Hikaru POV

I took the first car my eyes land on in our garage and drove behind them. Unlike Kayoya's car the glass was darkened so they wouldn't be able to notice me, I kept stalking them until they arrived to some fancy restaurant , Kayoya went out first and gave his keys to the waiter and opened the door for Kaoru. I rolled my eyes at that action "what the hell..is he considering Kao as some lady from the host club …jeez " he took Kaoru by the hand "ugh" I started getting angry but I have to keep an eye on them or otherwise God know what would that Ootori do to Kaoru. I walked and wanted to enter when the guard at the doors stopped me "Sorry sir but do you have an invitation? We are having a special event" he looked serious. I took a thousand dollars out of my wallet and said " I think I do now " he looked around him before accepting the money and adding my name to the list.

I gave my jacket to the lady at the reception table and looked around the place. "sir are you searching for somebody?" a waiter asked me "no I am alone " my eyes found Kaoru and Kayoya sitting around a table in the middle of the place "find me a table at that corner" I said to the waiter who walked ahead of me. I didn't want them to see my face so I turned my head to the other way and sat around my table. "huh , so that ice cube can really laugh..impressive" I said to myself and looked at my brother from a far. he looked happy to me. "heh this is unfair" the waitress gave me the menu "I'll go with Foie Gras and vodka" the waitress nodded and left me to do my job of stalking my brother and his date again. They have shared a drink as their funny chit chat continued. I let myself relax for a moment and listened to the music the restaurant was playing. "damn.." I sighed in anger when Kyoya rest his hand on Kaoru's. the waitress brought my food after awhile and It looked good but I didn't have the appetite today. I added paper and salt to it and took a bite. The way Kaoru looked at him and smiled has hurt me. Ironically in the past I was in Kaoru's place right now but with Haruhi yet I noticed him by my eye corner and decided that it's better to keep quiet about it." I wonder if he has noticed me too.."

The time went slowly until finally I noticed that they were about to leave , I walked to them and hit Kyoya by the shoulder then went out of the doors before he could notice me, I wondered if Kaoru did , again.

I went to my car and waited until they entered Kayoya's car and drove somewhere else. "so where are you planning to take him now.." I kept a space between me and them as I drove behind them.

The road was getting higher, we were heading to the top of a mountain. The car stopped and so I did once we arrived to a skydiving store. "oh no this shit is dangerous!" they entered the store and I didn't know what to do to stop that four eyes before he put my baby brother's life in risk ! "grrr what the fuck now.." I took my phone out of my pocket and called Kaoru.

"Hika, what's up?" he asked

"errm..nothing I just wanted to check on you, is everything alright?"

"yeah everything is great, he's so nice with me"

"I doubt that Kaoru , it's Kyoya after all! When did he start being nice!"

"you don't really know him..he has always been nice"

"pffft , anyhow , where are you guys now?"

"ehm..we're in a restaurant"

"what did I tell you about lying to me?"

"Hikaru.."

"where are you?"

"…"

"hello?"

"it's none of your business, talk to you later" he finished the call like that.

I lost control over my anger and kicked my car "Ffffffuuuck" I screamed madly as the car started beeping "shut up you stupid piece of fuck " I stopped the beeping and walked to the place, not really giving a fuck about what's going to happen next.

Surprisingly I didn't see Kaoru or Kyoya inside "hey have you seen my brother? And yes we are twins" I asked and answered the man on the casher before he could ask me that silly question. "oh , yes he just left with master Ootori " he pointed at the backdoor of the store and I wanted to follow them when he said "where are you going? They left by the helicopter"

" SHIT! Does this mean they are going to go skydiving?" I asked and he nodded. "SHIT! Is there another helicopter here? We need to stop them before that criminal kills my brother!" I shouted at the man "sir please calm down , they have professionals with them , they will be back in half an hour plus it is the only helicopter we have right now." He got into my nerves but there was nothing I could do. I punched the wall with all I have untill my hand turned to blue. "sir please calm down " the old man said to me. how am I suppose to calm down now..I can never trust Kyoya. Since I was useless I asked the man not to tell them that I was here and went back to my car and waited till that none sense is over.

Kaoru POV

"OH MY GOD! THIS IS AMAZING!WOOHOOO" I said flying in the sky, of course there was a professional attached to me as there was for Kyoya. "WOOHOO" I screamed out as we were falling to the ground, minutes later the parachutes were opened and we were landing slowly.

"OH MY! this is one of the best things ever! " I lied down on the grass catching my breaths. "yeaaah that was great!" Kyoya said from beside me as he helped me up. We entered the helicopter again and went back to the store. "We can do it again whenever we want " Kyoya said. When did he start using -we- to refer to me and him like that?, it was kind of awkward wasn't it? this is my first date with him and I didn't decide any future plans with him yet. We walked back to the car and he started driving away "let's go for a movie at my beach house" he said and I nodded to that idea. It would be nice to have some time alone with him "tell me Kyoya, why didn't you ask me out before?" I looked at his neck while asking "actually I did ask you out for many times in the past but you've always rejected my requests" I got surprised at what he just said , so my feeling was right ..I really did reject him. "but why did I ?" I asked and he closed his eyes for a moment and sighed "I don't know " with this answer I didn't ask any other questions, I knew it is something attached to that terrifying past.

