( Hey guys, here is chapter 4. Decided to write it right when I got up. And just in case you were wondering, the four peice bits at the top of every chapter is from the English version of Bad Apple. And sorry this chapter took a little longer, school, but here it is now! Enjoy :D )
Chapter 4: The Meaning of Life is...
You can tell me what to say; you can tell me where to go
But I doubt that I would care, and my heart would never know
If I makes another move there'll be no more turning back
Because everything will change, and it will all fade into black.
生命の意味はある…
The meaning of life is...
I opened my eyes. It was all a dream. A dream...how?
' I must've shorted out or something when I kicked the power surge of the screen ' I thought. I sighed to myself, hugging my knees in the darkness. I was right near the looked at me with a tired expression.
" What do you want, Taro? " Scooting away from the glass so Taro couldn't mock me anymore, I looked up to the computer's 'ceiling'.
' It must be nice to look up and see the stars and the moon in the real world '
There's nothing there. How boring.
I don't even know what my main purpose is, why Master seems to even be the least bit interested in me. All I know is it has something to do with notes and words. I've always wondered what a lot of these characters mean. I can think and I can speak, but I've never really known what I'm saying or even what my thoughts are telling me. It's like my own language, maybe if I was human nobody would be able to undersatand me, anyways. Thrown in front of the computer screen are these random characters. It almost looks like a chicken ran across the page with ink on his foot, but it had to mean something, right?
I'm probably not making any sense but...I just...can't explain it...The only thing I've ever really been able to pick up was a name, though, I have picked up a few words from Master.
To live, to cry, to run, to sing, to laugh, to be alive...
Simple meanings like that.
" Nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah... " I sing queitly, making up my own lyrics. My song.
I tapped the ground with my foot.
" Moments that seem like they can change both me... " I sung.
If I can become human, I would give up everything I have...My voice, my reflection...
Even Master...