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Sunday evening I strap Amelie in her careseat. Tori helped me earlier to pack our luggage and put it in my car.

In the afternoon Cat came over with Andre to tell Amelie and me goodbye. Beck already wished us a great vacation yesterday, so he didn't show up today, not that I would mind.

He's the reason we are leaving after all.

So now just as I backed out of our driveway, Robbie jumped in front of my car out of the blue. I immediately hit the breaks, startled to no end.

"Are you crazy?", I shout at him as I stick my head out of the window. "Or do you have a jmk

I try to calm down because Amelie starts to whimper in the backseat. I tell her that everything is fine than I glare back at Robbie.

"Please take me with you", he begs me, walking to my door. "I swear you won't even notice me."

"No", I snap mad. "Forget it. Amelie and I need some time on our own."
"Come on, Jade", he looks at me with a pleading expression in his eyes. "I promise I won'T bother you just let me come with you."

"Fine", I snap unlocking the doors. "Get in but you are buying me coffee and all our food on the way."

"I will", Robbie assures me as he puts his big sports bag in the trunk. He than quickly gets in the passenger seat, waving at Amelie who is already asleep again.

I decided that it would be the best to drive over night for two reasons. First Amelie would sleep in the car and not get on my nerves, and second I simply prefer driving in the dark.

Throughout the whole drive to my aunt's I refuse to talk to Robbie. Sure I am curious why he wanted to join us so badly but right now I am just not in the mood to find it out.

We need to take at least ten breaks because Robbie apparently has a very tiny bladder and has to pee all the time but well that means more coffee for me.

Originally I planed to arrive at eight in the morning but now it is already half past ten. Amelie woke up three hours earlier and really annoyed me by asking how long it will take until we are there. She asked me every five minutes until Robbie put on Frozen on his pear pad for her to watch.

So to say that I was totally pissed off when we arrived at my aunt's would be an understatement.

"Jade it's so great to see you", my aunt Liv squeals as soon as she sees me and hugs me tightly. "I missed you so much!"

I eventually hug her back, kissing her cheek. "I missed you too, Liv."

It was true. I, Jade West, missed my aunt and wasn't even ashamed to admit it. Liv lets go off me. "Where is she? I am so curious to see Amelie again. She must have grown so much, I mean when I last saw her she was only two weeks old."

I chuckle and get Amelie out of her seat, carrying her to Liv. "Say hello, Amelie."

"Hello", my little one smiles a bit at my aunt.

Liv immediately smiles brightly. "Hello cutie, I am your aunty Liv. You are so beautiful already, you look just like Jade. Oh and how big you already are, the last time I saw you, you were still such a tiny thing."

Amelie giggles a bit as she cuddles into me. "Thank you, aunty Liv."

"It's only the truth", she kisses her cheek, gently.

"Hey Liv that nerd there", I point to my car in which Robbie was sleeping again. "He jumped in front of my car, begging me to take him along. Can he stay here too, he'll sleep on the sofa."

"Sure", my aunt chuckles. "He can even have the guest room."

"I guess I'll tell him the good news than", I groan annoyed.

I walk over to my car after putting Amelie down so she can go in with Liv. I open the door and shake Robbie's arm harshly. "Get the fuck up, nerd."

Robbie wakes up, yawning. "Are we there?"

"We are", I roll my eyes at him. "Otherwise I wouldn't have woken you up. Do you think I'd want two people to annoy me?"

"Not really", he mutters, looking up at me.

He grabs me by my hips and gently pushs me back, I totally forgot that I was leaning over him. "Get your hands off my hips."

He pulls them away, quickly and gets out too. Robbie stretches and than he follows me to the house.

I lead him to the living room to introduce him to my aunt. "Robbie that's my aunt Olivia West-Prior. Liv that's Robbie Nerd Shapiro."

"It's just Robbie", he sighs, shaking her hand. "My name is not really Nerd."
"I figured", Liv laughs. "Well I didn't know that Jade is bringing someone besides Amelie, so I didn't prepare the guest room yet. I have a lot of boxes in it so tonight you'll have to sleep in Jade's room."

