Night fell upon the cold world where Ragetti and the others were sailing through. All was strangely clear, no cloud was in the sky, which troubled Ragetti though he didn't know why. Normally no cloud in the sky be a signal for good things; perfect weather. But this unsettled him, he felt it in his now cold bones, nothing felt right. He questioned Barbossa earlier but he didn't answer, he thought he was ignoring him for a reason, yet Will or Elizabeth didn't know where they were heading nor where Barbossa was sailing them.

Ragetti looked over the rail where he stood, staring at the calm waters which they drifted through. The bright stars reflected upon it, he smiled as he thought it looked beautiful, to look like they were sailing through the night sky, travelling around the stars and the moon, to feel no bound; to feel closer to Danielle.

Letting out a sigh, he raised his gaze to stare ahead of him. Nothing but the dark waters was in the horizon. Was there an end to this suffering? When could he be back in his lover arms? When could he kiss her lips, to be in her presence and feel her warmth? It was all driving him mad. He was lost in guilt, though none was his fault, yet he could not see that. The curse of love, to finally feel something that you never felt before, to feel special to someone, to feel your heart beating against your chest, when you hear their name, a smile upon your face and warmth inside; those were the things he missed, he believed he would not feel them ever again. Was this his fate, to feel nothing forever, to stop believing any good will come and to go mad? He thought he had a whole life ahead of him, to be filled with hope, joy and happiness, to be made by Danielle herself, but now that was all gone.

"For what we want most, there is a cost must be paid in the end." He heard Tia Dalma stated, which made him turn his head and stare at her. He stared at her confused, as she stood behind Will, though she glanced back to him.

It seemed she knew what he was thinking of. Of who he was thinking of. Well everyone knew, it weren't that hard but something he found in her eyes told him a different story, something she was holding back; a secrete perhaps? He was about to open his mouth to ask her something but what would he say? How could he even say what was on his mind? He sighed mentally then began to walk to the rail. His thoughts were on Danielle , his mind was always on Danielle all the guilt and betrayal filling his mind and heart. "I'll find you, I promise I will." he muttered to himself, letting no one but the icy air hear him.

"Aye, we're good and lost now." Ragetti heard Barbossa telling young Turner which made him turn his head and stare shocked and confused at him. Lost? Why were they lost? He was like Sparrow, Ragetti thought, he tricked us all and crossed us all, he was not trying very hard not to hide it either. Ragetti rushed over to Pintel who stood at the other side of the ship, staring at his captain. He didn't know what to do either, no one didn't but stare at Barbossa.

"For certain you have to be lost to find the places can't be found. Elseways, everyone would know where it was." Barbossa replied to Elizabeth's question.

"We're gaining speed!" Gibbs shouted making everyone turn and lean over the rail.

Ragetti stared with big eyes. Rushing water only ment one thing; trouble. He had truly doomed them all. Beyond the rushing water was hell, the fate that was waiting for everyone called pirate. No way out, though young Turner tried his hardest to order everyone about to get to their stations; being a Turner, not going without a fight, Ragetti smiled though the danger he was in, as Will reminded him of Danielle, she had taught him a lot, and now it was showing.

Ragetti quickly held on to the rail of the ship with his dear life, something told him to hold on, though he didn't know why. He was uncertain why he was, though if he did think twice we would let himself fall off the ship. He felt the ship turn sideward which made him bang into the rail; hard making him grunt in pain. Daring himself to look sideward, he felt his stomach drop. Hell was waiting for them all below the water; that was their fate. Quickly the ship fell off the ledge. Screams of fright filled Ragetti's ears as the icy wind rushed past them, defying gravity was forgotten about, all dreams had vanished before their hands and their hopes.

Don't let me darken your door
That's not what I came here for
No it's not what I came here for

And I won't hear you cry when I'm gone
I won't know if I'm doing you wrong
I never know if I'm doing you wrong

Ragetti opened his eyes, he heard a familiar voice only a few inches away from him. He allowed his eyes to take his surroundings. He saw he was lying in a bed, in a dark room. A wooden structured window was off on the left, which let only the sound of the near by sea. Turning his head his eyes landed on Danielle, she stared at him with a smile on her face. Pain struck him. Pain of the losing her, the thought he would not see her again, but there she was; lying closely next to him, a smile upon her face. He smiled as his heart beating against his chest, warmth filled his body; the feelings he thought he could not ever receive, was there inside him once more.

A constant reminder of where I can find her
A light that might give up the way
Is all that I'm asking for
without her I'm lost
But my love, don't fade away

So I watched the world tear us apart
A stoic mind and a bleeding heart
You never see my bleeding heart

He just wanted to reach his hands out, to touch her soft skin once more; to know she was real. All sudden his wish was true, he reached out but he quickly stared at her confused as she slowly disappeared.

"No!" Ragetti called to the ghost image of Danielle. "Please don't leave me again! I need you Danni! Please come back! I love you."

However he knew whatever he would say, nothing will bring her back. Didn't matter many times he wished or dreamt of her, she will never be with him, to be in his arms. Quickly the warmth was replaced by the coldness of the world that had filled him ever since. His heart beating slowly. Guilt welcomed him like an old friend, as the joy vanished. He only wanted to have a few minutes with his love, to say what he needed to say, to say goodbye to her probably; to get rid of the guilt and be in her presence, was that too much to ask for? It seemed so.

"For what we want most, there is a cost must be paid in the end."

Tia Dalma's words echoed around in his mind, she was right. Nothing he could ever want will with be him. He knew if he wanted a few minutes with Danielle, he would need to exchange something for the trouble, maybe his life? But would he risk everything he built in his life to be with Danielle forever? To die young, to leave his friends and Charlie behind, to leave his promises broken and unfilled?

Sorry guys I forgot to mention, I be adding deleted scenes from the film in to my story as I love them so much, so all so credit goes to Pirates Of The Caribbean, also I don't own the characters except my own who are Danielle Turner and Charlie Beckett. Also the song in the previous chapter was by Melissa Etheridge, the song is called 'I will never be the same' so all credit goes to her and in this one is 'Reminder' by Mumford and Sons, so all credit to them. I hoped you enjoyed the story so far and please feel free to leave a review.