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Chapter 11

Elsa just laid there. The doctors mouth moved but she couldn't hear anything. Her head was spinning, her eyes felt heavy. She blinked trying to keep them open, trying to come back, trying to fight back the sleep that was taking her body away.

"Elsa? Elsa, come on stay awake, you have to stay awake." The voice said. It was a soft voice, familiar to her, yet it felt so far away. 'Who are you?' Elsa wanted to say but couldn't manage. She pushed back the tired feeling that was trying to steal her away from this world.

Her eyes shot open. Her body shook, her fist clenched tight around a hand. There was a squeal off to the side. And then she was calm, her body aching and sore, but she sat up.

"Whoa, slow down there." A hands pressed against her shoulder.

"A-anna?" She croaked. A hand brushed a strand of hair from her face. Her eyes began to focus and a certain red head appeared above her.

The girl smiled above her. "I'm here my love, don't worry. I'm here." Anna whispered, stroking the blond girls hair. "Everything's is going to be okay."

"Wha-what happened?" Elsa asked, bringing her hand to the red's face making sure she was real.

Anna looked around the room to make sure they were alone. "You mean after our illegal drag race and after you were a total badass?" She smiled and laughed, returning to her seat next to the girl.

"I remember that part. It felt like a dream though." The blond sighed and sunk into her pillows.

"Oh trust me it was anything but a dream. Well after you invited me to your bed," Anna giggled, "you jumped in bed and rolled up in the covers like a cocoon, so I jumped on you trying to unwrap you. But I thought you were just playing around when you started like spazzing out. But then you were stopping. And I got scared, so I called an ambulance. Which by the way, the paramedics are really cool. Anyway something happened in the crazy head of yours or something. I don't speak doctor so."

By the time Anna had finished her story, Elsa's eyes were clamped shut, tears rolled down her face. "I-I'm sorry." She sniffled.

Anna was standing once again, "hey don't be sorry, it's okay. I'm just glad you are awake." She smiled down at her girlfriend. "Come on scoot." Anna pushed lightly on the blond's side, crawling onto the bed with her.

Elsa laid her head on the smaller girls shoulder and smiled. "I'm glad I have you."

Anna kissed the top of her head. "So, uhm. Please don't get mad but, I called your parents."

"You did WHAT!?" The blond girls face filled with anger. Her blue eyes peered down at Anna.

"Elsa they need to know. You can't just shut them out forever." Anna pleaded, she felt suddenly very very small under the furious gaze.

"I was doing just fine without out them." She tore her eyes away from the red head, trying to find a somewhere else to burn with her gaze.

Anna grabbed the patients hand, "they love you Elsa and they are coming by later today. Did you know your dad is my photography teacher? Isn't that cool?" But there was no answer to her questions. "Why don't you want them to know?" But once more her questions were met with a eerie silence.

They laid there, in silence. Anna had entangled herself around the other girl and drifted off to sleep. Elsa laid, holding the small sleeping beauty in her arms, and let her mind wander, looking for the pieces to her lost memories. 'Come on Elsa, think...think...think.' Her eyes sealed and the room around her disappeared, the heart rate monitor next to that was beeping left, the girl in her arms faded away, she was left in a room of white. 'Where are you little bastard.' Memories filled the blank room like paintings.

She put her brain on fast forward, playing through her life, every memory, every feeling, rushing back to her like a storm that never ends. When finally she watched as the Jeep slid by the semi, 'so that was real,' she smiled to herself. As they got back to the apartment and Elsa pulled Anna to her bedroom for the second time and then everything went black. The room went black, Elsa couldn't feel or hear anything. Her mind was blank. 'Sleep...DAMNIT!' She yelled at herself.

"Elsa, sweetie?" A voice called out in the darkness. "Elsa?"

Her eyes fluttered open. Standing in front of her bed was a blond woman and a man with short brown hair. Elsa frowned when she realized it was her parents. 'Could this day get any better?'

"Are you okay?" Her mother moved to the side Anna wasn't laying on. "We came as soon as we could."

But Elsa's eyes were focused at the man in front of her. "Why are you here?" She said annoyed. And to her surprise the man turned and went to the door.

"I'll be waiting outside." Was all he could muster.

Elsa tried not to move the girl in her arms and she faced her mom. "I'm fine." Trying her hardest not to sounds mean. "Why'd he come? He doesn't give a shit and we all know it." She spat looking towards the door.

Anna stirred slightly, not quite waking up.

"Elsa, please. He is your father. At least give him the respect he deserves." Her mother pleaded.

The two blonds looked looked at each other. "He didn't want me. He would have given me away, had you not been there. In his eyes, I am a disgrace. And you want me to respect that bastard?" She scoffed, anger had filled her heart, anger at her father, her mother for protecting him, and at herself.

"Look at yourself Elsa! You are in the hospital! Let us help you." The sorrow in the older woman's voice made Elsa cringe.

The younger blond stroked the red mane that spread over her. "I don't want your money. I've done fine on my own. Why are you even here? Even you think I'm the villain. I see it in your eyes. You think I'm the one that broke our family. You make me the monster because it's easier to live that way." Tears burned her eyes. "Don't lie and tell me I'm wrong. You know I'm right."

"Els-"

"Don't." She cut off. "Just don't. For so long, I thought of a different way to tell you guys. To make it less painful. To avoid something like this. But I'm happy. I'm happy in this life, I don't need your sympathy or your money. I have everything I need right here." Elsa pulled Anna as close as she could to herself. "She makes me happy, she has been there for me more in the past few months then you two have ever been in 17 years. Now please just leave, don't make things worse." Elsa's heart had relaxed...it had given up the hate she held on to for so long. Instead it filled with love and sadness. A sadness for her parents that they should miss out on something so beautiful.

"Elsa. I love you." Her mother cried and her hand rested on Elsa's leg. "Remember what I use to tell you? Why I could never leave your father."

"Once in love, Always in love." Elsa murmured.

The older blond nodded. "I see that now. You've made up your mind. You were always one to stick to it." She took a deep breath, "Just know, that if you need anything. Anything at all-"

"Actually. There might be one thing." Elsa said. Her mom looked at her, hope in her eyes.


Anna sat up pushing her hair back from her eye's. She spread her arms and yawned. Her eyes scanned the odd room for something familiar, when she was met with beaming blue eyes.

"Have a nice nap?" The familiar eyes asked.

Anna smiled at them. "Yes I did. Did your parents come yet?" She asked.

"Yeah, they did."

"And?"

"It was good...I needed it." Elsa looked deep into the green eyes that looked at her. "To let go."