Hi! Sooorry for the wait, I just- I have a life to attend to, even though it's as boring as hell, I have to. I've also been having personal problems and since I've got no one to help me, I just needed some time for myself. To the point, as I promised this chapter is kind of like 2x08 (flashback style). Let me explain a bit why I'm doing this, I feel like you guys have waited way too much for some Aimily action but they still have to figure things out, I don't like those stories were they're straight up together so yeah. But since you guys have remained loyal to my fanfic I'm writing this sort of romantic and sexy chapter. It's placed back when they were in Japan and they're already dating, kinda after that flashback I wrote, the one where Emily tells him she's a virgin. Oh and it's going to be written in both Emily's and then Aiden's POV. Next chapter will be right after last chapter, hopefully you don't get so lost. If you like it, review :)

Emily/Amanda's POV

"I'm so tired, Takeda is going to end up killing us with all this training!" I say as I walk with Aiden by my side. We're heading to his room after a long day of training. Takeda made us train from 6 o'clock in the morning to 9pm.

"Yeah well it's worth it, right?" He answers. "Because of this you'll get to revenge your father's death and clean his name."

I think about it for a second and reply. "You're missing something."

"You'll make Takeda proud?" He tries to guess it.

"Nope"

"You'll see your house again?"

"No"

"You'll...I don't know" He gives up.

"It's worth it because I met you here, dumbass" I tell him.

I'm not like this usually, so openly about my feelings, but he has this effects on me and opening up is one of them.

"Oh, I'm glad I met you too" He answers, wraps an arm around my waist and kisses my temple.

I like it when he hugs me, it makes me feel comfortable and safe.

We keep walking, then Aiden opens the door to his room and we enter.

He lets go and speaks "I'm taking a shower." He takes off his shirt and his pants in a flash. He stands there in only boxers to and I can't help but stare. His stomach completely toned probably from all the training and his muscles are showing everywhere. "You like the view?" He says and smirks.

"I-" I clear my throat nervously. "I wasn't looking." I feel my cheeks heat up. Why does he have to have this effects on me?

"Oh okay, you tell yourself that." He laughs. "Stay here if you want, I'll be out in a minute." He goes into the bathroom.

He looks so sexy like that. I've never felt this way before, he's making me feel things in a weird way. I'm constantly thinking about him, about us kissing, about us touching, but then I remember that I'm still a virgin and that stops all my daydreams. I told him two or three days ago that I was a virgin and he took it so well, he was happy and sweet but I'm still scared. I mean I want to I swear I want to, but I can't help but think about the fact that he has slept with someone before and I might not be as good at it as that person was. What if I'm terrible and he doesn't want me anymore? What if he likes it so much that it becomes one of those 'all about sex relationships'?

I can't believe I'm being so girly right now. I have to have courage, I'm a strong and careless woman. I can do this, it's easy, I can do it. I can actually do it right now. Why not? I start taking my clothes off as I walk towards the bathroom.

I enter the bathroom fully unclothed and he's in the shower, his back towards me. Okay this is it, I can do this. I take a deep breath before stepping inside the shower. He doesn't seem to notice me probably because the water is running and he couldn't hear me, so I wrap my arms around his waist from behind and place my hands on his abs. I feel him tense and I start running my hands up and down his stomach to calm him. I know exactly why he's acting this way, we've never showered together and he's not sure what to do because he wants to give me time and he doesn't want to rush things.

"It's okay" I whisper in his ear making sure that my lips touch his skin. My hands start wandering downwards and I can't stop, it's feel good.

He growls and finally turns around. He grabs my sides tightly, brings me closer to him and presses his mouth again mine. He kisses me rather harsh and I catch up immediately. I slide my tongue inside his mouth and we fit instantly. We until we both run out of breath and stop.

"I...want...you" I say between breaths and push my lips against his once again.

He kisses back and I bring him even closer, our wet naked bodies touching. I feel butterflies in my stomach as I feel his groin against my skin. This might seem like a rush but I really want him, he's the one, I can feel it. He grabs my right leg and wraps it around his side. He rubs it as I start kissing down his neck. I bite hard and lick the swollen flesh making him growl, lift my head and bring his mouth to mine.

