Third person POV

The rumors didn't stop in Ouran college , everybody was talking about what happened to Kaoru. the man from the security guard said he saw Kaoru 2 minutes before he jumped out of the window so he was able to catch him in the perfect minute. They said he was bullied from almost everyone in the college , they said that his brother is the one that pushed him to do such thing, other students said it was depression that lead him to do that.

In the hospital ,doctors and specialists were discussing the twins relationship with their parents.

"Hikaru , the older twin , he's suffering from Culpability delirium , seems that before the accident they had a fight or something like that and Hikaru was the reason. " a black skin specialist said to Yuzuha, the twins mother.

" Kaoru had enough, I don't know exactly what is happening between them but since Hikaru left with his girlfriend to Canada , Kaoru told me that Hikaru didn't want him around anymore and that he was replaced with Haruhi. when Hikaru came back ,we all thought that finally things will start getting better " the mother said before she broke in tears " but three days ago one of the maids found Kaoru bleeding on the floor , he has cut himself and this wasn't the first time he does that , he did it before when Hikaru was in Canada but this time his cuts were deep , I knew he had enough already" she moved her tears by a tissue , the father was silent but he took her hand as she continued "he told me that Hikaru has slapped him and that he is sick of being treated like dirt by everyone." She finished.

"I understand. So what about Hikaru? Tell me about him " he said and the mother got a little bit nervous " I have always cared more about Kaoru , Hikaru was tougher , he looked like he always knew what to do and didn't need any help , even when they were kids so I just didn't pay much attention to him..I..I don't really know him , we have never talked about his personal life he has drifted away from the family long time ago" she finished and the doctor wrote some notes and looked at the father who didn't bother to say a word.

"Kaoru is suffering from time disorientation, weak insight and concentration and there's a possibility of audiovisual hallucination .. your kid is terrified from the world " the parents were shocked "oh my god , please doctor you have to help him we'll pay you as much as you want , but please help Kaoru ..he's a nice guy he doesn't deserve all this" the mother said to the doctor who shacked his head and left the room.

The doctor stood outside Hikaru's room "this kids' state is more dangerous than his brothers' state , he would end up committing suicide or killing someone out of guilt , keep him under attention" the doctor said to the nurses as he opened the door to the room

Hikaru was there on bed staring at the wall for a minute then crying and screaming the other minute, everything that happened in the last year was repeating itself to him over and over. He was losing his mind "I'll never forgive myself ..i'll never forgive myself.." he kept repeating to himself.

"Hello Hikaru" the doctor said but Hikaru didn't look at him " would you want to see Kaoru?" they exchanged looks before Hikaru said "yes " , the doctor led him to the next room and left him by the door.

Hikaru Knocked and entered.

Hikaru POV

He was lying on bed calmly , the table lamp beside him was the only source of light. I noticed that they have put him in a room that doesn't have a window. His hair was messy and he didn't bother to fix it "Hi.." I said to him , he looked out of place as if he was daydreaming. I sat on the chair beside the bed and touched hand , he moved all of a sudden "HIKARU!" and shouted my name , he moved the blanket and sat straightly. His eyes were glowing "Kao.." he wrapped his arms around my shoulders , this is the last thing I expected after everything I've done to him. he hugged me tightly and I hugged him back for almost 2 minutes. When we separated he looked worried "why..why are you sad?" he asked and I got surprise "what do you mean why? after everything I have done to you..I'd never forgive myself..if I didn't agree on Haruhi's idea .. if I didn't tell you I should leave , we wouldn't be here now ..you wouldn't commit suicide.." I said the last part very hardly

"hmm..that happened long time ago I already forgot about it" he said and I wasn't sure if he really is okay anymore..that happened long time ago! It was all 5 hours ago when he threw himself out of the window "what are you saying Kaoru .." I said "I don't even know what am I doing here , they would have missed us now in the host club " he said and I was totally confused ..the host club? The last activity we had in the host club was 1 year and 5 months ago. Suddenly the same doctor that asked me to come here entered the room again and walked to us "hello Kaoru " he said to my brother "lay down please " he asked him and Kaoru lied down on bed , the doctor checked his eyes and gave me a suspicious look then looked back at Kaoru " do you know in what year are we, Kaoru ?" he asked him "hmm yeah, 2013" the doctor sighed and I looked totally confused ..what happened to him.." how old are you? " the doctor asked and Kaoru was confused , he looked at me for help but the doctor put his index on his mouth , telling me not to answer. My brother put his hands around his head " I forgot.." he said and looked really confused, I bated his back "it's okay kao.." he was scared "oh it's lunch time , what do you guys like for lunch" the doctor asked us and we both answered at the same time "pasta " , he nodded and asked me to follow him "I'll be right back" I said to Kaoru.

I closed the door behind me and looked to the doctor "what's wrong with Kaoru ?" the doctor wrote something on his note and then looked at me "well , time disorientation , seems that to him. the last year events happened years ago. 2014 has been shifted not erased that's why when I asked about his age he couldn't answer" he said and I was surprised and confused "what! Why did that happened ?" I asked him in frustration "well when you are falling from the 4th floor to the ground , you for sure know that you are going to die , and as we all have seen in movies and stories , we see our life passes by while dying , as an experience knowledge he did that subconsciously while he was falling and then he fainted when the security guy catch him. So in his mind he has died already. It's so confusing I know. But what you need to know is that this is all good for him"

"what! How is that good for him?" I asked

"look , I have talked to your parents..your mom told me of how much you have hurt him in the past year. you know how pain fades with time? since last year has already shifted in his mind , it's possible that he doesn't feel broken or depressed anymore. So this is all good, I suppose he has forgiven you already" the doctor smiled to me

"eh..I see " this made me feel better , the guilt I was feeling started fading away. I entered the room again. I think I should be careful with him , I wonder if he remembers that we kissed and did all kind of things together..I hope he doesn't.

"hey Hika , help me take this thing off " he pointed at the hospital rob he was wearing and I started unbuttoning it from behind. "Hikaru , they didn't tell me why I was brought here" he said and I got nervous ..should I lie to him.. or not.." you didn't sleep well yesterday so umm you fainted ..they said we can't leave yet " I took off his rob so he got naked. He looked around to find a bag and opened it , they were the clothes he was wearing before. I got terrified , I didn't want him to remember what happened or to connect that with this. He stared at the orange blouse and the black jeans for a moment and said "didn't I throw this blouse and these pants from the window before?!" he said and looked at me ,I was nervous and didn't know what to say "eh..maybe" he raised his shoulders "whatever, I need boxers " he searched in the bag again " found it "

I sat on the bed watching him wearing his clothes and singing some melodies to himself . he seems happy. "Kaoru , how do you feel?" my tone showed him that I was worried "great , it's like I was born again or something .." he walked to me and looked straight to my eyes "you don't look fine ,Hikaru "he held my hands "eh I am just worried about you though " I said and smiled to him, he bite his lip, he looked at me and then shacked his head. He knew I was lying. And so kaoru walked to the bed and went under the cover

" I hate Haruhi " he said and flipped to the other side. This is the first time in ever I hear him saying ,Haruhi. He always refers to her as, she or your girlfriend "why do you hate her, Kaoru?" I asked him " I don't know. It's just a strong feeling inside me. but you don't hate her Hika , do you?" he flipped and looked me in the eye " I think after everything, I hate her the most" this is the truth, she was the reason of everything. "make her disappear, Hikaru " he rolled on the bed "I will " I said to him. I need to get out of here.