After an hour of driving we arrived to the Ootori beach house. Something about the ocean sent chills down my spine, there is something uncomfortable about it that makes me feel sad , terrified , and sultriness…

"Kaoru? what are you thinking of?" Kyoya asked me with questioning looks. "nothing , it is cold here ,can we enter already?" I didn't feel like sharing my feelings with him, he is a nice guy but he's someone that would only like to hear about thoughts and ideas more than feelings, unlike Hikaru. Oh I totally forgot about him! I wonder if he is okay by himself, he really sounded worried on the phone.

The doors were opened by maids to us as we entered the place. It was cozy and warm , there were two fireplaces and nice thick carpets. The walls were full with paintings and photos of the Ootori family until my eyes found a very old photo of the host club members "oh my god…" I covered my mouth with my hand "oh the good old days" Kyoya said from behind me , resting his hands on my shoulders. I shivered at how close he was to me "eh..what happened to the others? Exclude Haruhi ,don't tell me about her", "why not?" he asked "well..i felt this hatred towards her ever since I was in the hospital and when I ran out with Hikaru we entered a restaurant that she was working in and she said some bullshit about me and not only that..she kissed Hikaru and called him baby! I didn't really talk to him about that but..I didn't know when this shit started and when did she broke up with Tamaki to chose Hikaru! It all never made sense to me so I didn't think much about it" he led me to the couches beside the fireplace and sat beside me. "look Kaoru ,it all started after you guys graduated from ouran High , I was attending the university with Tamaki by that time and he was too busy with the family business and his studies that he didn't spend enough time with Haruhi , one day she met up with him and they broke up, the next day Hikaru asked her out and he confessed his undying love to her, but by looking at things right now seems that their relationship is not going anywhere" just hearing that Hikaru has confessed to Haruhi made me sick to my stomach. Just the image of her touching him made me want to go back and kill her.. "I really do hate her " I said to Kyoya "your brother is an idiot too" he said "don't talk about Hikaru like that!" , "ah sorry, anyways..Hony and Mori have left the country together and I didn't hear from them since then" I nodded to that and drifted in my own thoughts..why can't I stop the aching in my heart since I heard about Hikaru and Haruhi. I sighed " I need some fresh air.." I said to Kayoya and walked out the house to the ocean.. I knew he was following me. "why is this feeling so familiar.." , " Kaoru.." he walked beside me and wrapped his arm gently around my body "uhmm" he raised my chin and I closed my eyes ready for what's coming next. When his lips touched mine I heard the sound of the waves hitting the rocks at the beach and suddenly I could see..I could remember the ocean , I could remember Hikaru's lips taking mine .. the lightning bugs dancing around us and I saw myself confessing to Hikaru…* Hikaru I am in love with you…it all started when we first joined the host club* I saw myself saying that to him , I saw the look in his eyes and I remembered everything and pushed Kyoya away.

"Ah! Kaoru I am sorry , did I hurt you? Kaoru what's wrong?" I didn't want to deal with him right now. I remembered everything, what I saw was awful that my legs couldn't carry me anymore..it all ran before my eyes , how Hikaru left me and traveled, I remembered the nights I spent alone hugging myself and crying , shouting out and insulting at everyone, I remembered how when he came back he just made things worse than before and he always picked her on me ..I remembered him telling me that he wants to leave with her again and I saw everyone in my university making fun of me and telling me to kill myself "AAAAAAH" I screamed out as I remembered committing suicide and throwing myself out of the window.

"KAORUUUU" I saw Hikaru running to us from the street. My body is shaking and I want nothing but to hide from him, he will hurt me again , he will pick her on me again …I'll be the one to be left alone again. Tears fells down my eyes like rain and Hikaru reached me , I couldn't run away…

"WHAT ON EARTH HAVE YOU DONE TO HIM!" He shouted at Kyoya and pushed him away "I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING HIKARU!" Kyoya pushed Hikaru back "WHY THE HELL IS HE CRYING!" Hikaru pushed Kyoya and sat down in front of me "Kao..? tell me sweetheart what's wrong?" he wanted to put his hands on me when I shouted "DON'T TOUCH ME! …it's not him Hikaru…it is YOU! " my brother was shocked "I remember everything now.." I sniffed "how could you do that to me " I cried out "I don't deserve that Hikaru…I don't fucking deserve that" I hid my face between my fingers but I saw Hikaru biting on his lip and whispering apologies "I'm sorry ..so sorry Kaoru it's all done now, I broke up with her already..look let me try and fix it" he said and I pushed him away , so sick of him and so sick of hearing this .. I entered Kyoya's house again and threw myself on one of the couches.

"Kaoru.."

"Kyoya I just wanna be left alone , please"

D': aww poor kaoru right? well that was coming , you can never run from your past..not forever

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