ME: all right montage chapter release time .

Ichigo: what do you mean buy that?

me: nothin for you to be conserded about

I do not own bleach or don't stop me now by queen.

I own nothing.

3- Sorrows of the heart

"Tonight i gonna have me self a real good time , i feel alive,alive,alive"

None of them spoke since the left hospital and the awkward silence was bugging Isshin." I should say something the fact none of us had said anything is kind of weird but at least it gives me a chance to process everything that happened today." Isshin knew he should wait a day or two to talk to Masaki about what happened. That should at least give her time to at least a tinny bit used to the fact Ichigo is dead. "It will take a long time to get used to the fact he is gone that's for sure." It was dark when the Kurosaki family got home. "Masaki I will make dinner tonight how about you spend time with the girls." He was trying to act like nothing was wrong but there was still a feeling of dread and regret in the air.

"Okay." Masaki sounded sad and very depressed. "This is all my fault it's all my fault and I know it." Masaki blamed herself over and over. "Mommy is something the matter?" Yuzu noticed how sad her mother looked. "No everything is fine how about we watch some cartoons." Masaki smiled that way she won't worry Yuzu. "I am terrible why do I lie to her she is so young and innocent, I am terrible as a mother I do not want to lie to her but I have to protect her and Karin." Masaki watched a few minutes of the Looney tunes before Isshin called her from the Kitchen." Masaki can you put the plates on the table." Isshin asked trying to give Masaki something to do to keep her mind of Ichigo. "Maybe I can help her at least be there for Masaki after all I miss Ichigo too." He was only worried about what was to come in the near future.

Masaki got up. "Mommy stay here and watch cartoons with me." Yuzu whined. "It's time for dinner. We will watch cartoons togeter tomorrow okay." Masaki knew that Yuzu was probably tired and hungry. It has been a long day for them all. "Okay." Yuzu watched her mother go in the kitchen. Isshin was cooking the rice when he heard glass hit the turned around and saw Masaki droped the plates and there was glass all over the floor."Masaki are you okay?" Isshin looked at her with some concern. "I'm okay I'll get the broom." Masaki left the kitchen and came back with the broom and dust pan. "I can't even do the simplest of things." Masaki seemed to put her self down.

Masaki finshed sweping the floor and set the table." Karin , Yuzu dinner." She yelled for them. " Comeing" They both shouted. "Nnnnnnnnwwwaaa" Karin was making a weird sound." Karin what are you doing." Masaki wacthed Karin in the room with her arm sticking out. "I'm pertending I'm a airplane mommy, nnnwwnnwww." Kairn circled the table. "Well then my little airplane you better lans to refuel." Masaki decided to play along. "Okay." Karin sat next to Yuzu at the table.

"What does my little airplane want for a drink?" Masaki asked still playing with Karin. "Juice please." Karin shouted back. "Yuzu?" Masaki turned toward's Yuzu. "I will have a glass of water please." "Okay one juice and a glass of water coming right up." Masaki smiled. She went in the Kitchen and poured a glass of fruit punch for Karin and water for Yuzu. "Here you two go." Masaki sat next to Isshin and they ate dinner together."Mommy I drew a picture for you." Yuzu handed Masaki the drawing. "It very pretty I will put it on the fridge after dinner." The drawing was just a bunch of sccribbles but Masaki like to see Yuzu and Karin smile.

"After dinner the two of you are to go to bed." Masaki knew it was way past their bed time. "Awww can't we stay up a little while." Karin whinned. "YOU heard your mother! To bed with the both of you."Isshin repeated what Masaki said. "I'm not tired." Yuzu pouted."now Karin you should go to bed. Mommy is very tired so you and Yuzu should go to bed." Masaki smiled at her. "Okay."Masaki tucked Karin and Yuzu in bed.

" Mommy can You read us a bedtime story?"Karin asked. "No not tonight maybe tomorow." Masaki answered. "Sleep tight don't let the bed bug bite." Masaki turned off the light in the girls room and shut the door. "Did the girls take a bath yet." Masaki asked Isshie."Right before i got a phone call saying that you and Ichigo where in the hospital." Isshin did not want to bring Ichigo up cause he figgured that Masaki was still upset."That's good, anything else happen today?"She asked."No not much , but the Kamon boy broke his arm."Isshin told her. "Well how bad was it." Masaki and Isshin walked to their room while talking. "Not to bad but he has to wear a cast for a week."I sshin paused. "Now is the time to ask her about what happened today."He thought.

"Masaki can you tell me what happed." He asked as they opened their room door. "I do not want to talk about it." Was Masaki's only reponse as she got changed into her pajama's."Are you sure you don't want to talk about it?" Isshin asked. "I'm sure." Masaki got under the covers and tried to go to sleep." I guess it is too soon I will try again tomorow." Isshin thought as he and Masaki drifed into sleep. As Masaki sleep she tossed ad turned as if she was in the middle of a bad dream.

Masaki's dream POV

Masaki was walking in what seemed to be Ichigo's room when he was a baby. She walked over to the crib and instead of baby Ichigo there was a skeleton. "Aaahhhhh." Masaki screamed and ran down a long dark hall way where she was ment by a bloody Ichigo."Mommy why did I die." Masaki took a step back but was trapped by a wall that came out of nowhere. "I really don't know." she answered. What sounded like moning Children came around the corner Masaki was being crashed by what looked like dead childern."Leave me alone!" She shouted at them.

"Mommy it is all your fault? Why did i die mommy?"Masaki turned around and saw Ichigo. "It was a accident." Masaki backed against a wall where some boney arms grabbed here."MASAKI ,MASAKI,Masaki!" the vocies shouted pulling her towards a mouth in the ground "Masaki Masaki Masaki." "Ahhhhhhh" She woke up next to Isshin who seemed concerned. "Masaki are you okay?" He asked. "I'm fine it was just a bad dream." Masaki smiled. "Are you sure it sounded pretty bad." "I'm going to be fine go back sleep." "All right but if there is something bothering you , you can talk to me." "I am fine Isshin now go back to bed." Masaki did not want to worry Isshin." Allright then I talk with you in the morning, good night." He yawned and fell back asleep. "I can't tell him about it it would just worry him besides it was only a dream." Masaki did not sleep the rest of the night.