Wow I'm one of the famous writers of the fandom now? That's weird... I remember a time back in my day when I had to pm people and ask them to read my stories ;u;

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I pushed the door open and awkwardly walked past Dib without a word. I could've sworn he'd said something as I passed but my mind was in a complete blank state from the kiss I'd just received. I made my way to my room and slammed the door shut before collapsing onto my bed.

After a few moments of laying face down I rolled over, a blush covering my face as I lightly held my hand up to my lips. "Damn you space boy…" I muttered through my teeth before sitting up. I glanced around the room until I spotted the familiar black case of my violin. I let my feet fall to the ground awkwardly as I contemplated playing it. I decided against it though and I climbed to my feet and walked over to the window. I grabbed my mp3 player from my dresser and put the earbuds into my ears, pressing shuffle. I smiled when the song "Rather be" by Clean Bandit began playing.

I stared out the window at the dark night sky, sighing deeply as I thought about how complicated my life had gotten.

"If you gave me a chance I would take it~" I sang happily along with the song. I held my arms up and mocked playing along with the violin with a smile etched across my face. "No place I'd rather be~" I sang. It's amazing how music can affect someone's mood.

A light tap on my shoulder made me jump and fall from the bench I sat on and into the arms of Dib. I hissed at him as I took my headphones out. "You scared me!" I growled. "Sorry… I knocked but your headphones were in" He said awkwardly. I nodded knowingly, unsure of how else to respond. "So did you need something?" I asked as I sat up and climbed back onto my seat.

"Yeah… Zim wouldn't tell me where you went so I thought I'd ask…" He paused.

"I just visited some old friends, met some new ones…. It was nice… sorry if I made you worry" I said apologetically as I turned off my mp3. He nodded and I could tell he was still concerned. "Alright… I'd better get home, I was supposed to leave a few hours ago…" He said as he climbed to his feet. I glanced up at him and sighed. "See you tomorrow I guess…" I said awkwardly. There was a long pause before he finally spoke. "Het Violet…" He paused. I stood up and stared at him at eye level with a raise eyebrow. "Yes Dib?" I asked after a moment.

His face suddenly covered in a light blush and I felt curiosity tugging at my insides as I waited for him to speak. He opened his mouth and stared me right in the eyes before finally speaking. "I was wondering if maybe… you'd like to go out with me?" He asked nervously. I tensed at his words, adrenaline and excitement kicking in as I searched my brain for the words to respond with. I could feel my heart beating out of my chest and I awkwardly

"Why is everyone trying to get with me?" I frowned in irritation . "What do you mean everyone?" He asked. "You, Zim, Daniel, seriously what the hell?" I sat down once more and sighed. "Zim tried to get with you?" Dib asked in astonishment. I nodded, slowly realizing what I'd just said.

"So Zim asked you out?" He asked. I nodded. "After kissing me…" I felt heat rise to my cheeks and I awkwardly looked away. An awkward silence filled the air. I finally glanced back up but when I did I just barely caught sight of his back as he walked from the room. I hopped to my feet and followed after him. "Dib!" I called as I watched him step into the elevator. The door shut behind him and I stopped and stared at the closed doors.

Irritation and impatience took over and I pried the doors open with ease then dropped down on top of the elevator. I opened the top of the elevator and jumped inside only to find it empty. I growled in irritation and pried the doors open once more and stepped into the kitchen. I saw Dib's trench coat as he passed through the living room and I ran after him. "Dib wait!" I called as I rushed out into the living room. He ignored me and I watched the door slam behind him. I ran across the empty living room and pulled the door open, sprinting across the cold concrete sidewalk.

I watched his back as I sprinted to catch up. Luckily I was fast and he hadn't gotten far. I tackled him as soon as he was within arm's reach and he grunted as our bodies collided. We both hit the ground with a thud and I sat up quickly and rolled his body over before sitting on top of him.

