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Chapter 8 A New Brother

Sam had so much that he wanted to say to Dean, but he realized that this was John but his brother all the same. All it would take now is getting to know John as a brother and friend.

"I want to help you with this, John. Like Dean has always helped me." Sam spoke about to John about his fear.

"Why?" John asked in suprise.

"Because for one you are my brother and that's what brother's do. Another reason is because my brother loves cars...and I hate for that part of you to be gone." Sam answered quietly.

"I still love cars, I just love them from afar. Since I am or was Dean, then I can saftely tell you that you don't owe me a damn thing, Sammy." John answered with a grin. "Besides, you seem the type that would tell me that fear is healthy." He added with a laugh.

"Yeah maybe I am that type of guy, but I can count on one hand how many times I have seen my big brother scared, and each time I was the one gushing blood all over the floor." Sam responded without a thought.

"Why... I mean I...Dean didn't hurt you did he?" John asked with a fire in his eyes like he was ready to kill, Dean which would have been tricky and painful.

"No, no, nothing like that. You see our Dad, John Winchester he's kinda like a bounty hunter and sometimes we would go along with him." Sam tried to explain.

"Yeah well then our father is an idiot, what kind of Dad takes their kids into danger like that?" John stated angrily.

"Most of the time it was alright because, you were there to watch out for me. Most of the time he'd leave us at a sleezy motel." Sam explained as he tried to hold back laughter at how his brother had described his father.

"Sammy, why didn't we just stay with our mom. I mean who watched us all of those times?" John asked curiously.

Now Sam understood the reason that Dean would ask him to stop asking questions when he was younger, but he'd do what his brother had finally done for him. And tell him his own version of the truth and without their dad's journal for his brother to snoop around in maybe it would work.

"Our mom died in a house fire when I was 6 months and you were four." Sam explained using the same words Dean had on him.

"I guess that explains why I don't like fire." John answered quietly.

Sam swallowed hard. It wasn't like he had never noticed the way Dean would stiffen up when they would light up some bones. His brother just hadn't admitted it so openly before.

"Yeah, I guess it does...but my point is that you wouldn't stop going to cook outs because they have an open fire would you." Sam answered as he came up with a plan.

"No, but that's just because my love for red meat cancels out my fear of fire." John said with a chuckle that immediatley stopped as he heard Sam turn on the car.

"Sammy...what are you doing? Please turn it off. I can't." John begged with his eyes wide in fear and all the breath left his body.

"Whoa calm down big brother, the car isn't moving alright." Sam said in what he was hoping was a calming voice.

"You don't understand, I can't." John said with tears in his eyes as he quickly jumped out of the car and took off in the rain.

"Damn it!" Sam swore as he banged his hand against the stirring wheel.

For an instant Sam thought about going after his brother, but quickly decided that he had caused enough damage for one day. In the end he would just wait until tomorrow and hope that John would except his apology.

TBC

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