Everything's perfect, this feels right, until he suddenly pulls away. He lets go of my leg and my lips and just backs up.

"I'm sorry" He says after catching his breath. "I just- you want me? What's that supposed to mean?"

What? Where's this coming from? Why did he stop? "You know what it means. Are you seriously gonna make me say it?" I reply.

"I think I know what you meant, but Amanda are you sure? I thought you were waiting till you got married or something."

"What? No, I never said that." I answer trying to forget about the fact that we're both naked. "I'm not waiting, I told you I just hadn't met the right person."

"Amanda I don't wanna rush you into anything. Are you sure you're ready? I mean there has to be a reason why you wouldn't have done...it before."

"I'm telling you the truth Aiden! I've never thought about waiting till I got married because that's most likely never gonna happen in a life like mine but I have been waiting to find the right guy, the one and only you know." I feel myself blushing. "I know we've been together for a while and I haven't done anything because I was scared!"

"Of what?" He asks softly.

I look down ashamed as I answer "Not being good enough."

He puts his fingers under my chin and lifts my head making me look at him. "Why would you be scared of that?"

"Because y-you have slept with other women before and what if I'm not like them? What if I suck at it? What if they're a million times better than I am? My body and my experiences are not like theirs, Aiden!"

"What are you talking about? You think I care about those chicks? You think I compare you to them? You're gorgeous and you shouldn't be comparing yourself to other girls!" He replies angrily.

"I'm sorry but I do! I compare myself because I'm scared that I won't be enough for you! I mean look at yourself, you've probably slept with hundreds!" Oh my god, I can't believe I said that. I didn't want to, I was nervous and it just came out.

"How many girls do you think I've slept with?" He spits back.

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean that, I meant to say that with that body- whatever!"

"Just say what you need to say Amanda" He says.

"I'm guess I'm kinda scared but I am ready, you are the one I want to have sex with for the first time Aiden, you are the one!"

I stare at him as I calm myself down. I don't even get why we're fighting. This was going great, I was actually enjoying it, but this had to happen.

Aiden's POV

Even though she just called me a man whore, I know and hope that's not what she meant. She literally just told me she wants me to be her first and she wants it now, but I can't. I can't let this special moment for her be so simple and ordinary, it should be a big thing. Why not? I could prepare something cute and girly for her, but I just need to get out of here to do that. She's probably wondering what I'm thinking right now, I better answer.

"I can't do this, I just can't..." I say as I walk past her and step out of the shower. I grab a towel, wrap it around my waist and exit the bathroom.

I don't wanna leave her there, sad and lonely, thinking I'm mad at her, but I have to otherwise my plan won't work. I need her to believe I'm mad at her so she won't be around while I prepare her surprise, which I still don't know what's going to be.

"Aiden wait!" I hear her from behind. I don't turn around or else I'll loose the act to those beautiful brown eyes. "Aiden, I'm sorry." She says softly as she puts her hand on my shoulder. "I didn't mean to say that, I swear, I-"

"I think you should leave." I cut her off. As bad as it feels to do this to her, I need her out.

She stays silent for a few seconds before answering "Okay, I'll go." I hear her fiddling with her scattered clothes and in less than minute she's dressed. "I'm sorry..." She whispers after walking out the door.

I let out a breath I didn't know I was holding. Okay, I need to get my plan started. Since it's like 10pm tight now, it will have to be tomorrow. I just hope she doesn't get too upset tonight. I know exactly where I'll take her to have some more privacy than this rooms. I know how much women love red roses so I'll go by some tomorrow morning to the small village near us. I have a lot to do in little time but I'll do anything for her. I grab my phone from my nightstand and dial Ava. She's friends with Amanda and me and I need some girl help here.

"Hello?" She answers her phone.

"Ava, I'm gonna need you to help me with a mission." I tell her.

"Who did you kill and why?"

"No one, it's a different kind of mission."

"Okay, what would that different kind of mission be..?" She asks me.

"Girl advice, I guess?" Oh god, that sounded so bad. "I mean, I need your woman point of view about something"

"You're starting to scare me, you are the most masculine of all the friends I've made here." She laughs.

"Thank you, but seriously I need you."

"Okay, spill it." She says simply.

"I want to make something for Amanda." I say.

