Authors Note: back again… I would like to apologize…. Normally I correct any noticeable mistakes and proofread…. But I forgot before I posted the last chapter…. And I am to lazy to fix it… However… I am working on chapter two…. So please read and enjoy… Read and enjoy my sweet ducklings.

I don't give Kuwabara time to accept or deny. It doesn't matter. I do not plan to be with him. Just as he does not plan to be with me. I have seen how he talks to Yukina. Since my outburst I have not been alone with him. The mission was finished and I went back to the forest close to genkai's.. Yukina stays with the old lady which makes keeping an eye on her easy. Genkai doesn't mind me being near and Yukina hasn't noticed. That's good. This should be the extent of our relationship. She will be safe at arms length. The fox and detection occasionally come to visit those two, Kurama teases me from afar saying that if they could find me they would invite me. He knows where I am. Kuwabara comes often. He is quite fond of Yukina. Another reason he shouldn't know that I'm her brother. He will harm her while trying to help her. If she knew of me, she would only feel sadness. It is safer for her at arms length.

They go for walks and when he is by her side I feel confidant that she will be kept safe. At those times I go and talk with the old lady. She is good about not asking questions and just teaching me how to build my strength. When I since then growing closer, I always leave. It is safer that way. On one such occasion she stops.

"Stop being a coward."

"I'm not." But I know I am. She doesn't let me go. They are getting closer. By know Kuwabara has sensed my energy. If I flee he will know. She realses my arm and I sit in my former seat and wait for them to enter. I am not waiting long.

"Hello Hiei." Yukina bows to me and I bow back. Kuwabara smiles at me.

"Hiei, it's been weeks, where have you been hiding."

"Hn."

"I've been wanting to talk to you." Both of them say at the same time. I look at Yukina. Hers will be much easier to deal with.

"I understand that you have mastered the Jagon eye, I know that it can hold lots of powers, and I was wondering. I still have had no luck finding my brother. You would be capable of locating him for me." She's right. I could. It would be ridiculous since I know where he is, but If he weren't me, I could. I could seek out him mother's tear gym, it would take time, but I could. She knows I could. I can not lie to her about the capabilities of the Jagon, but I can not tell her the truth.

"That would take an extensive amount of energy, that I do not have." She nods. Good. That's the end of it.

"Can't you just absorb some of my energy." Shit. Stupid Oaf. "I don't really need the excess energy right now, there isn't a mission going on and the time to take advantage of that would be now." I cawn't refuse Yukina, but I can't tell her the truth.

"I will try to locate him, but do not get your hopes up." She smiles happily and thanks me. I do not wont to be around the oaf for such a length of time, but I have already agreed. Does he even realize how much time we will have to be around each other. I will give it two weeks of attempting to locate the brother that will never be found. I wish she could have a relationship with the brother she wonts, but I like many times in my life would only let another person down.

"So when are we going to do this thing?"

"I will need a place where I can concentrate for long periods of time." He nods.

"Okay, then my place it is."

"We can start tomorrow, tonight I will need to prepare a few things." And I leave without saying good by to my sister.

I get to his place early. He's still asleep so I take the tree close to his window. It will be the first time I've been alone with him since I told him that I love him. He didn't look at me weird yesterday, so that's good. I do love him. I do not know what made me come to that conclusion. I simply did. And that conclusion is completely accurate. The sun is beginning to rise higher in the sky. I will not wake him. It's not that I'm nervious, but how will I carry out this lie. I detest lieing, but how else can I pull this off. If Kuwabara finds out, he will surely tell Yukina. And if she finds out then I will truly have nothing. My kind sister will have to face the fact that the good older brother she is seeking is actually a tempermental arrogant –though rightfully- ex felon. I do not wont her to look at me in shame.

He's stirring. I'll give him an hour before I disturb him. The window curtain is closed tightly, but I open my Jagon eye. Yes, he is defiantly awake, though seems he's reluctant to get out of bed. Yes, I'll give him an hour. I close my jagon. I can hear him moving around. He's talking outloud.

"I love you too Hiei."

Holy Shit.