"Playing hard to get huh?" I asked playfully, slightly winded. He stared up at my in irritation and huffed slightly at my cheesy one liner. "What do you want?" he asked.

"You never let me answer" I said awkwardly, now realising I wasn't sure of what to say. He glanced up at me, half irritated and half hopeful. "Did you chase me down just to reject me?" He asked. I shook my head nervously and looked away. suddenly uncertain about my decision. My mind flashed to all of my past relationships and their horrible endings and the heartache I'd felt and I looked at Dib hopefully. He was different… right? "I…." I couldn't speak, a blush spread across my face. I looked everywhere but at him, but after a pause that was too long I could feel the anxiety radiating off of his skin as he visibly started to tremble ever so slightly.

"First answer me this…" I took a deep breath and he nodded.

"What do you like about me?" I asked confidently though secretly I feared his answer. He looked away in thought.

"Well… You're the most beautiful girl I've ever laid my eyes on.. You're really good at drawing and when I hear you play your violin my heart melts a little… you're sort of insane but not entirely and I love that- and the way your eyes light up when you're passionate about something and your eyes in general… I'm scared of looking into them because I'm scared I'll get lost…. and you're the only person to ever treat me like I'm not some weirdo… your personality is so amazing that anyone could fall for you if they just got to know you…" He said with a small smile as he thought outloud. He glanced back at me and I could feel the heat radiating off my face as I stared at him in almost shock.

He looked as if he were about to apologize but before he could I'd pressed my lips against his own, my eyes shut tightly as I kissed him passionately. I knew there was a time limit to these things but I didn't want to pull away, and seemingly he didn't want to either. I finally willed myself to pull away and when I did he just pulled me back in for another. I didn't deny it from him and the kiss quickly turned into a steamy make out session. Our tongues twisted around and I felt his lips curl up into a smile making me try my hardest to resist smiling myself.

After a few minutes though I pulled back, out of breath as I panted slightly and tried my hardest to hide it. He smiled up at me and I smirked back at him before saying, "That was the cheesiest thing I've ever heard." He frowned at me and we both laughed for a short moment, before he spoke, losing his smile. "I'm surprised you didn't say yes to Zim" He said in spite. I frowned slightly at that and looked away. "I'm not entirely sure Zim really likes me… maybe it's just lust driven… or maybe he's just got this "I see it and I want it" mentality… he's spoiled like that… and if I asked him why he liked me he wouldn't have an answer… so yes I want to go out with you" I said in thought while staring at him.

Dib smiled and we both stared at each other until it felt awkward. "Well…." I said, feeling suddenly awkward. I crawled off of him and stood to my feet, reaching out an arm to help him up. He took it and I lifted him up with ease, his feet even lifting off the ground for a split moment as I hoisted him up. We both smiled and he awkwardly rubbed the back of his neck. "What now?" I asked awkwardly. "I'm not sure… I didn't think I'd make it this far" He admitted. I laughed. "Well you did and I don't exactly have that much experience… I've only ever dated two people in my life" I sighed. "That's two more than me" He said with his own sigh.

I nodded and let out a yawn. "You should get some rest" He commented in concern. I smiled and nodded once more. "Yeah I've got more training tomorrow" I said as I leaned in and hugged him, ignoring the sound of a door opening that I heard in the distance. I pulled away and cringed at Zim's shrill voice as he yelled, "Violet! Sleeping time!"

We both laughed and I whispered in his ear, "Let's not tell Zim about this yet" before I lightly pecked his cheek. He smiled and nodded then we parted ways. I walked back up to the door of the house, ignoring Zim's glare as I passed him with a smile. "What were you doing with the Dib?" He asked. "Talking" I said nonchalantly as I plopped onto the couch, ignoring the squishing sound it made. It wasn't until I felt something seeping through my dress that I glanced down and started questioning mentally what it's contents were.