"Like...what? C'mon spill it once and for all!"

"She's a virgin and it's going to be our first time doing it." I answer rapidly.

"Oh" She laughs. "Really? That's so sweet, oh my god!"

"Yeah and I need your help, I want this to be perfect."

"I'm in!" She says.

"Thanks Ava, can you not go to training tomorrow?" I ask her.

"Sure, Takeda's bitting the hell out of us anyway, I'll happily skip the day." She replies.

"Okay then thanks again, see you tomorrow."

"See ya!" She answers like a typical American.

Tomorrow is going to be be perfect, Amanda will love it.

Amanda's POV

Things have been different today. Aiden and Ava skipped training but I saw them at breakfast together. I know they're friends but he usually sits with me. Is he still mad about yesterday? Why wouldn't he be, I practically called him a whore. At least training was hard so I took it all out and Takeda still thinks I'm the best. My life has become a rigid schedule of training, eating and Aiden. Sleeping is out of the picture most nights because I get this nightmares about my dad dying and some other terrible stuff. One night about a week ago, Aiden fell asleep in my room and I didn't get any nightmares, he makes me feel so safe. I just had to ruin it all up as always. Maybe I'm just not meant to be loved by others? I'm just gonna assume so and keep walking towards my room to sleep. Yeah, I'm going to go to sleep and cuddle up alone in that stupid mattress that Takeda calls beds. He says that a true ninja does not care sleeping on the floor, that we should be thankful for our nice little beds. Yeah, our 'beds' are practically as thick a pillow, and not a very expensive one.

I open the door to my room and the lights are on. What? If it's not me, it's usually Aiden but he's mad at me. Guess I won't be sleeping anytime soon until I figure out who broke into my ro-

"Amanda!" Ava cuts my thoughts as she comes out of the bathroom. That's unexpected, what she doing here?

"Ava! How did you..." I point at the door behind me.

"Yeah I didn't break in, though that would have been pretty badass, I have a key." She answers.

"But the only person that has a copy is-"

"I know that's why I'm here, he gave it to me." She tells me cutting me off once again.

Why would Aiden send Ava to my room? "Why didn't he come himself?"

"He's busy."

"Busy, huh? I imagined 'cause you guys didn't come to training today and let me warn you, Takeda is furious."

"Yeah, we knew he would be anyway." She shrugs her shoulders. "But to the point, you girl have to change from that-" She points at my sports clothes "to that." She points at a gift box on top of my bed.

I haven't seen that before, she's must have brought it here. "What's that?" I ask.

"See for yourself." She replies.

I move past her and lift the box from it's spot. I hesitate for a few seconds but then open it to find the last thing I would have thought of. Underwear, laced underwear. "Care to explain?" I ask as I take out a black laced bralette from the box.

She gives me an innocent look and says "I'm not supposed to tell, but he searched for the only boutique in this god damn island and bought the most expensive underwear they had. If I were you I would put that on but right after taking a shower." She pinches her nose. "You kinda stinky" She smirks.

What's going on? I search through the box and find a little card saying 'A little gift for my one and only -Aiden'. Wait, he's not mad? Why is he giving me this things? Is he planning to, wait, are we going to...no it can't be, he's angry with me. He must be taking me out on a date, yeah this is only a date. But why is he giving you fancy underwear? He's never done that before, I tell myself. Oh my god, I know I wanted this but I'm still a girl and I'm allowed to get nervous. I just want to look perfect and be perfect for him, another one of his effects.

"Hey Amanda!" Ava takes me back to reality. "Shower?" She points to the bathroom.

"Oh yeah, I'm going." I answer as I put the gift down.

I walk into the bathroom, close the door and look at myself in the mirror. I don't know how I got so lucky to have an amazing guy like Aiden, but I know one thing for sure, he's the one.

