From now on I will have mostly Amu's POV. However I will still have Nagihiko's POV at times. I may also include other perspectives for story telling reasons. I will give the first 5 reviewers a fun sneak peek at what is coming up. This chapter is pretty long.

I can't seem to see the light, yet I can see him. He'll show me the light.

Amu's POV

Once I got out of the hospital Nagihiko insisted I stay with him at his apartment.

"And here's your room."

"Thanks" I replied. I could see he was feeling awkward. " I'm sorry about what I said. You just took me by surprise I guess."

"It's okay. No hard feelings right? Hey, are you hungry?"

"Yea" I could see he just wanted to go away from me.

"Kraft mac-n-cheese ok?" He said his voice hinting he was ready to get yelled at.

"Yum" With this he left. I started to cry silently. "Why did I say I hated him. I love him" I whisper cried "I bet he only let me stay here cause he wanted to be the bigger person and make sure I was better. He must feel so awkward." I pulled out a note.

Dear Amu

Sorry Hinamori-Amu-Chan I hope you can forgive me.
First things first I probably won't ever see you again,
as I'm moving. Second I know this is weird but
Nadeshiko and I aren't twins, we're the same person.
I know you don't believe me but it is true. I'm sorry
I didn't tell you sooner but I was scared about how
you would react. I will tell you our friendship meant
a lot to me, so don't think that was a lie. So I need to
say goodbye and I will miss you.

Love, Nagihiko

At the friendship part I cried harder. "I wouldn't have thought it was a lie"

"Amu are you okay?" His voice prepping to get yelled at and remain calm.

"Yea, thanks for asking" I replied.

"Ok well the mac and cheese is ready."

"Yummy, smells great!" I said "You're a great cook."

"How do you...? Ohh yeah. Hey what's that?"

"What's what? Ohh." It was the note.

"Is that my note"

"Yeah..." I said looking at the ground.

"You still have it?" He said starting to smile.

"Reminded me of you, I guess"

"Really...?"

"Yea, I missed you. With what happened with Tadase... then Ikuto... and the..."

Shit, I almost said drugs.

Nagihiko's POV

"What happened?"

"I'll tell you as we eat" She said "So 2 months after you left I had been really sad. I still really missed you and was kinda sad" At the sad part I felt really bad "So then as I was in a guardian meeting spacing out, then I thought how we probably won't ever see each other again and I started to cry. When Tadase asked me what was wrong I told him. Then he asked me 'Who do you care more about me or him.' and I said 'From what you just said I have to pick Nagihiko' so he replied 'Fine, but he's NEVER coming back' and this made me cry harder so I told him I hated him and I.. I.. never mind. Anyways..."

"And what?"

"An-nd I-I liked you"

"You had a crush on me?"

"Not had, have"

"Me to" I said feeling kinda happy, but seeing it was awkward for her I said "Can we go back to the story?" This seemed to relieve her.

"Yea, so then for 2 years Ikuto comforted me but then one Christmas he took me to wonderful park cause I wasn't feeling very happy. You see after Tadase and I broke up he started dating Saaya and things went from bad to worse. I started getting bullied and the day before Tadase and Saaya told me 'Look another year with out friends for you' and Tadase said 'And Nagihiko never came back did he. Told you the truth in a letter. WOW.' So I was really, really sad and he was cheering me up. He played violin and when he stopped he told me he loved me. But I told him I liked you and then he started to rape me. Once he stopped I ran as fast as I could and got home, even though it hurt. After that I started..."

"You started what?"

"I don't wanna talk about it"

"Please"

"Fine, I was teased about my weight so I went on a diet. I started bingeing. Then to deal with the pain I did drugs. You happy now?"

"No I'm not. Why did you think you were fat?"

"Cause I was. I over ate to deal with pain. So I just started to puke it up."

"Ohh That's terrible"

"Yea, I guess" Then we heard a knock. Amu went to see it then gasped.

"Look she's not dead"

"A shame." A voice said.

"Ss-tt-o-op-p" Amu said.

"Get away from her!" I said. Now I'm angry. You don't mess with MY girl!

"Look your prince came back. But you like Rima don't you Nagi!"

"Don't speak to me like were friends. And I LOVE Amu. Get that! Come on Amu lets let them go." With this I shut the door.

"Thanks"

"No problem. They should get a life."

"I've never seen you that angry."

"I've never been"

"Nagihiko?"

"Yeah?"

"I love you too"

Soo... do you like it? And yes this is a cliff hanger. Now I have nothing against Ikuto or Tadase but I needed some villains. I do have a thing against Saaya however. Now I wanna give a shout out to KingZodiac. Cause if it wasn't for him I wouldn't like Amuhiko so much.