"About what?" Zim asked, his arms crossed in irritation. "Just stuff.. it's not important" I said. "If it is not important then explain to Zim why you were kissing the Dib-stink" He growled out. I froze and glanced up at him, a visible blush spreading across my face. "You… saw that?" I asked. "Yes, I saw you run out the door after prying the elevator doors open. Why were you kissing such a filthy human?" He questioned angrily. "I'm allowed to kiss whoever I want" I hissed sassily as I looked past him at the television. The angry monkey show was on again and I watched as the monkey stared at the screen. I wasn't sure whether or not to hope it might move but it didn't, except to occasionally grunt.

"No you can't!" Zim screeched. I glanced at him with a raised eyebrow. "And why not?" I retorted. "Because you belong to Zim!" He hissed like a spoiled child. I facepalmed and stood up, making another squishing sound as I walked out of the room, leaving little drips behind me. I walked up to the elevator, staring at it's broken doors as I stepped inside. Zim followed and stepped inside, his arms still crossed. "You're a very ungrateful hu-" He cut himself off and I tensed, a frown etching it's way across my face. "Ungrateful what?" I hissed through my teeth. He tensed and the elevator arrived at my floor so I stepped out, ignoring him as he stuttered and attempted to repair his mistake.

"Violet." He said seriously. I paused and glanced back at him, suddenly realizing his disguise was off. "When did he…?" I thought as I stared into his ruby colored eyes. He took a few steps closer and wrapped his arms around me, but I felt too lost in his eyes to even care as we both stared at each other. "W-what?" I stuttered out nervously, heat rushing to my cheeks.

He didn't answer, instead he pressed his lips against mine firmly, his eyes shut tightly. My eyes however were wide open in shock as adrenaline and panic kicked in. In a panic I did the only thing my mind could…

I punched Zim straight in the eye.

He fell back in shock before yelling out angrily. "WHY?" I backed away, unsure of what else to do. "Y-you can't just kiss me whenever" I said. "You let me kiss you not even an hour ago" He screeched. "So?" I asked loudly before whipping around and walking into my room, slamming the door behind me.

…..

I took off the sticky black dress and my soaked underwear from sitting on the couch then walked over to the closet and grabbed a fresh pair of underwear and slipped it on. I then walked over to my bed, too lazy and exhausted from the long day's events to put on any clothes. I crawled onto the bed and hid under the covers then closed my eyes, yawning as I slowly drifted off to sleep.

Then my eyes opened as I realised I wouldn't be able to sleep after such a long day.

"...Shit."

….

I yawned as I climbed out of bed and over to the window, staring out of it with tired eyes. I hadn't slept at all, and I could feel the dark circles under my eyes. It was hard to keep my eyes open, they stung so badly I felt them water. I walked over to my closet and grabbed a tank top and some shorts for my work out. Before I put my clothes on though, I began tying my hair up in a ponytail. Once I'd finished though, I heard my door slide open and I jumped with a loud hiss upon seeing Zim. I screamed in shock and his face tinted a darker shade of green as his eyes widened. "What the hell Zim!?" I screeched. He backed away slightly in shock. "Why are you naked?" He asked. "I'm trying to get dressed!" I hissed.

He nodded and his blush faded.

"Well?" I said in irritation.

"Continue" He said plainly.

My face turned red and I shook my head. "Get out Zim!" I said. "But I've already seen you" He said as he pointed one finger at me, his head tilted. I growled and unfolded the tank top then slipped it on, then slipped the shorts on, staring at the Irken all the while. He stared blankly and I glared at him as I walked past him and to the elevator.

…

"You both look like shit…" Dib commented as he set his things down on the table. I glanced up from my plate of eggs with a frown and then glanced at Zim's black eye. He looked at me and we both glared at each other before continuing what we were doing.

"What'd I miss last night?" He asked.

"Ask Zim" I scoffed in irritation.

"Zim?" Dib asked.

"You don't want to know" He said before standing up and leaving. I sighed and pushed the food away. "Are you okay? You look sick" Dib commented as he sat down. I frowned at him before nodding. "Couldn't sleep" I muttered. "Why not?" He asked. "Zim was being a little bitch" I said loudly so the alien could hear me. I heard him grunt in irritation from the living room.