Aiden's POV

I'm so nervous, it feels as if it was my first time. I've been working in this surprise all afternoon, I just want everything to be perfect. A little while ago I was jogging deep in the forest and I found this isolated old cabin in the middle of it. And since the rooms back in the training center are so not private, I decided to make it here. I've been cleaning, decorating, refreshing this place on my own. At least this cabin has a double bed unlike those 'mattresses' we have back in the rooms. Ava also helped me with the shopping and getting Amanda here. She should have gotten here by now and I'm starting to get worried that she'll never come. Maybe she's mad at me from yesterday, I mean I practically ran off after she told me she wanted to have sex with me. I'm in a fancy white shirt and some very nice pair of jeans just for her and she ain't showing up. I even made brownies and poured two glasses of wine. What if she doesn't come? Is all of this going to be a waste? I thought she was ready. Maybe I'm pushing her too fast or maybe she regretted sleeping with me. No, that's not like her, she wouldn't do that. Would she?

Then I hear it, finally, footsteps walking through the fallen leafs of the forest. I run to the window and see her. She looks gorgeous in her short and loose little white dress. Okay this is it, you can do this. I move to the front door and open it without waiting for her to knock.

She sees me, smiles shyly and says "I followed the path of red roses."

I can't help but smile. She looks so cute, so vulnerable. "Come in." I say.

She smiles, walks up the stairs of the cabin and enters.

I close the door behind her as I hear her talk. "Oh my god, Aiden, this is...amazing."

"You deserve it." I step behind her and rub her arms.

She leans into my touch and says "I don't."

That stops me. I let go of her and gently turn her around. "You do."

"I was awful with you last night. I didn't mean to say that, but I don't know why I did. I'm just such a jerk with everyone and even when I don't want to, it's true. I don't deserve this, I don't deserve any of this, I don't deserve you-"

"Stop right there." I cut her off. "You are a good person who has gone through so much and for that you deserve the world, you really do." I place my hand in her cheek.

She places her hand on top if mine and says "I meant the other things I said though."

I grab her by the hand and pull her to the table. It's old and little so I took care of that with a nice white tablecloth.

I open the chair for her. "Ladies first" She chuckles and sits down. I go into the kitchen, take out the brownies I cooked from the oven and put on the table.

"You cook?" She asks amazed.

"Well," I answer as I take out a bottle of red wine. "I wouldn't call it cooking, but I do my best."

I pour two glasses of wine and hand her one. Then I hand her a piece of brownie and take one myself. I sit down facing her.

She smirks and says "Alright Aiden Mathis, let's see how well you're at the kitchen." Then she takes a bite.

This is the part where all women test their men, if they can cook. Please like it, please like it.

I notice her furrowing her brows and I get immediately worried. Oh my god, this woman has this weird effects on me. Like this one right now, I can't stop worrying that something might not be perfect. Maybe I just need to relax, but this effects won't let me.

Then her face changes and she laughs. "The look on your face is priceless! Relax, I loved it. You definitely have the skills to be a baker."

I let out a breath I didn't know I was holding. "Maybe we should give this all up and live out of a bakery."

That would be nice, to have a life with Amanda. It would be a dream come true. But we both know those are just dreams, we're here to revenge our families not to live a happy life.

She grabs my hand across the table bringing me back to the moment. "That sounds amazing, a future with you sounds amazing." She smiles at me sweetly.

I stare at her wondering if she really means that, if she truly wants a future with me. "Go ahead, eat it." I say.

And so she turns to her piece of brownie and I turn to mine. The light from the candles make her look stunning, she's so pretty.

After a few minutes of eating and drinking our wines in peace, she speaks again. "Aiden, can I tell you something?" I nod and she continues. "All my life I've felt- I've felt so...lonely, and the day I met you it all changed." She giggles softly. "I'm sorry, you know I'm not good at this. Now the world feels less of a nightmare, with you, it's as if there could actually be some happiness left in me. Aiden, I would put my life in your hands." She grabs my hands with hers.

I squeeze her hands, stand up making her stand with me, and bring her close to me. "And I would put mine in yours." I say as I cup her face and the lean in.

She kisses me softly and passionately at first, but then the kiss gets more heated. I rub my hand up and down her back as she wraps her arms around my neck. I let go of her lips and start kissing down her neck softly. She let's out a sigh and says "I'm ready, Aiden, take me to bed."

Emily/Amanda's POV

He stops everything he's doing and looks at me in the eyes after I say that. "You sure?"

I nod and smile shyly at him. I can't help but be nervous. I might not be a girly girl, but it is my first time after all.

