CHAPTER - 2
DECIDING {REMUS P.O.V}
At last September 1st arrived and Harry was glad to get away. He had a hard time coping up with his new problem and avoided Remus until necessary. Remus found it a bit weird at first but did not give much a concern as he thought Harry was nervous to get back to Hogwarts.
Then before the day of departure Harry came back home after the necessary purchases and saw Remus in the garden again only with his jeans on working. Harry could make out all the muscles flexing and his face immediately became red.
Remus turned and gave him his signature smile but Harry could not take it anymore and rushed back to his room. Remus was confused, and went to Harry's room and knocked, receiving no answer Remus entered the room but Harry was nowhere.
Then he heard low moans coming from bathroom, they were very low but Remus could hear it due to his werewolf senses...He panicked for a moment but again the moan is heard, and it was different... Remus listened carefully and blushed. The sounds were coming as Harry relieved himself. He started to leave but froze upon hearing a name..."Remussss"... What!...Remus couldn't comprehend and once again listened. Yes again he heard Harry calling his name... and then a wonderful smell caught his oversensitive nose; Harry's smell. For a moment his eyes turned to pure amber, his wolf was aroused and fighting to come out, but he regained his sanity and ran out of the room mortified that he was turned on...
After that Remus practically lived in the library in the evening to avoid Harry. When Harry went to bed Remus started thinking ...He met Harry in third year and for the first time he felt something different. Harry was pure and innocent.
It was his smell that had Remus's attention the most, it was angelic and for the first time Remus and Moony had felt they were alive.
After he started spending time with Harry he came to love the child. He always felt a magnetic pull towards Harry. But he contended it to be more a fatherly love. He and Harry grow and how he is 18 almost a grownup man... and thinking of today's incident Remus's eyes started changing. The way Harry said his name and moaned... just thinking of it made Remus hard. He then wondered why Harry was giving him such feelings.
Usually a werewolf had tremendous control over its feelings until the matter came to its mate where the wolf might lose its control... Remus jolted up and his eyes widened MATE!... Harry was his mate. This explained why he was always drawn to the boy. Remus was shocked by his discovery... his mate was almost half his age and not to mention he was the son of his best friend.
Remus didn't know what to do. He was slightly happy that Harry has the same feelings towards him. But again he felt he was too old for Harry. The wolf in him started growling that he was wrong, Harry was his and he was perfect for Harry. The boy was always far mature for his age and he liked Remus. Remus had to agree with Moony but what might the society think of their relationship... he was werewolf and not to mention the boy was not ordinary. There might be scandals written all over.
Remus felt disheartened thinking of all this stuff.
Then again his wolf started howling inside speaking that since when did Harry give a thought about the society. The boy always wanted a quite life and never had a one. During his whole life he spent fighting and running. Harry always had wanted someone by his side constant. His wolf told this is the best thing that happened in his and Harry's life.
Moony also advised that Remus should accept the fact that Harry is his true mate and seducing the young mate is not a hard task as the boy already likes him. Moony said that there is no rule against homosexuality in the wizarding world and also the age gap is not a bother. Remus started to wonder why Moony is so keen to have Harry as his mate, and then Moony told that he recognized Harry as his only mate immediately, but it took the human all these years to see that. Remus was flabbergasted when he heard it. Remus sat again thinking and at last he made his decision that he would pursue his only love and mate, Harry.
Moony couldn't stand the way his human counterpart was thinking, always the pessimist when dealing the matters regarding him. Remus may have suppressed his animal side but there are some issues that cannot be controlled. It was nature's way of dealing and Moony also knows what the consequences will be if Mother Nature is ignored. He decided to teach Remus that matters cannot be ignored now that he learnt about his true mate. So he started talking rather advising his foolish human on how to lure and seduce his not so innocent mate, Harry.
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