"I think I'll skip on training today" I said. Dib raised an eyebrow. "You can't just skip- we're on a time limit" Dib said. "Well screw it all… let the dumb aliens take over. Maybe the world will be in better hands if Zim's dumb people are in contro-" I was cut off by the harsh sound of Zim slapping me across the face. I fell out of my chair upon the contact and looked up in shock at the angry Irken. "You humans really are pathetic!" He hissed out angrily.

My eyes watered in shock and I held my face in my hand as I stared back up at him. I tried to speak but could only choke on my tears. Dib stood up and said something but Zim ignored him and stepped over me, then grabbed me by my shirt and yanked me close to him. "You couldn't save them where you are now if the armada showed up today. You're weak- pathetic." He spat out. I tried my hardest to contain my tears as I glared back at him.

The only response I could manage was, "Fuck you…" in a weak and trembling voice. I wasn't sure why the words stung… maybe because it was true.. I wasn't fit to save an entire planet and I shouldn't have been given the responsibility.

I was snapped out of my thoughts though as his hand met my face once more in another harsh slap. I let out a whimper at that as the tears broke out of the corners of my eyes and I swallowed down hard. Dib's voice was muffled in the distance as I lashed out, anger taking over any reason. I punched Zim as hard as I could, watching as his body flew off of mine and landed across the room.

I climbed to my feet and quickly ran. I wasn't sure where to but I immediately regretted my decision to wear a tank top once I was out the door and hit harshly by the cold air. I squeezed my burning eyes shut as I ran, tears flowing out and blinding me either way.

….

I stopped, panting and sobbing as I looked around the unfamiliar park. Trees were surrounding me all around and I felt sick as I collapsed next to a tree trunk. I cried out for what seemed an eternity, until my eyes were dried and puffy. I leaned back on the trunk of a tree and stared up at the morning sky.

"Violet…?" I looked down at the voice. "Kat?" I asked upon seeing the purple haired girl. She smiled down at me. "What're you doing all the way out here?" She asked. I wiped my tears away and smiled back. "I'm… just on a morning jog" I lied in vain. She shook her head. "In shorts…? In February?" she questioned. "Okay so I left my house in a hurry" I admitted. "Family troubles?" She asked. I nodded. "You could say that…"

"I didn't expect to see you until later" She smiled. "Same here," I said, suddenly remembering that we were supposed to hang out later. "So why are you out here?" I asked. "I'm looking for my cat Mimi" She said. "Should I help you look?" I asked. She shook her head. "No that's alright, I'm sure she went home… are we still down to hang today?" She asked. I nodded. "Yeah of course, I'll see you then?" I asked. She nodded and waved as she disappeared, calling over her shoulder, "Don't stay here too long Violet."

"I won't" I called back.

Something strange happened after that.

As Kat left all sound went with her… The sound of the birds.. and the wind… and the crickets… I glanced around, suddenly nervous. My head pounded and I held a hand up to my head as I dizzily tried to stand up, suddenly scared. Everything seemed dark…

I felt terrified as I glanced around. "Dib..? Zim..?" I called in hopes they were searching for me nearby. No response. I gulped and crawled to my feet, leaning on the tree for support.

Suddenly, all at once, all of the noises of the surrounding forest came back. But they were blindingly loud, and getting louder with every moment. My head pounded and I panicked as I tried taking a few steps only to collapse and pass out where I was.

…..

"Akane!" I heard a male voice say. I opened my eyes only to look around in shock. I was surrounded by blood and dead bodies. I looked at my hands in shock then looked around the room to see one man standing at the edge of the room. He had tears in his eyes and he trembled. "What…?" I squeaked out, my voice small. He ran for the door and I felt rage take over. A rage I didn't know… I lunged my arm out and he froze, as if he were stuck. I was confused but angry… I twisted my arm and his body twisted with it, until his body broke like a water balloon. Blood spilled out and splattered against the wall. I stared in satisfaction as I crawled to my feet and walked to the door.

