for the long wait. It's kinda shorter than the rest but for some reason it was hard to think of something to write. I promise the next chapter will be longer. Perhaps even longer then the rest of them. I got lots of interesting things to write next time...
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