( Yay my birthday is today :D so here is chapter two, I might actually release another chapter later today because I feel like it. If you want to leave a review, I'd like that : ) Enjoy! )
Chapter two: Disperse
I'm slipping through the cracks of a dark eternity
With nothing but my pain and the paralyzing agony
To tell me who I am, who I was
Uncertainty developing my mind, until I can't break free
' Master...answer me... '
I sigh, irritated. Like always, there is never an answer. I looked at the screen, narrowing at my reflection. He, other then Master, was my only friend. I smiled a little. He copied. Was I really this hopeless? I guess so...I heard Master call me 'Taro' to some people, but when he was seemingly talking to me, my name has always been Kaito. So I decided to call my friend Taro.
" Taro, " I mumbled, " Do you think I will ever become human? " I raised an eyebrow. He did the same.
' Talking to myself...' I looked down. ' Then again, who else do I have to talk to? '
" Taro...do something... " This is pointless. I groaned, stomping off into the opposite direction of my reflection. I want to cry, but I don't know how. I don't know if I even can. I thought for a little while longer about what ' life ' is. Are human emotions what I feel? Wait...why am I even thinking about this. I'm a program, nothing more. I grunted, walking back over to where Taro lingered.
" I'm just a fucking joke! " I choked, kicking at the screen. I felt something surge up my spine. It was pain.
" Arghh! " I fell back onto my knees. I looked at my right hand. It was gone. My eyes widened.
" W-what... " I trembled. It's like my hand had disintegrated. It didn't take long before my other hand started to do the same. I was freaking out.
" Ah! " I resorted to stand up, but my legs gave out. I opened my mouth, but this time nothing came out. The computer turned on. Master looked pleased about something. Is he...erasing me?
I don't know what to think anymore.