"Can't he sleep on the sofa?", I groan, frustrated.

"No", she shakes her head. "Your guest so he can sleep in your room too until I prepared the guest room."

"Fine", I snap at her, annoyed. "Now go and get our baggage, Shapiro."

Robbie hurries outside quickly and comes back with our stuff, putting it down in the living room. "Where is your room, Jade?", he asks me, looking exhausted.

"I'll show you", I sigh and lead him upstairs, not helping him carrying anything.

Once upstairs, I show him the bedroom and glare at him. "Just so you know it, Shapiro you are sleeping on the floor."

"I already figured that out", he nods not looking at me as he sits on the bed. "I am sorry that I just invited myself. It's just been such a big shock for me that my mum has a boyfriend and you and Beck broke up. I always thought that if there is something as you know real love it would be between Beck and you. You two were always my example for the perfect couple and now I am not sure what to believe anymore."

"I am not really sure what has to do with me?", I look at him, irritated. "Beck and I are going to be fine again. Don't worry about us. And about our parents that's going to be okay too."

"Thanks, Jade", he mutters, quietly. "If I can do anything to make you feel better just tell me."

"I will", I smirk at him. "So get comfortable, I guess."
I go downstairs again to give him some time to settel in.

"Jadey can I go upstairs play with uncle Robbie?", Amelie hugs me, immediately.

"Sure you can", I kiss her head. "He didn't even bring Rex with him so you don't need to be scared."

She just runs upstairs, calling for Robbie loudly.

Liv chuckles as she leans back on the sofa. "Sit down with me, Jadelyn."

I grin at her and sit besides her, yawning. "Don't call me that. So how have you been? Where is Jonathan?"

"Jonathan is at work", she rolls her eyes. "As always. He called me earlier today and informed me that his boss is coming over tonight with his family. I hope that's okay for you."
"Sure no problem", I close my eyes, realxing. "I am your guest too so why not. The more, the funnier."

"Why do you sound so bitter than?", she teases me.

"I sound bitter because I am tired", I yawn, rubbing my eyes. "I think I am going to sleep. Wake me up if you need help fixing dinner or even better ask Shapiro."

"I will, cutie", Liv kisses my cheek. "I am so happy that you are here again. It's been way too long."
"I know I am sorry", I sigh. "I was just really busy with Amelie, Beck and school."

"Tomorrow we're going to have a ladies night, okay?", she smiles at me. "Just you and me. We'll go out for dinner while Jonathan watches Amelie."

I get up, stretching a bit. "Sounds fantastic."

I go upstairs, sending Robbie to play with Amelie outside and than go to sleep.

"Jadey", Amelie wakes me gently, kissing my cheek. "You need to get up. Aunt Liv said that the guests are here soon."

I slowly open my eyes and pull my little one close to me. "I am awake. Can you go and get me a mug of coffee with two sugars?"
"Robbie already brought you one", she giggles. "He placed it on the bedside table."

I kiss her head as I sit up, carefully. "You look really pretty. Who got you dressed up and fixed your hair?"

"Uncle Robbie helped me", Amelie chuckles, running a hand over her dress. "He is really good at braiding hair. He said that aunty Cat taught him when she was bored."

"Really?", I asks her as I get up, placing her on the bed besides me. "What should I wear tonight?"

"The same dress as me", she giggles, jumping around.

I roll my eyes, chuckling. "If you say so, princess."

I search for my dress in my bags and than go to take a shower while Amelie runs downstairs again. I get dressed and braid my own hair so it matches Amelie's.

When I am ready, I go downstairs where my little one is watching tv with Robbie and Jonathan.

"Look who we have here", my uncle chuckles as he walks towards me. "If that isn't my beautiful niece."

I chuckle as he hugs me, tightly. "Thanks. It's nice to see you too."

"Am I seeing wrong or are you and Amelie wearing the same dress?", he teases me.

"We are", I grin at him. "We have a matching wardrobe. Amelie is a mini me and it annoys dad when we wear the same outfits."

