Chapter 4 – An Apology From The Heart

It was 5:00pm Gon and Kurapika walked into the hotel room to see that Leorio's lying on the coach watching TV.

"What happened to you guys? You both look like a hurricane hit you!" Leorio said surprised. He was right, both Kurapika's and Gon clothes are covered in dirt and Gon's boots had blood on them.

"Nothing, just feel in a puddle" Kurapika said. They agreed to not discuss what happened earlier in the afternoon as it will only make people worry.

"Both of you?" Leorio said not buying it.

"It was a big puddle" Kurapika said as moved Leorio's legs, put his shopping by his feet and sat down.

"Kurapika is letting me go to the Dark Continent!" Gon said excitingly then ran into Killua and his' room to look for him.

"Why the change of heart?" Leorio said realizing that a lot more went down than what he knew.

"You were right. Gon just kept nagging me and if I didn't help him he'll just get himself caught" Kurapika said.

"Gon was also right, he has gotten a lot stronger. I'm sure he can survive the DC"

"Kurapika said that I'm right? Something must have happened!"

Gon entered their room to find Killua lying on their bed watching the TV that's mounted on the wall facing the bed.

"Killua! I'm going to the DC!" Gon said happy to tell the good news!

"Oh..." Killua said still facing the TV trying not to look Gon in the eyes "That's good I suppose"

"What's wrong? " Gon asked as he sat on the bed.

"Wrong? , nothing is wrong!" Killua snapped back

"Stop lying to me Killua! I could tell you didn't need new razors today!" Gon said with a sad look on his face

"That's the problem with Gon, He's an idiot but can tell what you're feeling"

"Don't you want to be friends any more?" Gon said as he looked at Killua with his big brown eyes they began to fill up with tears.

"No! I do!" Killua quickly replied as he turned and instinctively hugged him. "I'm sorry, I'm just going through something at the moment" Killua said as he rests his chin on Gon's shoulder closing his eyes.

"Why don't you talk about it with me?" Gon asked as he squeezed Killua tighter.

"Because Gon YOU are the problem, what we're doing right now is the problem. If tried to tell you, you wouldn't understand."

"I'll make it up to you!" Killua said breaking from there hug "we'll go on a trip somewhere, any where you want, just you and me!"

"I want to go to whale island to say good-bye to Mito-san as I'm about to get ready to go to the DC" Gon said while wiping away his tears "Want to come with me?"

"Sounds perfect."

"What am I doing? I just agreed that earlier today that I need to distance myself from Gon while I work this all out and now I'm just hugging him whenever he looks at me sad and then planing private trips with him. It shouldn't be too bad, at least at his house we'll be sleeping in different beds"

They all had dinner and went to get ready for bed.

"I'm going to have a shower, if you're ready before me can you pause the movie and wait for me?" Killua asked

"Sure" Gon replied has he takes his pyjamas out of his bag. Killua then walks into the bathroom and turned on the shower and got undressed as he waits for it to heat up.

"Although I prefer having a shower in the morning, this way I don't need to see Gon getting changed, I went crazy just seeing him in his underwear, I'm not sure how I'll handle anything else." Killua thought to himself as he got undressed. After his shower he left the bathroom to find Gon tucked up in bed in his pyjamas and his big brown eyes poking out of the blanket with the remote ready to press play.

"Gon looks too cute li- Dam it Gon stop it!"

"Press play!" Killua yelled as he jumps in bed and scampers under the covers and the stuck his head out. The TV began to play.

"WELCOME TO THE SCREAM! RATED M!" It was a scary movie but Killua didn't find it too bad. Gon however spent most of the movie jolting and coving his eyes.

"That was great!" Killua said ecstatic!

"Next time let's choose a comedy!" Gon said as he got out from the blankets he was hiding in.

"Night Gon"

"Night Killua!" Gon replied as he placed his head on the pillow. If Gon had one talent, it was falling to sleep at God like speeds. Gon was there sleeping next to Killua slightly snoring as Killua just lied there watching him.

"It's not fair! You got it so easy, being so oblivious to everything!" Killua just laid there both admiring and envying Gon. Gon was a bit more lively tonight as he rocks back and forth in his sleep whispering.

"No, stay away!" Gon quietly was whispering over and over again.

"He must be having a bad dream."

"STAY BACK!" Gon's screams where getting loader and loader as rolled around on the bed more and more violently.

"GET BACK!" The yells got even loader

"Gon wake up!" Killua said shaking him awake. Gon immediately threw his hands around Killua.

"Gon you ok?" Killua said calmly comforting Gon.

"It was horrible!, You where there and.." Gon sniffed " You ran from me..you just kept running. then once I finally caught up to you, you just started yelling about how You'll kill me and everybody I knew!" Gon went into detail about his dream with his arms still around Killua like a tight sweater and Killua could help but feel guilty about what 'he' did in Gon's dream.

"Gon.. you know I would never do any of that!" Killua said

" I know! That's why it frightened me so much" Gon said still not releasing Killua.

"I would never kill you or Kurapika, Leorio on the other hand..." Killua said with a devilish smile.

"That's not funny!" Gon yelled back finally releasing him

"I'm sorry, Do you think you can sleep now?" Killua asked softly

"Yea... thanks Killua for being my best friend!" Gon said as he looked up at Killua with his brown eyes that make Killua melt.

"you idiot, go back to sleep" Killua said as he looked away trying to hide his embarrassment .

"Get some rest, we have a long trip to whale island tomorrow!" Gon said as he lied down and he went to sleep as quick as a flash.

"get some rest? good one Gon" Killua smothered his face in a pillow. The same symptoms where happening. Killua could stop thinking about Gon and what he saw.

"his eyes are so adorable, they haven't changed a bit since 3 years ago but looking at them now I just get lost!, I need to calm down. I can't be feeling this way" Killua stopped his train of thought and made a decision that he needed some fresh air and was about to get up when Gon suddenly started the same pattern again.

"He's not going to wake up again is he? I'm not sure I could take it" Killua held his breath and crosses his fingers and Gon rolled strait up to Killua and grabbed him hugging him tightly. He was still asleep but Gon appeared to have calmed down. The opposite happened to Killua his face went a deep shade of red Killua didn't know existed and his heart pounding like a drum.

"Are you doing this on purpose?" Killua was try desperately to control his thoughts distracting himself with maths equations.

"ok what is five time five plus eleven. well I know th-" As Killua's plan was working Gon begun to hug Killua tighter pressing his face into Killua's chest.

"Stop it idiot!" Killua whispered to himself

"He's adorable!"

"This isn't something I'm into!"

"I can feel him breathing on my chest"

"Why can't he just do this with a girl?"

"Because if he did. I'll kill her"

"Why am I thinking things like this?"

"because, I love Gon."

A/N: Real quick question should I change it the M Instead of T? keep in mind this is only the very light stuff so far.

I'm getting these chapters out at a nice pace. I was afraid that this would get repetitive but I feel like in the end it turned out quite well if you ask me.

Please review it's the only way I have to know what you guys think.