"Come with me." He offers me to take his hand. I take it and he leads us towards a door near the living area. "Close your eyes." I do as I'm told. I hear him opening the door and we step in. He lets go of my hand but I don't move. "Okay now open them."

I hear his voice whisper in my ear from behind.

A gasp come out of me as I take a look around. There's candles making a trail towards the bed and around it too. The bedspread is red and there's a white rose lying on top of it. There's white Christmas lights hanging from the wall behind the bed. Everything looks so carefully done.

"Aiden, this is beautiful." I say.

"No, you're beautiful this is just an attempt." I blush at his remark. He steps towards and puts her hand on my waist. "Amanda, I want you to know that if you feel like stopping, anytime, you tell me. If you're uncomfortable or you don't longer want to do this you have to tell me. I don't want to force you to-"

I stop him by pressing my lips against him. "You're not forcing me to do anything, I want to." I say after we break the kiss.

He smiles and wraps his arms around me. I take a look at him, then at his shirt and then back at him as if asking for permission. He replies undoing his shirt himself and it's gone in seconds. I put my hands on his bare skin and kiss him. He kisses me back, passionately and steady, and I slip my tongue inside his mouth. His hands go to my thighs and slowly slip under my dress. When we break the kiss to take a breath, he slowly takes the end of my dress and starts pulling upwards as if asking for permission. I nod happy that all this cloth that's separating us is finally getting out of the way.

Once my dress is on the floor, he stares at me in my new lace underwear as if there's nothing else in the world. I just love everything he does to me, I love the way he touches me, and looks at me, and kisses me. "You are so beautiful." He says.

I blush at first, but then this sense of courage goes through me and I throw myself in his embrace, kissing him as if there's no tomorrow. He grabs my legs and makes me wrap them around his waist. Then he takes a few steps towards the bed caring me along and carefully places my back against it. I lay there as he quickly takes of his jeans and throws them across the room. He looks even sexier with those black boxers he's wearing as he hovers over me. He lowers his head and starts placing little kisses from the back of my ear to my neck and then down my collarbone. I grab a hold of his back as he goes further south, he's now right above my bra. But he stops, looks at me in the eye and asks "May I?"

Always a gentleman and I love that about him. I arc my back upwards and take it off myself. He takes that as a yes and continues his job. He kisses and bites one of my breasts as his hand gently massages the other.

I loose all control and sense, I'm loving the way his mouth feels on my skin. I've never felt like this before, so good, so safe, so loved.

Aiden's POV

I trail her flat stomach with kisses as I move south. Her muscles tense with my touch. She's so good, I love the salty taste of her body. But I stop once I reach the top of her underwear. I lower my cock on top of her and start rubbing it against her slowly. We're both still wearing our lower underwear but I like to tease her like this.

A moan scapes from her mouth and then she says "Aiden, please."

I softly smile, I'm loving the effect I have on her. I cling to the only cloth left on her body and take it out of the way. But I stop for a minute to look at her gorgeous body. Her stomach is toned, her muscles strong, her skin soft and her face, her face right now is priceless. I snap out of my little staring moment and continue taking my boxers off.

"Aiden, touch me" Amanda says in a husky voice.

"With pleasure my love." I answer as I bring my hand between her legs. I rub that part to get her a little more comfortable with me touching her. Another moan comes out of her mouth and that makes me want more. I slip two fingers inside of her and her moans become louder. Her nails cling into my skin as I push deeper inside of her.

"Oh Aiden, it feels so good!"

Once I finish my work down there, I move to her mouth again and kiss her softly and passionately. She kisses me back immediately and bites my lower lip as we part to breathe. Chills and desire rush through me as my naked body touches hers.

She looks at me in the eyes before saying "Aiden, you're the one I want, you are the one."

I love the way she's looking at me, with so much caring. "You're mine too, my one and only."

"Aiden, I want you, I need you." She whispers.

I get what she's referring to, this is it, she's ready. I'm nervous too, this is my first time with her but I'm not going to deny that I've been wanting to do this this for a while now.

I stare at her deep beautiful brown eyes for a few seconds and then answer "You're my one and only, Amanda, and you always will be."

Soo it took me a while to finish this but I hope you liked it. Next chapter will continue right after chapter.