I wish life was easier. Then again, he wouldn't be there.
Amu's POV
I can't believe we go to the same college! I thought as I lighted a cigarette. I wonder if he's ok with me doing drugs. Ever since he had left I had a hard time but after Ikuto raped me I lost control. I started bingeing, then to help with the pain I did drugs. I bet he won't want to be around me. I even stopped going to a doctor.
"Amu?" A familiar voice said "Are you...". Shit!
"Get away from me!" I screamed "Go away!". I then realized who said that. It was Nagihiko. "I hate you" escaped my lips before I could stop it.
"Amu?" He said sounding hurt.
"I HATE YOU!" With this I started to run.
"Amu! Wait! Can't we talk?" He said running after me. Damn he is persistent. Maybe I could out run him. Fat chance.
"No, I don't want to talk to you. Ever!"
He stopped and looked at me. I could see he was hurt. This made me run faster. Once I stopped and caught my breath I started to cry. Why did say those things. He must hate me. I wanted to die.
"Then I will die" I said. I walked to my house and grabbed a knife. Am I really going to do this? Yes! I just can't go on like this. I walked to a bridge by the school. As I grasped the knife I started to think. Why did I do that? I hate myself. Finally I stopped and said a prayer.
"Please let Nagihiko heal. Please." And with this I slit my wrists. I hurt but it was for him.
Then I blacked out but before I heard a shout "Amu!"
Next thing I knew I was in a hospital. And a purple haired boy was crying. Then I sat up. "Amu your alive!" a voice said.
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