Hey guys! Sorry I haven't updated in a while. I've been in drivers ed. and I just finished today so i'll have my permit soon! And i've been trying to think of what to write next. I hope you guys like the new chapter! :)

Last chapter:

"I-I love you, Alois," I managed to slip out in between the kisses. Suddenly, Alois broke the kiss, got off the bed, and fell on the floor, holding his chest where his heart is. He screamed in pain.

Then, it went silent...

Chapter 5: Hurting Inside and Out

(Ciel's POV)

What's happening to Alois?! I'm scared and don't know what to do!

"Sebastian!" Suddenly, Sebastian slammed through the door and ran to his masters side.

"What is it, what happened my lord?" he asked. "I don't know! Please help him Sebastian!" With that being said Sebastian began testing his signs. He pressed his two fingers on the boys neck, then on his wrist. "There is still a heart beat but it's barely hanging on." Sebastian put his ear to the boys chest and heard a faint breathing. It was not strong at all. He didn't know if Alois would survive. "I suspect he had a cardiac attack. We must get his breathing and heart beat back to a normal state in order to save his life."

Sebastian dashed out of the room to get his medical kit from the kitchen. The boys head was in my lap. As I glare down at him, I begin to speak. "You better not die Alois! Not here, not now!" A faint mumble slipped from his lips and he muttered something that I couldn't understand. "What? Alois, I can't understand you." His eyes slowly opened only enough to see Ciel towering above him. "I said, I love you too, Ciel." Then, his eyes closed back up and his body went limp. I began to panic. "Sebastian hurry! I don't know how much longer he can remain like this!"

Sebastian dashed back in the room holding a small pill bottle, a glass of water and a tube. He checked his signs again. Alois was unconscious. "We must get this medication down his throat. It's the only way to save him. I held his head in place as Sebastian crammed the tube down Alois's throat. I turned my head away and closed my eyes tightly, not wanting to see the scene of my lover in such pain. Wait..? My lover..? Yes. My lover. I love him and there's no more denying it. Once Sebastian gave me the signal that the tube was in, I slid 2 of the pills down the tube and Sebastian poured the water right along with them.

Once all the water was down and the pills were now in his stomach, Sebastian began to remove the tube from the boys throat. I looked away again, still not wanting to see. Sebastian had picked Alois up and put him in my bed where he was to rest.

"He should be fine after a little rest. There is nothing to worry about my lord." Sebastian bowed and left the room.

I went over and sat in the chair next to my bed, just watching Alois. I laid my head back and began to think about what I'm going to do when he wakes up. I got so lost in thought that I had fallen asleep, slumped over in the chair.

The next thing I know, my eyes begin to open to a light slapping on my face. It was Alois! He was up and out of bed, and better yet, slapping me on the face at 2:47 in the morning.

I was so shocked. I jumped up and hugged him tightly. "Alois you're okay! I'm so glad." A few small tears began to rush down my face. I released my death grip from the boy, but my arms still around him, and our eyes locked. Alois had a slight grin on his face. "Don't cry Ciel." Alois said, wiping my tears away with his thumb. "I-I almost lost you Alois! D-Don't scare me like that!" I said in a shaking tone. "I'm fine now Ciel. Everything is fine now." Alois said, hugging the boy, slowly stroking his hair with his hand.

We both got into the bed. I decided to go into the bed with Alois since the chair gave me a horrible neck ache. I wrapped one arm around Alois's body and pulled him closer to me, being extremely careful to not hurt him. Once our bodies were pressed up against each other, I laid my arm down so my hand was still around his body, but resting up by his face on the bed. He took my hand and kissed the back of it, assuring that everything was okay now.

I snuggled up to him, kissing the back of his neck before drifting off into a deep sleep. Then and there was where I would wander into my own little dream land. There, laying next to the one I truly love.

I hope you guys liked it! I know it's short but that's okay. I promise to update soon! :D

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