The kissing scene! Finally! I couldn't wait to write it but it was challenging in the end. Because it was so important. I was thinking about making this 2 chapters but decided against it in the end. So there is a part which follows the episode up until the point it was showed and another part about what I thought happened between episode 6 and 7. Let me know if you liked it!

We are gonna be okay

(s01x06 – Part3/3)

The day just never wanted to end. The Visitors' Day and hiding in the cement factory's tunnels seemed like ages away when in reality it all happened that morning… It was pitch dark already and raining like hell. Rain was good actually. It calmed down the crazy, lunatic people in the town, the knowledge that it could rain under the dome bringing a sense of normality and a big amount of hope with it. People, who turned against each other before were helping each other the next moment to gather as much water as possible. The rain was good for once. Too bad he had always hated rain. Barbie thought as he was walking on the empty streets soaking wet from head to toe. He kept walking in the heavily pouring rain and he didn't even know where he was heading. Earlier they agreed with Julia to see each other but the day and the constant chaos that was Chester's Mill just got in the way. He was actually happy she was not around when the hell broke loose and people started to fight each other. She was after all always in the front line and he would have taken it badly if something would have happened to her. Still it felt just wrong that they could not just… talk. Talk about where they stood. But maybe it was better this way. He really needed to sort his shit out after today. He so easily attacked that man, he snapped so easily back to the man he used to be… Julia deserved a hero not a villain. So he walked alone in the middle of the night on the streets letting the rain soak his cloths and wash over his body. He decided to walk back to his car a bitter thought running through his mind. Would he ever have the chance to sleep in the guestroom of her house again or was the night three days ago the last one?

Suddenly a car stopped right behind him and the sound of a horn made him turn around. His heart skipped a beat when he recognized the car.

"Barbie." Julia's sweet voice drifted his way as she got out of the car soaking wet in the rain immediately. Her wet hair stuck to her face and neck, her clothes drenched but God she looked beautiful.

"I have been looking for you." She said as she ran to him. "You okay?" she asked as she stopped in front of him, they stood only inches from each other.

"Yeah. You okay?" He asked back looking into her blue eyes. She was mesmerizing and even though he knew she was not there when the fight broke out it made him let out a breath in relief seeing with his own eyes that she was okay. Being the reckless journalist she was, only God knows in what kind of trouble she could get herself into.

"Yeah. It's uh…" She started looking at their feet in embarrassment. "it's been a hell of a crazy day." She said finally with a heavy sigh.

"Yeah, I guess you could say everybody went a little crazy today." He nodded, staring at her not being able to take his eyes from her beautiful face all wet and pink. He had to psychically force himself not to reach out for her. She was standing so damn close, her body calling out to his, the air hot and heavy between them. Even in the pouring rain.

Suddenly she moved closer to him and her soft body leaned into his as she rested her head on his shoulder. His arm on its own accord reached out to caress her hair and to pull her closer. His whole body came alive with desire and his senses zeroed in on everything that was Julia.

"We are gonna be okay." She whispered into his neck.

We… Barbie took a shaking breath. There was a we. He knew perfectly well she was not referring to the town or its people. They were going to be okay. Slowly she pulled a bit away, their faces now only inches away and as their noses brushed and their breath mingled they looked at each other, their eyes heavy with want. Julia must have realized the situation at the same time as he did, as he felt her breathing hitch. If they took another step there was no coming back any more. He just needed to lean down a bit and he could finally taste her full lips he desired from the moment on he had lead eyes on her at the dome six days ago. She was looking at him with eyes full with want and still he was hesitating, he didn't know if he was allowed to take that final step. In any other situation, with any other woman he would have already taken her in his arms, kissing the hell out of her to tempt her into his bed and leave her before the sun came up. But he had changed and with her, with her he was utterly uncertain and careful and prayed to God he was not messing it up.

Julia reached out for his hand again. The second time that day. The touch was uncertain and soft but it gave him the final push he needed. He lifted his other hand to touch her face and exactly at the same time they leaned forward and their lips met for a sweet, innocent kiss. It was short and hesitant, like a teenager's first kiss but it broke the dam of emotion. The kisses that followed were anything but sweet and innocent. His lips ravaged hers until they bruised and she was kissing back with the same amount of passion and roughness. Their hands found their ways into each other's hair and the kisses became more forceful, deeper, filled with so much desire that it left them feeling dizzy and giddy.

He was kissing her like he had kissed none before. He took everything she had to give and also gave her everything he had in return; and that was new. He usually only took what he wanted but never really cared to give. He kissed her like he had to as if he would go crazy if he didn't. When they parted for much needed air they leaned forwards and their head touched lips close to each other. Slowly they opened their eyes. They shone bright with want. Without a word they turned and started to walk to the car. Their lips might have parted but their hands were still entwined. They did not need to say a word. Julia said everything already; they were going to be okay.

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The drive to Julia's house was a blurry. Mostly because Barbie felt he had only little control over his body and it was getting smaller and smaller with every passing moment. He actually had to close his eyes when the doors closed behind them with a load bang and they found themselves alone in the car's small enclosed place. The air was charging and heating up between them in record speed. Julia's breathing hitched and the muscles in his jaw twitched as he clenched his teeth to maintain his control. Finally with trembling hands she started the car. Barbie was sitting perfectly still in the passenger seat and was still way too aware of her every move and of every sign her body was giving away. She was fighting hard for her own control but as she threw a careful glance at him from the corner of her eyes he saw insecurity in her gaze.

"Dou you want to go back to your car?" She whispered her eyes fixed on the road.

"No." he let out a small laugh but did not dare to look at her. How could he even think about going anywhere else than to her when the memory of her lips on his were still burning in his mind. Besides that car was his old life. A life he did not want to go back to anymore.

"It can't be saved anymore?" She asked as she took a corner.

"No. Thank God." He murmured.

"You don't like your car?" She lifted an eyebrow. He was awfully quiet and still and it made her nervous.

"Not anymore." He answered referring more to his old life than to the car.

They finally stopped in front of her house and as the engine slowly died and silence filled the air. They got out of the car and walked up to the house without a word. Julia fidgeted with the keys and opened the door. Barbie stepped in and neither of them bothered to turn the light on. They stood in silent a few steps from each other. Barbie felt tension, want, desire and insecurity coming in waves from her body. He had picked on that insecurity in the car as well. Was she having second thoughts?

"If you…" Julia started down casting her eyes before she took a trembling breath. "I had the impression you…" She trailed off and finally looked into his eyes.

Barbie's eyes widened in realization. She was insecure in him! She clearly misinterpreted his tense behavior in the car.

"Julia." He said fully aware his voice was much deeper than usual. He reached out for her hand this time, pulling her to him as he bent his head to kiss her. He wrapped his arms around her tightly, his kisses were intense, urgent, desperate even. She groaned in response. Her hands were everywhere, on his back, around his neck, on his chest. Her fingers were running through his hair down his neck making him shiver and groan when she found that sensitive spot underneath his left ear. He left her lips and trailed a searing string of kisses down her jaw. His control started to shred when she let out a deep moan as he lightly nipped just between her collarbone and neck. With one swift motion he took her in his arms and without breaking the kiss took her upstairs to the bedroom.

So that was it. I hope you liked it!

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