Jonathan laughs a bit. "You haven't changed at all, always trying to annoy your dad. Motherhood suits you though. Your daughter is an amazing little girl and really well behaved for her age."

"Do you think?", I ask him, quietly. "I am glad you think Amelie's amazing. It's really hard to keep everything a secret and still help Dad with her education."

"I know how hard it is", he smiles at me. "I have to fight about the education with my ex that's even worse than with your dad. Thankfully Maik is twenty by now and doesn't need us that much anymore."

I chuckle a bit. "Yeah I'd rather deal with my dad than my ex too."

The doorbell rings and Liv hurries out of the kitchen to open the door quickly.

"Try to enjoy yourself tonight", Jonathan tells me, grinning. "His son is about your age, I think a year older."

"I am not looking for a new boyfriend", I glare at him. "I want my old back and I am going to work things out with him."

"I know and still I think you should have some fun while you are here", he teases me, poking my side.

"Just shut up", I laugh at him.

Liv comes in with their guests. I go sit with Robbie and Amelie, pulling her on my lap.

Amelie cuddles into me as I turn the tv off.
"Who are they?", Robbie whispers in my ear.

"Jonathan's boss", I mutter back. "So try not to embarass me."

"Why do you care? It's not like we will see them again", he rolls his eyes.
"Don't you roll your eyes at me", I hiss at him, mad. "You know I hate that."

"You hate a lot of things", she sighs frustrated. "How am I supposed to remember everything?"
"Beck and Cat both can", I accuse him. "You could do that too if you wanted."

"Well I am neither your boyfriend nor your best friend so I don't need to know", he shrugs indifferent.

I just roll my eyes and nuzzle my face against Amelie's neck, making her giggle.

I am not the mood to deal with Robbie anymore as he is really getting in my nerves.

Jonathan introduces us and than it's time for dinner.

I somehow end up between Ryder - the son of Jonathan's boss - and Amelie. Ryder is a really goodlooking guy eventhough he has an terrible taste in clothes. He's wearing a suit, Cat would say that it is a sin.

I chuckle a bit as I help Amelie eat.

"So beautiful", Ryder smirks at me, placing his hand on my thigh. "What are your planes for tonight?"

"Get your hands off me", I lean over to him, hissing in his ear quietly. "Or else I am cutting them off."

Ryder just laughs, keeping his hand where it is. "There is a party tonight, feel free joining me."

"I'd love too but sadly I don't go out with cocky assholes", I snap at him, pushing his hand off my thigh. "So back off."

He just replaces it again just much higher now, his hand sliding under my dress. "I am not interested in a relationship, Jade", he nips on my ear. "I just want some fun and you are hot."

I bit my lip in pleasure. No boy ever touched me like that apart from Beck and somehow I thought it would feel weird if one did but this is actually not bad. Ryder seems to sense that as he slides his fingers higher and higher. I tense and grab his hand, weakly wanting to pull it away but I just can't.

"Jadelyn, your aunt told me that you go to Hollywood Arts", Mrs Daniels addresses me, suddenly. "Tell me about it."

"Uhm...", I swallow hard, trying to focus with Ryder still stroking my thigh his hand inching more and more between my legs. "Hollywood Arts is amazing. The teachers are really cool and the students are all pretty talented even Robbie here. If you'd excuse me now please, I need to use the bathroom."

I jump up quickly, straightening my dress and hurrying upstairs. I lock myself in the bathroom, runnning a hand through my hair. "Fuck!"

I can't believe that I didn't stop him earlier. I really wanted to but I just couldn't. Ryders touch felt so good, I enjoyed it. It was so different from Beck's touch but still exciting.

I slide down on the door, hiding my face in my knees. I sent him the wrong signals by not stopping him immediately. I need to go downstairs again, Liv will wonder what's wrong otherwise.I get up again, fixing my make-up before going down again.

I sit down again, kissing Amelie's head. Ryder places his hand on my thigh again but this time I push him away immediately. I reach over and pull my little one on my lap, hoping it will stop him.