The halls were white with matching tiled floors. I left a blood trail as I walked, but I didn't care. I walked until I'd reached a ladder. I glanced up at it and where it lead… outside. I crawled up until I'd reached the top. I opened up the door and crawled out, looking around. The building above looked like a plain office building and all of the workers froze upon seeing me. One, wearing a lab coat, called out to me. "You shouldn't be here" He said cautiously.

"I've got to find daddy. He hasn't visited me all week" I said shyly, despite being covered in blood. They all backed away except for the stupidly brave man. "Okay sweetie, we'll go get your daddy… I'm sure he's back in the lab-" I cut him off. "No he's not… I killed everyone down there" I said with a frown. His eyes widened and he tried to back away but I stopped him by using my mutation in my arm to stab him right through the gut. A wicked smile spread across my face as he looked down in horror before dying. "Piece of shit" I spat out in a lower octave. Screams erupted in the room and I began laughing and watching as everyone tried pulling the doors open. More screams filled the air as they realized I'd trapped them.

"The people downstairs did that too" I laughed as I walked over towards the crowd and began slicing everyone open with swift and precision movements.

…..

I screamed out in terror as my eyes flashed open and I quickly rolled out of Zim's arms and began dry heaving until I puked. He stared in shock and horror as I began sobbing hysterically and clutching my sides in pain as it hurt to breathe.

"Violet what's wrong?!" He asked in a panic. I cried as I looked at him and barely managed to say, "It was me… I…. I killed them…"

He stared in confusion. "Killed who? you're scaring me" He said cautiously. "I don't know!" I cried out. "There was blood… and… I watched as I killed them… what happened to me?" I asked as I cried. "I don't know-" He paused and stared at me sadly. I was shaking and sobbing and I looked like I hadn't slept in days. "It was just a dream Violet… calm down" He cooed as he came closer.

"It wasn't a dream! You don't just dream things like that Zim! I saw their blood and guts and the horrified looks on their faces and I killed them! It was me! They called me a name but I don't remember what it was but it wasn't my name and I murdered them! I know it was me… I…." I stopped when He wrapped his arms around me.

"We'll figure this out together… you're not a bad person… I know you aren't" He said as he held me tightly. "What if I am…?" I asked, slightly calmer.

He pulled away and looked me in the eye, his arms on my shoulder. "Violet. You're an amazing person… not a bad one." I nodded at his words, unsure of how else to react. "Zim went too far this morning in slapping you…. I'm…." He paused. "Sorry" he spat out. I looked up in confusion, having forgotten why I was in the woods in the first place, then looked away.

"It's fine… You're right… I am pathetic" I sighed. He shook his head and held my head up in his hand, staring into my eyes. "It was a lie to motivate you" He announced. I stared in shock. "Why would you…" I paused as his lips met mine once more. It felt familiar at this point and I gave in without hesitation, letting my eyes close.

Hello there my lovely invader zim fans, sure has been a while huh? okay so a few announcements

First, thank you for not letting this story die and reviewing :D I've missed you guys and this fandom as of late and I'll admit, getting back into it and regaining my passion to write has been hard but the reviews helped THE REVIEWS ARE MY FUEL AND YOU HAVE TO UNDERSTAND- I SWITCHED FANDOMS AND GOT SPOILED BY GETTING AT LEAST 6 REVIEWS PER CHAPTER SO I THOUGHT YOU GUYS HATED ME.

Now here's the catch DUH DUH DUH- you guys literally have to review to keep me going because I'll lose my passion if you don't and honestly it doesn't take that much... just leave a sentence telling me to keep going and i will. so PLEASE AT LEAST ONE OF YOU SHOULD REVIEW

Dramatic chapter? Go big or go home right? till next time my lovelies, ~V117