Perfect Tradgedy
"The thing about happiness is that it doesn't help you to grow; only unhappiness does that."
Lana Turner
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Chapter 12
August
Kagome POV
Time has come and gone for our young heroine. Her heart couldn't seem to mend itself. It couldn't get over Jacob. A bond so great and lasted so long. She was a vampire. How was that? Was it one of the things she was cursed with than being that Shikon no Miko? It captured her mind and demanded for her to find out. She went to the library and check the computer so many times. Where was it that a vampire had blue eyes. It didn't take long for her to find out that she was probably born that way.
Most vampires had gold or red eyes. Depending on what they drank from. Animal or human. Kagome knew she liked blood but she didn't need it. Why was Jacob so apprehensive about her? She didn't know. How come she was always the one to be hurt? Couldn't she be able to be happy for once in her life? Despair and misery was a constant companion of Kagomes. It always had been. Things weren't going to get easy and even her heart knew that.
What was going on?
Jacob POV
Jacob sat on his bike and stared at the horizon. Some of the blues of the falling sky were the colors of Kagome's eyes and he could see them. They pierced inside of his mind. He loved her and missed her greatly. He shouldn't have reacted the way he did and he knew it. But what was he supposed to do? Not react when she was obviously a vampire and had never told him? He couldn't get it out of his mind. Who had she been a vampire? Blood-sucker's usually, no scratch that, never aged. They were stuck permanetly at one age.
Why was Kagome so different?
oOo
September
Kagome POV
It had been a month.
The pain was still edvident.
She gathered herself and got ready for school. To save herself the pain, she no longer spoke to Billy Black. It helped with the pain. Everything was probably a fourth better than it had been for her. She looked at the jewel around her neck. Maybe she could just wish to be happy but she knew that she couldn't. The jewel would go currpt and kill every human that walked the earth. Was it truly worth protecting with all of the possible harm that it could be to others?
She deemed it worthy.
She headed out the front door and started up her car and went to school. Bella riding with her. Bella had found out what had happened to Kagome and was saddened. She didn't know that Kagome was a miko or a vampire. She just knew the basics. It was just enough to keep her safe from harm. Bella and her started to become close. This was a new thing for her. Usually, her and Bella would just fight but with the sudden heart break. They just stayed away from each other.
Jacob POV
He couldn't get her out of his mind. It was as if she had to permanetly stay there and hide. He missed her so much. More than he had ever missed someone in his life. Why couldn't she come back to him? It didn't matter anymore to him but it had too. When was he going to tell her? Tell her that he was a werewolf and that he hated vampires. Nothing clicked and everything was not alright. What was going on? Was she doing alright? Was she eating?
He knew nothing.
He started school the same time that Kagome had. Did she even go to school? It didn't matter. He just wanted to forget her and move on with his life. But why couldn't he?
oOo
October
Kagome POV
School had only been in session for one month and Kagome was still top of her class. She was happy about that but she wanted Jacob. The person that she had been in love with for a long time. The only person that could probably mend her at this moment. She knew that he held a large piece of her heart. That she couldn't deny. Kagome didn't have time for friends but she still spoke to each and everyone of them. They were some of the most important people in her life.
They held a role.
Kagome noticed that Bella had begun to hang out with the Cullens. She was all right with that and hoped for the best for her elder sister. She still kept to herself. She was silent and only found the time to read. She had read all of the books in her school library's fiction section. All of the classics and new ones. Some were just plain boring but it gave her something to do with her time. Anything else, she could have to leave Forks. She wanted to leave.
She wanted to be happy. Was it something to gain or ask for? She wasn't sure of anything anymore. Should she? The love of her life had abandoned her. Was anything going to change? Unhappiness. It's still there. Stalking her and wanting her to submit to it. Wanting her to do something that would screw everything up for her. Unnervingly, Kagome knew that something was going to add itself to the equation. Something unknown was coming for her.
She didn't know what.
Jacob POV
Two months.
It was a long time.
A long time to be alone. He was used to this for some odd reason. He was still doing the same in school. He rode his bike to fight back the pain that was clumped near his heart. It was straining to rise every day and see her smile in the back of his head. He wondered if she was thinking about him. Wondering if everything was all right with him as he did for her. The swimming memories, just kept playing in the back of his mind. Her taste, touch, and smell drove him wild.
He wanted her kiss to come back to life.
oOo
November
Kagome POV
"Kagome, you need to snap out of this," said Bella.
Kagome looked up at her.
"Why," she replied.
"Because you are just whithering away up here."
"Why do you care," she asked.
"Because Kagome, I love you and am your sister. No matter what."
Kagome smiled. "Maybe you have a point. It has been a long time hasn't it?"
"Yes."
Kagome laughed. "Just give me a little more time. Please."
Bella looked at her reluctantly.
"Alright, Kagome. But just for you because I love you sis."
"I love you too," Kagome replied as she watched her sister walk out of the room.
Maybe she needed this.
Jacob POV
Billy dragged him up the stairs of his home. He needed to talk some sense into Jacob. He knew that his only son was in pain. He wanted to help and would try his best. Once he got to the last step, he could see his son running over to help him up. He smiled. Jacob had always been a good child and would continue to be so in the eyes of his father.
"Are you all right dad," he asked.
"I'm fine, but Jake we need to talk," Billy replied.
"About what?"
"Kagome."
He could sense the pain in his sons eyes.
"I don't want to," he said stubbornly.
Billy held his arms out to his son and hugged him. "We need to," he said.
"Why?"
"You've been in pain much too long, my son."
"So?"
"It's time you moved on."
"I know, dad. I know."
"That's good."
"I need time."
"I will give it to you," Billy replied as his son picked him up and took him back down stairs and placed him back into his chair.
The boy would move on.
oOo
December
Kagome POV
Had Bella's words gotten through to her?
They had and they were loud and clear and echoed inside of her mind. She had to get over him and she had. It would be hard to find another love like that but she knew that it she tried then it would be possible; even for someone like her. Kagome gathered herself and placed her hand on the door. She smiled and patted the old door and walked down into the kitchen. She was whole again and she was going to show it. She walked up to Bella and hugged her.
"Thank you," she whispered in her ear.
Jacob POV
He finally smiled.
He had moved on for the better. It would be a long time to find such a love but if he found it once then he could find it again. He left his bike and home behind. He walked over to the cliffs of La Push and jumped. Once he came up, he felt as if he were breathing for the first time. His heart was still in pieces but at least he was still in one piece. He could finally begin the healing process. The process would probably take years but at least he would be happy with what he had.
This was the beginning of forever.
A/N: I decided to do this in two POV's because I knew that you guys probably wanted to know what both of them are going through. It's hard to go through something like that but we all eventually move on. As they say, Time heals all wounds. XD. You know it's been a year since I've actually written a new chapter. Bet you didn't know that. :D. Thanks to those who reviewed. Please R&R and I might just update! *Hint hint wink wink*
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