what even is writing lol. I'm going to try to update on friday's, saturdays or sundays. I'm doing like three sports right now and have a lot on my plate. well here's chapter 16 please enjoys ^_^

It's been a week.

A week of sleepless nights and that terrible guilty feeling that hangs to the back of your mind and clings to the bottom of your stomach. A full week of regretting everything that went down between them; the threat he made. Long story short it had been a pretty shitty week.

Hiro left his phone. It laid on the nightstand table, on his side of the bed. He never came back to pick it up.

Tadashi was torn. His heart was begging him to go find Hiro and ask him to forgive him, but his mind was loyal to his duty as a police officer. He had a job, to keep people safe. Well Hiro was never unsafe. Was he?

Tadashi let out a frustrated growl, rolling to lay on his back.

Don't ask him how he ended up on the floor of the police station staff room, because he had absolutely no idea. Even when his brain registered where he was, he didn't bother to get up...

He missed Hiro.

Missed his smile, missed his laugh, his messy hair, missed all of him. When they were together he felt something he Hadn't felt in a long time.

Love.

Who was he even kidding? The younger gap toothed teen had him wrapped around his finger. He wanted him back in his arms. He wanted to be there for him and protect him.

"Dude are you going to mope around on the floor all day?"

Tadashi opens his eyes to see a blonde man with unkempt hair hidden under a blue binnie peering down at him. "Fred no offense but I am not in the mood right now."

Fred put on a hurt look, which made Tadashi roll his eyes in annoyance. "Is this about the boyfriend, guy, thing?"

"What!" Tadashi shot up into a sitting position eyes wide. "How do you know about that?"

Fred laughed, pulling a swivel chair out from a table in the center room. Spinning in it several times, he finally stopped to answer his friends question. "Honey lemon told me."

"Of course she did." Don't get him wrong, Tadashi cared about her a lot. Shea's a really close friend of his. On the other hand though, she needed to learn how to keep her damn mouth shut! "Who else knows?" Tadashi asked fearfully.

Fred shrugged and continue to swirl in the chair. "I don't know, but I'm pretty sure it's just us two. Look man were your friends, we're here for things like this to help you out."

"Help me with what!? Fred, Hiro's a fucking criminal and may be the reason Johns dead! I know what you're going to say 'talk to him' well I did and I threw a threat out to arrest him! Now I don't know where he is and it's killing me!" Tadashi didn't even know where the rant came from or if it even had a point. He felt like pulling out his hair at this point.

"The go after him."

Tadashi looked at his friend as if he grew a third eye. He wasn't serious was he?

"Are you serious?"

Fred nods crossing his arms; a proud expression on his face. "For real man, love is love. If this guy is making you like this." He gestured to his position on the floor. "Then this kid must be hella special." Fred rose to stand on the table striking an epic pose, one that a superhero would be seen doing. "So go after him!" Fred points to his friend; an overly serious expression on his face. "Fight for your love."

"Fred are you high?"

"Maybe. Now for the love of Cthulhu just go."

Tadashi smiled shaking his head. "You are really something Fred."

Making his way to the parking lot; his personal motorcycle keys in hand, he was abruptly stop by a hand grabbing his. Honey lemon came into view, her face puzzled. "We're you going?" She asked. Like Tadashi said before he had nothing against Honey lemon, but this wasn't exactly something he wanted to tell her about. He gave her his award winning smile; the kind that made Honey lemon blush.

"Just not feeling to well, I'm going to take the rest of the day off."

Honey Lemon didn't buy it for for a second, disappointment evident on her face. Nevertheless she let go of his hand. "Well then when you feel better we could maybe go for coffee?"

Tadashi wanted to facepalm. Couldn't she take a fucking hint? He however being the pushover he was, shrugged. "Maybe." Not wanting to waste anymore time he very rudely turned and left a very confused Honey Lemon watching him walk away.

Getting onto his bike he started off to the only place he'd think Hiro would go.

Alex's house

...,...

