I can only write on Fridays since that's the only time I have a computer. I will keep writing though on my phone and saving it in my e-mails. I do not own any twilight characters

Chapter 4

Embry. I have learned his name was Embry when one of the other wolves, Paul, Jacob had said when he started laughing at him. Jacob slapped both of them on the back of the head and looked back at me.

"Excuse these dumbasses, please go on," he said with such sincerity and shook his head all the way back to his seat.

"Ling and Peter are most likely dead. They distracted the two rouges for me, long enough to get out of the city and leave before they even noticed. They saved me and sent me here to continue keeping me safe," I said with some tears coming to my eyes. Those two men didn't even know me. Ling only knew a few facts about me but that was it. Peter was just along for the ride.

"That was very brave of them," Jasper nodded and looked around the room and everybody else. Everybody but me.

"Ash are you hungry? Jacob is gonna make us all some pizza," Nessie asked putting a gentle hand on my bare shoulder. I forgot that I was wearing a short and low cut black dress, I forgot how cold I was until just then. I was so wrapped up into my story I forgot about everything except that.

"I'll get you some clothes," Rosalie said as she walked up the grand staircase leaving me to wonder why they were taking me in. Before I could wonder any farther Embry walked up to me.

"You're going to be safe," he told me with such certainty that I almost believed him.

"I wish I could believe that, they want me. They won't stop until they have me," I shot back at him while trying not to look into his eyes. Those deep chocolate eyes could have me weak in the knees and falling to the floor with just one glance.

"May I speak to you?" Edward appeared beside me looking serious as ever. I nodded my head towards Embry with a small smile before following Edward to the next room. We both knew everyone could hear us if they chose but at least no one was staring at us doing so.

"I cannot read your mind Ash. Do you also have some sort of shield around yourself?" He asked with such curiosity that I had to step back and think for a moment. My mother was a very protective woman. Very into spells and chants when I was younger.

"My mother put something around me as a child, I remember that. I was protected from everything, I was never sick or hurt. I could run and run without being exhausted and go days without eating and be fine. She says it was to help me in life, so I would never have to go through anything awful. She might have done something to protect my head as well but that I cannot answer," I told the truth. What else could I spill tonight anyway? They knew everything else so why even lie.

Edward just nodded and bit his lip thoughtfully before trying to say something and being cut off.

"Here you go, there is a bathroom down that hall you can change in," Rosalie handed me a pair of black leggings and a dark red sweater. I nodded in thanks before heading down the hall. They were all being so kind to me. Taking care of me like I was already one of theres.

I dressed slowly thinking of what will happen when the Voltri finally catch up to me. Thinking what is going to happen to me. I let my hair down out of the bun and rubbed my temples as I started to keep myself from having a panic attack in this bright bathroom. But it was too late. I was on the floor crying and hyperventilating before anyone could even stop me.

Esme and Carlisle was the first through the door. Then Rosalie, Alice and Nessie. The others stayed in the back and watched me break down. Embry though, Embry came right up to me. Like he was on a mission and he knew what he had to do. He pulled me to his chest and just held me, a broken down me trying to figure out how to get myself together.

So far I was not making a good impression.