Hey guys! Haven't updated in a while. The new term started today and i'm bound to do better and i'm also starting drivers ed :D So, i hope this makes up for me not writing in a while. Hope you like it :)

**btw the point of view bounces in this chapter from Ciel's to the Narrators so try not to get confused.**hint: If they say 'Ciel', its narrator, if it says 'I', its Ciel.**

Chapter 4: First Day of School

Ciel and Alois had finally made it down stairs after their tedious task of picking out their outfits, which had seamed to last hours. With their arms still around each other, they made their way to the kitchen. Sebastian was standing there, facing the stove, cooking them their breakfast. Ciel quickly removed his hand from behind Alois, but Alois didn't remove his. He continued to stroke and grip Ciel's behind. Ciel began to blush a bit. Before Sebastian had turned around, Ciel took his hand and brought it around his back and locked his fingers with Alois, to cease the stroking. Alois then released from the finger lock and put his hand in Ciel's back pocket. He was still blushing.

Sebastian had turned around with a plate of food in each hand. He had a rather warming smile on his face. Ciel noticed this, as it wasn't normal. After breakfast, Alois and Ciel got into Sebastian's black car, and he drove them to school. When they arrived at the school, Sebastian took Alois to the main office to inform them that he has arrived and that he needs his class information, while Ciel went to his normal morning class.

Ciel's teacher was taking forever to get to the classroom. He decided to lie his head down on the desk and he closed his eyes. He wasn't fully asleep, but he was dreaming. I dreamt of Alois in a slutty outfit, with a whip in his hands. I was cuffed at the ankles and wrists to the wall behind me, wearing nothing but my boxers. Alois then brought the whip up to his mouth and licked it once. Then he walked up to me. He grabbed a handful of my hair and began to pull it, hard. Then, he started to tug on my boxers, eventually pulling them off. Alois was about to whip me when I had woken up to the teacher screaming at me about sleeping in class. I had been asleep for 30 minutes without the teacher noticing until now. I then sat at my desk and began listen to the teachers lecturing. He began to drift off again.

But then, there was a knock on the door. I was staring at his desk, not even thinking or caring about who was at the door. The teacher opened the door and I slightly glanced up to see Alois in the doorway.

"Hello! I'm Alois! I'm the new student!"

"Oh god dammit... This is gonna be interesting." Ciel thought to himself.

Alois then noticed that Ciel was in this classroom.

"CIEL!" he screamed in delight. He ran up to Ciel's desk and jumped in the boys lap. He then leaned forward and planted a kiss on Ciel's soft lips. Ciel's eyes shot open, as if he was never tired. He then threw Alois on the ground.

"What the hell do you think you're doing Alois?!" Ciel shouted.

"Mr. Phantomhive! Watch your mouth, young man! You are on strike two." the teacher snarled, not even considering what Alois had just done. Ciel just rolled his eyes, not really caring. He glared at Alois now on the floor. Alois was looking up at me with the most stupid grin on his face. He then got up and found himself a seat. Just as Ciel thought, he chose the seat right next to his. The teacher began lecturing once more.

I sat at my desk, zoned out, thinking about the kiss. "He has kissed me more than once now" I thought to myself. This feeling is unexplainable. I don't know how to define it. Happiness? Maybe. Lust? Possibly. No. It's love. True love... Hold on! No way! I am NOT in love with Alois! "Yes you are!" said a voice in my head. I knew I was in love with Alois, but I refuse to believe it! I cringed at the thought of me and him being a 'couple'. It made me shake.

Alois noticed me start to shake. He looked at me with a worried face. While the teacher was writing some words on the chalk board, Alois folded up a piece of paper into a small square and threw it at me. It hit me on the side of the head. I snapped out of my gaze and looked right at him. He signaled me to open the note. I opened it. Written in a neat cursive print, it read

"Are you okay Ciel, my love? You look like you're nervous or something. Is something bothering you?" ~Alois

I quickly wrote my response and chucked it at his face.

"Yes, i'm fine. And I'm not your love, Alois." ~Ciel

"You're sure? You don't look fine to me. What's bothering you?" ~Alois

"We will talk when school gets out, okay?" ~Ciel

"Okay" ~Alois

Then, I lay my head back on my desk, and slowly drift off again until the lunch bell rang. And after lunch I basically slept through the remainder of the day until the final bell rang at 2 o'clock.

Sebastian had pulled up the the school in his black car. We both got in the back seats. I laid my head back on the seat and closed my eyes. Alois was sitting next to me. He wrapped his arms around me and rested his head on my shoulder, and held me while Sebastian drove us home. It was very comforting. I love it when he cuddles with me, especially since I hated it when Lizzy touched me so much. Now, I can't get enough of it.

I thought while we rode home. Do I really love Alois? Should I accept this feeling? I don't know. We will talk about it when we get home. When we got home, Sebastian brought our backpacks to the living room and I went up to my room to lie down, Alois closely following me. I got to my room and Alois followed, shutting the door behind him. I laid my head down on the pillow. Alois jumped onto the bed next to me, and cuddled up, laying his head on my chest. Then, he broke the silence with the conversation I had promised him.

"So Ciel, what was wrong? Can you tell me now?" Alois asked in curiosity.

I sat up and looked him right in the eyes. I can't hide these emotions. I just can't. I'm gonna tell him..

"I'm not going to lie to you, Alois. I'm in lo-" My sentence was suddenly cut short when Alois kissed me. He made the kiss so deep. Deeper than the others before. It was so romantic. I have never felt something so pleasing in my life. He gently started moving his tongue around, asking for permission to enter my mouth. How could I deny this feeling? I couldn't. Permission granted. His tongue danced around my mouth, exploring every little part of my mouth. Soon after, my tongue began to dance along with his. Just the feel of his tongue touching mine made me feel so.. what's the word? Happy? Excited? Both?... No... It turned me on.

He broke away from the kiss for us to catch our breath. He smirked at me. I then grabbed him by his collar, trying to act as the dominant, and pulled him so our noses nearly touched. I looked into his icy-blue eyes and saw only one thing. Me.

I pulled him closer, and our lips touched, creating another deep, passionate kiss.

I stroked his soft, blonde hair and slightly tugged on it. It made him slightly moan and it turned me on. "I-I love you, Alois," I managed to slip out in between the kisses. Suddenly, Alois broke the kiss, got off the bed, and fell on the floor, holding his chest where his heart is. He screamed in pain.

Then, it went silent...

Ohhh! Cliffhanger! What is happening to Alois? What will Ciel do? Will Ciel get the chance to finally admit his true feelings? Keep on reading to find out! 3 :D