"Are you tired, cutie pie?", I ask her, pulling her into me.

"No, Jadey", she yawns, snuggling closer. "I don't want to go to bed already."

"Amelie it's already ten past eight", I kiss her cheek. "Your bedtime was already ten minutes ago."

"Please, Jadey", she begs, looking up at me. "Uncle Beck always allows me to stay up longer and Daddy too sometimes."
"Beck and Daddy do what?", I look at her, shocked.

"Upps... I promised them it would stay our secret", she frowns cutely.

"They are both going to be in trouble", I narrow my eyes, mad. "You know how important it is to go to bed on time."

"Relax Jade", Liv teases me from across the table. "You are not exactly a cool big sister."

"I don't want to be a cool big sister", I glare at her. "I am trying to be a responsible adult. My dad is obvious not even able to put her to bed on time when I am not home and neither is my idiot boyfriend."

"Your boyfriend?", Ryder asks me, smirking. "How long are you together already?"

"Fine", I roll my eyes at him. "We broke up a few days earlier, okay? It's none of your business."

"Come to that party with me", he grins at me. "Just a few hours. You know the best way to get over somebody is to get under me."

"Ryder don't talk like that", his mother scolds him.

"I am sorry, mother", he rolls his eyes at her. "Still I think Jade and her friend should go to the party with me."

Robbie looks at him, surprised. "Really? You would take me to a party? I've never been to one."
"Way to embarass yourself", I roll my eyes, groaning. "Apart from that we are not going to that party. Don't forget that you hate parties. Beck wanted to take you to one with us once but you declined."

"I only said no because Andre and Cat both couldn't come and it is a common fact that Beck and you hooked up at every party you attended", Robbie defends his non existent pride. "I just didn't want to walk in on you again."

"It's your own fault", I glare at him. "You should have knocked before you came in. Like normal people do."

"Nobody knocks before he enters the school's restroom!", Robbie shrieks, highly offended.

"Robbie!", I slap him hard. "I told you not to embarass me! You are so going to pay for that! Just wait until I tell Beck about it!"

"No Jade", he whimpers. "Please don't. If you tell him, I am going to tell him that you let another guy touch you!"

"Jade, Robbie maybe it's the best if you take Amelie to bed and talk than", Liv tells us harshly.

"I am sorry", I apologize to Jonathan's boss and wife. "Life has just been kind of complicated lately and messed up a lot so just forget everything you heard please."

I get up with the sleeping toddler in arms. Robbie follows me upstairs after apologizing too.

Once upstairs I tug Amelie in than glare at Robbie.

"Was that really necessary? You humilitated me in front of Jonathan's boss and his wife!", I hiss loudly. "They are going to think I am a whore!"

"You let that guy touch you", he answers me. "I thought you love Beck."

"I do love Beck", I frown deeply. "I swear I wanted to stop Ryder. It's just... it felt nice when he touched me. I ... I never was with anyone besides Beck."

"So you really consider fucking that disgusting guy?", Robbie calls loudly. "Beck and you only broke up a few days ago."

"I know Robbie", I start to cry, running a hand through my hair. "And I still love Beck and sex with him. Beck and I are a family, we have a daughter! I just feel like it is endgame for me! Do you understand how I feel? I am eighteen and only ever was with the same guy since I was thirteen. I have a daughter and sometimes I feel like having two when Cat is around Beck and me. I love my life and I love Beck and Amelie but I feel like I am missing out sometimes. You probably don't understand that being a virgin and all so yes I actually consider fucking that guy. I am so desperate and confused right now I don't it anymore!"

"Are you serious?", he frowns, deeply. "You act like a whore and than mock me for being a virgin? You are right, Jade I don't understand you at all. You really are a terrible..."
I grab his shirt, slamming my lips on his. They are very soft and eventhough he is shocked at first, he eventually kisses back. Soon he grabs me by the hips, pushing me against the door as he deepens the kiss. I wrap my arms around his neck as I pull him even closer.

Things start to get more and more heated and somehow one thing leads to another and the rest is obvious.