Ringing the doorbell,Tadashi waited. He tried to remain as composed as possible taking in long breaths.

Hiro was going to reject him wasn't he? Why would he even take him back?

One of the huge double doors opened revealing Alex in very high end attire. He hair was half down half up. She wore a blue silk cross front dress she had just bought that day from a Prada store. Along with sparkle open toe platform pumps from Cathy Jean. Also she wore matching blue earrings, a bracelet and necklace.

"Tadashi?" She asked perplexed.

Tadashi took a deep breath. "can I talk to Hiro?"

"Pardon me?"

"can I talk to Hiro please?"

Alex's eyebrows came together, as she tilted her head to the side. "Um, Hiro's not here."

"What!"

Tadashi's heart raced. Where could Hiro be? It's not like he had any other place to go. Right?

He was about to ask if she was joking, but looking at her eyes that cop intuition told him that she was telling her the truth.

Alex took out her phone trying to call her friend. However the phone went straight to voicemail. "Why! Tadashi what's happening?" Alex shook. "What did you do to my friend! Tell me!" Alex demanded.

Tadashi shook his head. " I don't know where he is! I thought he was with you! We had an argument I said something's and he left. Do you know where he might of gone?"

Alex paused putting a hand to her head. Don't ask her why but it helped her to think.

It took a few minutes, but if it meant finding Hiro Tadashi would wait. Finally she snapped her fingers in realizing that the was only one other place he could be. "There's a summer home we own in the Santa Cruz mountains. I went there with him a few times when we were younger. I know it's a long shot but I really do think he would be there. He said he felt relaxed there, so I bet that's where he is!" She slammed the front door close locking it. "Let's go! I'm driving!"

She pushed Tadashi towards the garage.

"Wait what about my motorcycle?"

"Worry about that piece of junk later!"

Alex said clicking a button to open the garage door.

"Hey my bike is not-...you have got to be fucking kidding me." Tadashi peered into garage to see a total of 5 cars. Alex stepped towards a Range Rover.

Tadashi whistled at the slim silver car next to it. "Nice Porsche 918 Spyder."

"Is that what it's called? Wait that's not important! Get in the car!"

Climbing into the car Tadashi had one more question to ask before the begin the long drive. "Why are you all dressed up?"

"Oh that reminds me, I need to call my friend we were supposed to go to dinner."

"No talking on the phone and driving."

Alex gave Tadashi a challenging look. "Tadashi. Look at the money and power I have. Do you really want to give me a ticket? Cuz I will fight you."

Tadashi let out a frustrated sigh. "Just fucking drive."

"Watch your language in my car!"

...

It's been about 30 minutes. The two haven't spoken at all, sitting in the most uncomfortable silence either one has ever been through. Feeling the need for a change in atmosphere Alex cleared her voice. "What was your argument about?"

Tadashi didn't steer his gaze from the window. It was raining again. Why did it always rain at the worst of times?

"I found out who he was. You know what I mean don't you."

He heard Alex gasp, which confirmed his previous statement.

Leaning his head and arm on the cool window he began to explain what happened. "In total honesty I freaked out. I didn't know what to do. So I resorted back to the thing I knew best, how to be a cop. In the end I threatened to arrest him, so he left."

After a moment of no response, Tadashi felt a sharp pain burn on his arm. "Ow! Hey! Did you just pinch me?" He said to Alex.

"Yes. And how dare you hurt me friends feelings! Do you know how much Hiro gave up to be with you! Everything that's what! His sister, his friends, bot fighting, he was willing to change who he was to be with you and you freak out and threaten him?!"

Tadashi had to partially cover his ears at how loud Alex was yelling. "I understand that and I regret everything I said. I love Hiro and I want to make this work, please Alex believe me." Tadashi explained.

Alex puffed out her cheeks trying to look tough. "If you ever hurt my friend again I will end you!" It was an empty threat and Tadashi knew it.

"I promise, from now on I will do everything I can to make Hiro happy." Tadashi said turning to look back out the window. "I promise."

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